Saturday, May 28, 2011
Fiction and Fact.

I'm currently in the Esplanade as bored as hell.
Don't ask me why.
I'm as tired as hell too, and I still wanna take time to learn the Fiction dance.
And to watch You're Beautiful.
Yonghwa is constantly heartbroken in that show :(
Sometimes it makes me equally sad too.
Thus my theory about Korean dramas;
Rich jerks love poor girls.
It's almost always true in any Korean drama.
But they're still nice, especially with idols.
Well, enough of Koreans for now.
Since i'm downright bored, here's something.

What i like:
Men
Men with defined 6 pecs
Men with defined 6 pecs and slight muscles.
Hot korean men
Super Junior
Chili
B2ST
Photography
Badminton
U-Kiss
B1A4
SHINee
4Minute
After School
Adam Lambert
Glee

and thus continueing the list, which is full of men, .


Things I awfully dislike :

Justin Bieber
Justin Bieber
Justin Bieber
Justin Bieber
Justin Bieber

Whoops. 'I could have sworn I typed it once, maybe this lappy hates him too.'
Sometimes I wish he'd get sucked into a whirlpool, and forever be gone from the face of this Earth, but I scrapped that idea.
Getting lost in the Burmuda Triangle just seems more interesting for a douche like him.
I watched an MTV feature on him and I couldn't stand how he's so full of himself.
But oh well, we do need people like him to cater to people who don't listen to good music.

Just saying.


I do realise I go for looks more than what's on the "inside", you really can't deny that many others do too, they just are wimps to admit it.

Though i do confess that the personality makes a tremendous difference, what you look like really counts, cos the first impression stays for a long time ( for most people anyway ).
Even i wouldn't want a hunk with a good body, but with really crappy attitude.
Well, which comes to my ideal type.
-Multi racial (e.g. German-American, Irish-Japanese, English-Korean-Italian and whatnots, although hard to find)
-Money? ( at least a decent pay to support a family)
-Good looks? ( well, decent. )
-Charming ( yes, duh.)
-Sexy ( OMFG YES. it's more "fun" that way)
-Sings. ( Weird, but yes, i'd like my guy to be able to sing, then we can sing together! )
-Dresses well. ( we'll see)

Well , the list goes on and on and on, but basically i'd like my guy to bring out the best in me, and have opposite personalities, so that'd we'd compliment each other.
e.g. i'm lazy, so i'd like my guy not to be lazy. so that i'd learn not to be lazy. ...
or something along these lines.

TTYL.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
What Is Right, And What Is Wrong?
why is everything so messed up. we know you're angry, but the way you're taking it is just too extreme. you think us 3 treat you like a maid. may i ask you, what about my brother, he's more dependant on you than we were, at his age. we started helping out in chores when we were 5, folding the clothes and bringing them back. he was assigned chores only recently, which he seldom does. he plays computer games on fb all day, which we didn't have at his age, with your permission. when we were his age, we seldom used the computer unless for projects. he does literally last minute homework, and always makes a scene when we discipline him in your absence, making you think we're bullying him. he even asks you to carry his bag for him, and you do it, while we could never bring ourselves to let you carry ours.
but, we always feel that he's being treated better, by literally all our relatives too, to the extent that we think he's spoilt. is it because he's the only boy? is it because he's the youngest? is it because he appears to be cuter and more lovable? i'd really like to know. you tell us that you treat us fairly, but why do we not truly feel it? i want to know what's wrong. i feel so bad about this that i'm almost tearing up while writing this, and my heart is aching.
lastly, i want you to know that by writing this down, i have absolutely no intentions to put anyone down, i'm just trying to convey to you what i truly feel about this. what i've been wanting and trying to tell you all along.