why is everything so messed up. we know you're angry, but the way you're taking it is just too extreme. you think us 3 treat you like a maid. may i ask you, what about my brother, he's more dependant on you than we were, at his age. we started helping out in chores when we were 5, folding the clothes and bringing them back. he was assigned chores only recently, which he seldom does. he plays computer games on fb all day, which we didn't have at his age, with your permission. when we were his age, we seldom used the computer unless for projects. he does literally last minute homework, and always makes a scene when we discipline him in your absence, making you think we're bullying him. he even asks you to carry his bag for him, and you do it, while we could never bring ourselves to let you carry ours.
but, we always feel that he's being treated better, by literally all our relatives too, to the extent that we think he's spoilt. is it because he's the only boy? is it because he's the youngest? is it because he appears to be cuter and more lovable? i'd really like to know. you tell us that you treat us fairly, but why do we not truly feel it? i want to know what's wrong. i feel so bad about this that i'm almost tearing up while writing this, and my heart is aching.
lastly, i want you to know that by writing this down, i have absolutely no intentions to put anyone down, i'm just trying to convey to you what i truly feel about this. what i've been wanting and trying to tell you all along.