Sunday, June 27, 2010
I'm Through Accepting Limits.

Seriously, my sister makes my blood boil.
She thinks she's so smart. Ohwell.
Yeah right. And really.
Just cos Dahlia and I talk a lot, she thinks I'm bootlicking.
Bleh, she doesn't even keep in contact with her seniors.
Doesn't even stay friends with them.
And she still wanna say me.
Damn her. Always like that one.
I'm uploading my primary school class pictures onto facebook.
For no rhyme or reason.
And it's taking longggg, as usual.
Somehow, facebook is starting to piss me off.
It's not sending my notifications through email anymore,
And when I wanna upload a wall photo, it takes ages.
Like seriously, is it really that hard?
Mark Zuckerberg is getting lazzzyyyy.
It's back to living hell tomorrow. what the hell.
I wish it was back in the first week, when I was dreading the holidays.
Now, I just want my holidays back.
Teehee. I scared I cannot adapt to the school mode.
Having breakfast with Jerin tomorrow.
Scared I can't wake up or smth. HAHA!
Bleh. I'm gonna have a good rest tonight! :D
Defying Gravity.
Defying Gravity - Glee (Kurt version)

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
bring me down!
ohh ohhh ohhhh!
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Kiss Me Goodbye.

After a seriously long time,
I finally managed to change my skin again.
I'm so tired. HAHA.
Tuition was boringgg, learnt bout angles.
I was the fastest, I don't really mean to brag.
But I don't like this particular tuition class.
The people are very weird.
Talking bout class, school's coming up.
I hate school. Like seriously.
I'd rather have boring and long holidays than go to school.
I don't really wanna say why.
I just don't really like my class a lot, in general.
Most girls are fine. But the boys are like -.-
HAHA! I'm not gonna get started. OH!
I LOVE GLEE!
heehee, it's my latest addiction.
I downloaded more than 35 Glee songs today at one shot.
Kurt is gooood. Really good. He sings better than Finn.
In Defying Gravity. Shit. I love Kurt! :D
HAHA! He's cuuuuuuuute! HAHA!
ohwell. I JUST LOVE GLEE SO MUCH! :D:D:D
Friday, June 25, 2010
It Could Be Wrong, But It Should've Been Right.

Looks like another boring day.
When I woke up, I was like "Why's my face so wet?"
Turns out, it was raining and I didn't close the window properly.
So the rain wet my face.
HAHA! Wake up I use computer already. LOL.
I did the status thingy.
The one where the first person who likes it, gets a wall post from me for 1 week. 1 day 1 time.
The second person gets to decide my last name for 2 days.
The third person who likes it, I'll change my relationship status to 'in a relationship' with him/her for one week.
The fourth person who likes it, I'll change my relationship status to 'married with' him/her for 2 days.
The fifth person who likes it gets to give me a dare.
The first person was Tiffany, then Joleen, Aloysius, Farand, and Sugu.
I was like laughing at the third and fourth one.
Farand didn't want to do it, so I just let him off.
Then next week my relationship status will like, change.
For one whole week. Sigh.
HAHAHA! ohwell. :D
OH!
andandand, I love Gossip Girl.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
You Know That I Love You.
DAHLIA!
I don't just like you, I love ya loads!
Thanks for everything, we grew so much closer in these few weeks.
It's like you're my sister now. :D
Thenthenthen, thanks for helping me when I was down.
awman, although I've just seen you,
it feels like its ages though. HAHA! I miss you loads too! :D
HAHAHA. you didn't like my latest status, which is sad. HAHAHA!
I have so many things to say, maybe I'll say it another time then. HAHA!
I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore.

I LOVED EVERY PART OF TODAY!
HAHAHA!
The movie was awesome.
Tom Cruise's 6 pack abs (Y)
HAHA. Cameron Diaz is good looking! :D
Kevin was super quiet.
Huiting and I were talking and talking.
Then Kevin was like our tour guide,
he like, go Orchard Road many times before or smth, keep on leading us.
And he walks fast. Maybe cos his legs are long. HAHA!
Then Huiting and I had to like, rush to catch up.
OHSHIT! 6 PACK ABS! HAHAHA! -.-
Next, I'm gonna watch Eclipse. But no one watching with me.....YET.
I shall ask. HAHA!
The Japanese Noodles I ate today were awesome.
They put the takoyaki sauce! I love takoyaki! :D
HAHAHAHAHA! I talked a lot. Ohwell. I just love talking. :D
bleh. okay. I shall copycat Dahlia today. :D Next post above then.
All I Know, Is Broken.

Oh! Outing today with Kevin and Huiting!
We're gonna watch Knight And Day!
Whooooots! Cameron Diaz and Tom Cruise
Gotta be nice. :D
I hope this will cheer me up!
HAHAHA, reallly.
I got my Jap Curry and Carebear yesterday! :D
HAHA! I saw Mdm Maria, Mdm Wong and Mr Loh.
Mr Loh slimmed a lot a lot! HAHA.
He say he went jogging everyday during the Japan Homestay.
We ate Macs yesterday, and the rest of the day I was using computer. HAHA!
As usual.
I keep on playing Bejeweled Blitz and watching Gossip Girl.
I love Gossip Girl. It's about the hundredth time I said so already.
HAHA! Listening to songs now, while feeling super excited for today! :D
AHHHH! Then again, I feel like watching Toy Story in 3D! :D
HAHAHA, ohwell. I don't have a lotta money to waste.
This is my second post in 30 minutes. I must be mad.
It's Not Right, Not Okay.

You never thought of how I would feel, right?
You may think that if you lied to me, you would protect me from the truth.
And that everything will be as per normal.
Ohwell, you were wrong.
Hiding the truth from me just makes my pain worse.
By lying, you obviously didn't think about how I would feel if I found out.
Too bad, I did.
I merely had my guesses confirmed.
From that very moment I suspected that you were lying,
everything changed. I could no longer trust you like I did before.
You may still be my good friend, but it hurts to know that you didn't tell me.
It really, really hurts a lot.
And though I'll pretend that I don't know anything,
I'll still be the one that's hurting inside.
Screw my pathetic life. Screw everything.
Bleh. I feel so freaking hurt.
And I hate my pride a lot.
It's the reason I can't cry everything out, when I really want to.
So I'm sorry, that some things won't stay the same. For some time.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Tell Me It Isn't True.

HAH! Stacey is coming back today!
And I'm watching Gossip Girl! YAY ME!
I finally watched it after a week.
Episode 11 of Season 3 is superbly scandalous. And I like it. :D
HAHA! Gonna watch Knight And Day with Huiting and Kevin tomorrow!
HAHA! YAY! But super early.
We gonna catch the 11.50 show.
Shit, I hate Trip from GossipGirl
He caused Serena to get injured.
oh yay! Kevin's event is cancelled, so can 2.10pm!
awmanawmanawman. I LOVE GOSSIP GIRL!
aw. Chuck is getting emotional.
Shit, I love gossip girl. I can't stop saying that.
It's so nice. Better than Power Rangers, which my brother watches everyday.
I shall watch Eclipse next. I think it'll be better than the first 2.
Whoopee! HAHA!
I'm getting overly excited. I want my Jap Curry! :D
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Gone So Effortlessly.

Bleh, I'm super ultra stoked.
Going to watch Toy Story 3 today! :D
Like, YAY ME!
Then on Thursday, gonna catch Knight And Day with Huiting.
HAHAHA! And maybe kevin.
ughs. I must be too retarded, so many posts in one day.
HAHAHA. I think I've gone mad.
Yeaps, me, Valle, and Cassie are super retards!

HAHAHAHA! We shall pass on our retarded legacy someday.

We're soooooooo gonna go out someday and show the public our retardedness!

HAHAHAHAHAHA! :D
I Was So High, And Now I'm So Low.

wow.
Like damn it. I just ate at kfc with my brother.
fast food again. bleh. I'm getting fatter and fatter.
ohyeah. This was what went on at kfc just now.
I saw the GirlGuides having lunch there.
Turns out they had training at Sengkang CC.
Then I went to queue. Kaiting and Zhiying in front of me.
This auntie, or rather, elderly, was ordering her food in teochew/hokkien
to a malay staff. Need I say more? And I was looking from another queue.
Then after a few minutes, she swopped queues with Kaiting and Zhiying.
Then after 15minutes, still haven't order finish.
Then order finish already, took out one $1000 note.
I was like, WTF?!
kfc is a fast food chain. Not a jewelry store.
Why $1000? HAHAHA.
I was swearing in my head. Then finally,
she went to the bank to change notes.
I was like, finally! don't need to wait to long already.
Then I ordered and ate lo. HAHAHA!
and went home. and here I am now. :D
Tell Me All The Things That I Shouldn't Know.

I'm gonna go Macs again, I guess.
To pacify my little brother. HAHAHA!
Happy Meal! he wants the Shrek toy. HAHA! bleh.
I'll just eat the Value Lunch. AGAIN. HAHA!
Now I know how to make colours for words.
Turns out, I should have clicked on the 'compose' tab.
Silly me. -.-
ohyeah! HAHAH.
I'm gonna watch Knight And Day with Huiting and Kevin.
I set my eyes on that movie for a long time
After that will be Eclipse. AHAHAHA
I may not be a big fan of twilight.
But the last 2 movies should be better than the first 2.
So just give it a shot. HAHAHA!
bleh. HAHAHA. I think we're going on Thursday. HAHA.
Oh. I'll be watching Toy Story 3 soon! HAHAHA!
with my family. wheee! HAHAHA.
Super excited. I wanna see Barbie and Ken!
I saw the trailer. SO AWESOME.
So freaking awesome! HAHAHAHA! I'm happy now.
Why so 矛盾 one! HAHAAHAH!
Always change one. bleh. I'm so ridiculous! HAHAHAHA!
Make Me Wanna Die - The Pretty Reckless.
It's superbly nice.
The lead singer is Taylor Momsen. GOSSIP GIRL FTW!
I'm like Jenny Humphrey. :D I love her. :D
Happy 2 Month!

Happy 2 Month With Jerin 爱爱!

HAHAHAH! It's 2 months so fast already! HAHA, you must always stay happy, and not care what people say about you! :D HAHAHHA! I superbly happy!

hmm, thank you for helping me and giving me your advice when I needed help. You're truly an awesome friend. I still remember during orientation week, you're the first friend I made, apart from Kailin. And we actually have a lotta things in common. Like both of us super love Super Junior M. HAHAH. but we like different people. I LOVE CHO KYU HYUN! HAHAHA. and we both also super love Super Girl! HAHAH. thanks for always brightening up my day. You're super awesome (Y) HAHAHA. I hope this wonderful friendship of ours will last for a super super super long time! HAHA! And you must always stay happy. If you're sad, then I sad also :D So if you're happy, then I'll be happy too :D

Monday, June 21, 2010
Big Girls Don't Cry.

My life is oh so problematic.
Little-big troubles here and there.
My days always end up ruined thinking about these.
I don't want to cry, I really don't.
But I know that at one point of time, I will.
Just like I really want to believe you,
but some voice in my head is telling me not to.
Tears, rolling down my cheeks.
Bleh. At some point, I really feel that just dying would be the best thing.
But, no. It'll cause more troubles and worries.
I don't wanna leave everything bottled up.
I really don't want to. But it's hard to tell all these to someone,
without worrying whether they would find me insane or not.
I want to be happy, I truly want to.
But how?
I'm trying my best to put on a brave front.
Try, try, and try. But I always fail.
oh bleh. I think only my diary knows all these.
Everything that's going on now, just somehow kills me inside one way or another.
I'm not fine, I'm in pain, and it just gets harder everyday.
But no one's helping.
Perhaps I should just dwell in my own sadness.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Can Be Tamed.

Doesn't anyone find that Miley Cyrus seriously is over-doing it.
With Can't Be Tamed.
Like seriously, GET A LIFE.
It's like, she's in this shiny cage, cos she's a rare species.
The very first time I saw the video,
I literally went whatthe****
I mean, come on. It looks horrible, she looks horrible.
And all she's ever doing in that video is praising herself,
by talking about all the men in the world that she can get.
Don't get the men, get a life. :D
Awman. another boring Sunday.
And it seems as though hell is getting closer and closer.
The holidays never last long.
I was dreading the first week a lot.
Then zoom! the second and third just past like a jet plane.
LIKE WOW. I want it to freeze,
Bleh, we should have 6 months of holiday, and 6 months of school.
Just to be fair. Bleh.
I seem to be using Bleh a lot these days.
Ahwell, who really cares?
I'm saving up to buy that super chio camera from Action City.
50 over bucks. Need to save at least 2 weeks,
or if I do my job well, 5 days.
Bleh. HAHA. after that then, I'm gonna save up for an iPhone.
So if at the end of the year, I don't get the criteria for an iPhone,
I can at least buy one for myself.
If I can control my spendings, that is.
Meanwhile, HOLGA!
HAHA
hmmm, 50 bucks. I think it should be worth it.
The shots are cute. I saw the album in action city.
I hope it's not a freaking waste of money.
Andandand. I super can't wait for camp.
LESS THAN 1 MONTH!
heehee, can't wait. I'm super hyped up already.
I don't care if my teacher doesn't allow me to go at 7am.
I shall go at 7am.
I don't even wanna tell him about the camp.
I go for the camp because I love it, not cos I want CIP or for the sake of skipping school.
After the P5 camp, I didn't even give my teacher the CIP form. :D
The camp itself is meaningful for me.
I don't want CIP, I'd do it voluntarily without CIP.
bleh. I'm hungryy, only ate one slice of bread, that's all.
I'm sooooo gonna watch Knight & Day, and Letters To Juliet
It looks super cool.
Cameron Diaz and Tom Cruise make a cool on-screen couple.
I WANNA WATCH IT!
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Bleh.

bleh.bleh.
this few days were quite boring.
Except for yesterday, went out to Compass with Dahlia and Joshua.
Bleh, all PDA in front of me.
We moved to somewhere near Sculpture Park there and took some photos.
I wanted to camwhore with Dahlia, but didn't
And we talked about... stuff.
HAHAHA. Then nothing much, and we went home.
ohyeah. Joshua told us not to watch My Ex, which is a Thai horror movie.
But we still did.
I chickened out at the last part.
And quite surprisingly, I wasn't scared at night.
I could off the lights and sleep quite peacefully.
HAHAHA. I expected to sleep with the lights on.
But well.
I realised that when you pause the video at the ghost's face,
IT'S NOT SCARY AT ALL!
it's almost hilarious.
Something smells in my house.
YUCKY YUCK YUCK.
My brother says it smells like shit.
ohwell, smells like toxic to me.
ohyeah, the movie shows necrophillia,
which according to Aloysius, means having sex with dead people.
LIKE WHATTHEEFF?! Why would people wanna do that?
Crazy people? AHAHAHHA
Thursday, June 17, 2010
I Rant.
Hey you! Yes you!
You think my 爱爱 very fun to bully arh?!
You think you so big right? yes, big in size?
Everytime you act, you think it's a good thing/.
Perhaps it's good for yourself only. Have you ever thought of how my 爱爱 would feel?
And you think a lotta people like you means you can anyhow change girlfriend?
Hop from one, change to another one, and go back to the same one.
Whatcha doing this for? For your reputation?
You think girls very easy to play?
You always never think of how others would feel like.
People look up to you and you're doing all this kinda nonsensical and childish stuff.
Then what you want? People to grow up and be like you?
Don't you dare treat my 爱爱 like a soccer ball, when in times you need her, then
you try your best to go close to her despite anything.
At times when you have other people to count on, you just kick her away.
She very fun to play with? I seriously from the start don't like you already.
I already advised my 爱爱 to stay away from you, but she didn't listen and I
respected that cos it's her own thinking, and it's only right if I do respect that.
I tell you, I can't stand your behaviour.
Do you really care about her? And look at her, she's not sleeping well.
She's sad everyday. Putting on a Happy mask so that others will not worry.
For me, I know her too well to think that it's real.
I want her to break all ties with you. But she wouldn't.
Seriously, I hate you. I hate the way you treat others.
What do people see in you anyway? I can't stand it already.
I have wanted to rant about this wayyy earlier than today.
But I can't take it, all my close friends are hurt enough.
If you want others to follow under your leadership, act like a leader.
Do the right things, not wrong. Learn from mistakes and change yourself.
I'm not a leader, and yet, I do know how to be one as I've learnt from my mistakes and I'm gonna change myself.
Mean what you say, and say what you really mean
If you don't want your girl to hang around with guys,
then don't flirt around with girls.
What's the problem with having friends of the opposite sex? Not like it's a criminal offense or anything right?
I don't even know why I waste time ranting about you.
It's not fun at all to have your heart broken again and again by the same person.
I know that, but do you? My 爱爱 knows that, but do you?
One day, when you actually experience true heartbreak, you'll know how it feels like.
One day, when the whole world turns their back against you, you'll then know how it really feels like.
One day, when you find yourself crying and crying cos of the same person, you'll know how my 爱爱 feels like.
And seriously, I don't care if you see this. I see no point in keeping this to myself. If you know who you are, and you want a confrontation, I couldn't care less.
The purpose of this whole thing, is not to provoke you, but rather to allow you to change
I'm fed up, but I still have more things to say.
If you're not the kind who can always buy a present every month for your gans,
then don't commit to the whole gan-thingy.
Cos I can see that your gans are faithful to you, but you're not.
A true leader does not act this way, I know a few leaders, who are real ones.
And they're the ones who inspired me to change, who helped me in my decision making, my problems, and my attitude. I'm ready to change. They were the ones, who, after all the encouragement they given, made me choose to try and start all over again.
Okay, I'm done ranting. For now.
Let's Get Crazy.

Yesterday was awesome fun.
I'll descibe the whole thing. HAHAHA.
The day started with Lynn and I haveing breakfast at Macs.
Clinton joined us, tho' he was late.
Then we ate, and we chatted.
Then like, some parts quite quiet, so we just looked at each other.
And Lynn kept on laughing for no reason.
HAHAHAHA! Then it was Lynn who asked Clinton along, but she also never talk to him.
HAHA! Then I showed them my WCV host handy guide.
And I asked Clinton how to pronounce the Russian hello.
Shit, that was so funny. HAHAHAHA.
Then more and more people joined us cos it was raining and we were gonna meet there.
Then Clinton left for home.
Then we walked to the 89 bus stop. Then we took the double deck one to downtown.
HAHHA. i emo-ed on the bus, cos that's what I always do.
Lynn was like : Cherry don't emo!
Then I just smiled and listened to my music.
When we reached e-hub, we went to the arcade and took neoprints.
Then we I bought the Tapz card and played Mario Kart
and some other games. I failed miserably at Mario Kart.
I super long never play already. HAHA!
Then Lynn and I took neoprints.
Then we went to NTUC to buy our stuffs.
Then, we went to the chalet after check in.
We played like crazy, then some of us went bowling.
The boys went first, then Samantha and I joined them later.
They waited for like, 10 plus people to bowl finish.
And they registered for 2 games.
So we took super long. When we came back, Louisa and the other girls were super pissed at us.
Like wtf lor, they can't blame us, we had to wait for so many people,
and we played 2 games some more.
So petty, then I just left it at that.
Then we BBQ-ed and waited for Ms Tham to come.
Finally, at 7-8 plus like that she came.
Then we all went crazy, and we took a lotta pictures with her.
Shihui and I gave her her present. Cute doggie/hamster thing.
Ms Tham said she saw that in Japan before.
Then we ate, and took some more pictures.
Then at 10plus, we helped clear up a bit.
Then I took a ride with LowJingYi home.
I was superbly tired. I woke up at 12 noon today.
I'm waiting for the freaking pictures to finish uploading.
Sian. HAHAH. So tired.
Ate 2 piece again. I swear I'm gonna get fat. HAHA!
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Why?

heh, why must this always happen to me?
HAHAHA. I'm okay with it. HAHAH.
surprisingly. LOL.
OHWELLS. I will not let it affect anything.
Today had the World Culture Village Host Training Programme.
Conducted by Positive Intentions.
The name of the company is cooool.
HAHAH!
The guy's name was Ethen. Seriously funny.
Then there was Danial. HAHAHAH!
And Kimberly! HAHAHAH. LOL.
all the 3 schools there laughed.
me too lah.
HAHAHAHAH.
it was fun! but tiring. got home at 6.30
bathed, bought KFC back.
as usual. Stacey's flying to Japan today.
HAHAHA. MUST BUY CURRY! HAHAHAH.
oooooooooops, I think I'm not right in the mind.
HAHAHAH.
If you believe you can, you will succeed. On the other hand, if you believe you can't, then you won't succeed
Monday, June 14, 2010
I've Got A Confession

I'm not gonna tell.
HAHAHA, too many people know.
And besides, I'll feel awkward.
And I don't know if he falls under the 'really like' category.,
HAHAHA, there's a category.
D:
Not good.
I almost cried last night. No idea why.
Perhaps it's cos of that, perhaps not.
Trying to cheer up.
But don't think I can. Just feeling down lately.
I'm not sure why.
I want to, but I'm afraid.
I want to so badly.
Oh, awesome, now I feel like exploding in a pool of tears.
HAHAHAHAH.
Got tuition later on. that sucks. HAHAHA.
Okay. HAHA.
I'll sing. HAHAHAH!
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Webcamming with Dahliaa!





















HAHAHHA. We webcammed again.
And Dahlia heard me singing.
That was unintentional. HAHAHHAH!
Then we talked, and we tied up our hair anyhow.
2 pigtails and we put our fringe up.
And she did PINEAPPLE!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH! I'm crazyyyyy.
Ohshit, I LOVE MONEY!!!!!
Especially a certain type.
OOOOOOOPPPPPPS! HAHAH.
Can't say here! HAHHAHAHAHH!
I'm done!!!!!!!! HHAHAHAHAH. :D
okayys, I'm MAD. :D
That's a good thing, right?
Friday, June 11, 2010
Webcammingggggggg!




HAHAHAH. I webcammed with Dahlia yesterday.
And I took some pictures with my handphone.
So yeah, it looked super blurry.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
I MISS YOU DAHLIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Super long never see her already.
Okay, in a face to face way.
okay, face to face, meaning really face to face.
Not on webcam.
Went to Compass to meet my friends.
Supposedly supposed to meet at 7.30
But being the usual early bird, I came at 5.30
Ohwells, the library's always there, right?
And my answer to that is, Yes, it is always there. HAHAHAHA!
Then chatted and some ate at Burger King.
I have a strong dislike for BK, cos when I go there,
I have no idea what burgers to eat.
And also, there's the money issue. Their burgers are super expensive.
Like what, do you put gold bars in them?
Obviously not. Then when the old lady wanted to clean my table,
She called my friends uncle.
Then we were like, WAHAHAHAHHAAHHAH!
Had a good laugh. Then we went nearby to do smth.
Then chatted and chatted until 10++
Then some of us walked home.
Then got home, showered and ate my noodles!
Super excited for P4 camp! Even though it's gonna be a super long wait.
HAHAH, I can bear with it. I can. I super can.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, I'm insane!
It hurts to know that I don't stand a chance with you
Just put on a fake face when I see you, that's all. :D
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Yesterday was awesomeee.
Met at Compass at 3.45pm.
I reached like, 15 minutes earlier.
But the only person I saw was Zheng Qian lingering around.
Then I just walked and walked around.
I think I looked like a retard. Keep on walking around doing nothing.
Then Joshua came, and Ben and then Clinton.
Edward and Emily were going themselves.
Then bused to Woodlands interchange,
then bused again to Bukit Gombak, Home Team NS there.
Then wait and wait and wait until sian.
Then Alastair came. Then Emily and Edward came.
They took cab. Then we waited and waited.
Then Mr Zaki, Mr Budiman, Ms Ng and Mr Fairus came.
Then we chose our groups. Zheng Qian, Joshua and Clinton were in my team.
We wrote down our alias.
Joshua was 'Stupid' , I was 'Retard', Zheng Qian was 'Clever' and
Clinton was 'Perfect'. -.-
Then when the person handed out the stuffs, I was laughing like mad.
I got called Retard.
Then we started playing Laser Tag.
Emily went in and kept on screaming, like crazy.
We shot each other a lotta times. Then I kenna shot a lotta times also.
So minus a lotta marks. Emily and I were on the same boat. HAHAHHA xD
Then at the end, the Red team, which was Emily's, won.
HAHAHA, then my group lost. Cos I'm a true retard!
Then second round, the teachers never play.
So I improved a bit. At the end, my team won. by 300plus points.
And Joshua was like, "TOTAL OWNAGE!"
HAHAHHA. I improved. I moved to second last. Emily last.
She got shot by me many times. Then the teachers went home.
And the rest of us bowled. While we waited for our turn,
we celebrated Alastair's fake birthday. We wanted to smash.
But ended up just smearing cream on people. I was the only one who never! :D
And Alastair went one corner emo, while we ate the cake.
'nicely' cut by Joshua. HAHAH.
Then finally our turn to bowl. Joshua guttered on his first round.
Then Edward guttered everytime. Then somehow, I guttered some, while I knocked some.
Emily too. Then in the end, the winner was Clinton. 2 points ahead of ZQ.
HAHAHAH. Like, ZQ let him win one. He double striked. HAHAHAHS :D

scoreboard.
Then it was getting late, so we walked to Bukit Gombak mrt station.
We were talking a lot on the way.
Then we got out of Khatib. and we talked a lot in the train too.
Then we 85-ed to the polive station near Compass. And we walked to compass.
Then Emily had to go home, so Edward sent her back.
Then the rest of us went Subway to eat our superrrr late dinner.
Then after that, Me, Clinton and Ben lrt-ed,
while the rest walked or bused.
Then Clinton sent me home. God knows, he actually lived around the same area of blocks. Then I used my phone msn Emily.
And told her smth. HAHAHHAAH, which I'm not telling. :D
Then sms-ed like crazy or smth like that.
And finally slept.
What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. - Ralph Waldo Emerson
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
I Hate Being A Woman Sometimes.

At times, I just super hate being a woman.
For some womanly reasons.
I woke up at 4.50am. And had to wash my freaking bedsheet and shorts.
And everything else.
Stupid. I hate when it arrives unexpectedly.
It super pisses me off.
Ohwells, going out later to play.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
But I'm still pissed.
hehehehehhe, I super love Tom Felton!
I feel like reading Harry Potter all over again.
But I just wanna read the last 2 books.
Gonna search the library later. -.-
oh, it's 1pm. that fast.
I thought it was 11am.
Cos I woke up late.
I woke up at 10.50 am.
Super sleepy. But still have to go out. !
There is no telling how many miles you will have to run while chasing a dream.
Monday, June 7, 2010
The Winners.

Just watched the MTV Movie Awards.
Best Female Performance : Kristen Stewart, New Moon (WTF?! She doesn't deserve it!)
Best Breakout Star : Anna Kendrick, Up In The Air
Best scared-as-shit Performance : Amanda Seyfried, Jennifer's Body (:D)
Best Kiss : Kristen Stewart & Robert Pattinson, New Moon (WTF?! The kiss was stupid)
MTV Generation Award : Sandra Bullock (She totally deserved it, she was awesome)
Best WTF Moment : KEn Jeong, The Hangover (He said this:"Me and my penis would like to thank..."
Best Villain : Tom Felton , Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (Totally deserved it, I heart him ttm)
Biggest Badass Star : Rain, Ninja Warrior
Best Male Performance : Robert Pattinson, New Moon (wtf?! His acting sucks crap!)
Global Superstar : Robert Pattinson (WTF?! Should have been Danial Radcliffe)
Best Comedic Performance : Zac Galifianakis
Best Movie : New Moon (Harry Potter deserved it more!)
Best Fight : Beyonce vs. Ali Larter, Obsessed
Shit luhs.
New Moon snatched everything away from Harry Potter.
Damn it. New Moon was not as good as Harry Potter.
How I wish The Twilight Saga was never created in the first place.
Like seriously, Edward and Jacob are fictional,
they will never love you.
Give it up. And RPattz's acting is sucky.
Cannot compare to Harry Potter.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Nothing Much,

Nothing much to do now, except watch MTV Chart Attack!
Never fails to brighten my mornings.
And I desperately needa watch a movie.
I haven't been watching one in ages.
HAHAHHAH. Maybe the Killers?
Or Shrek? Or Marmaduke?
I'm not sure anyways.
I'm super bored now.
Can someone do something to brighten up this boring day?
Don't think so anyways. LOL.
I've been crazily sms-ing Dahlia for 5 days.
HAHHAH. sometimes run out of topics, but then start sms-ing again.
LOL!
Oh! I know! I'm gonna do my polyvore again. Since it's so dead.
I just borrowed a book, called : Dirty, Sexy Knitting.
HAAHHS. I'm gonna Polyvoreeee!
Saturday, June 5, 2010
The Ride Of My Life

okayy, I'm waiting and waiting and waiting
for the P4 Camp. I'm waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting.
Wheees.
Sianzxc, oh shit! I just typed zxc,
I think I've gone mad. I hate zxc.
Ohwells. HAHAHAH.
On I think, Tuesday, ate early lunch with Joshua and Dahlia.
Had to watch people PDA. And Joshua said he wouldn't.
HAHAHAHS, I've been sms-ing like crazy for 4-5 days now,.
But my fingers don't really ache a lot.
Had Fish & Co. a few days ago.
I had the New York Fish N Chips.
wahseh, super delicious. There's cheese in the fish!
That tasted superbly heavenly.
Haven't touched the comp in so long.
MONDAY!! Can't wait for Monday,
No, I may not be going to Jiajie's bash.
But I'm definitely going to watch the MTV Movie Awards! Live!
Finally! I get to watch a Live telecast.
After so many years of watching encores.
oh oh, and I can't wait for the 16th!
It's gonna be my 6B bbq.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!
So many things to look forward to! I simply can't wait!
I'm simply having the ride of my life.
What I'd just mentioned, was the peak of the ride, where the view is AWESOME.
Now, how does it feel like, to not be included in something.
That your so called 'good friend' organised for another 'friend'
Ohwells, maybe for them, they treat it as yet another advanced
birthday outing without me,
but really, you claimed that you're my friend, yet you don't act like you really are.
You asked me for forgiveness, and I forgave you,
but did you really mean anything you said.
Cos I meant what I said. You said you would change,
yeah. My stinky foot.
Nice try there. If you really know how I feel and wanna change,
act like it. Cos the words you speak don't matter at all.
It's the actions that count, yeah?
Yet another waste of time being unhappy.
Ohwells, that was just somewhere at the bottom of the ride.
How I wish I could always stay at the top.
Like a good friend once said ,
" Maybe right now, you're at the bottom of the ferris wheel. But wait till you get to the peak."
No matter how long it takes, I'll wait till I really get to the peak.
And stay there and be happy forever. :D
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Desperately Need To Punch Someone.

Oh gosh. I'm super angry.
Knowing that I had to go to school, my mum still asked
me to fetch my brother and sister to school.
And I'm not even feeling well.
Usually, I only set my alarm so that when I wake up,
I will have perfectly enough time to get ready and go to school.
Then cannot already la.
Then my sister and brother gave super alotta troubles.
My sister says she lost her wallet, and she took 10 minutes to find it.
It was right under a piece of paper on the coffee table.
Right in front of her. like wtf?!
Then my brother, every morning, wake up
only know how to cry for my mother. Cry, cry and cry.
I could practically rip my hair off bothering about these 2 young ones.
So I'm not in school. Cos I'm not feeling well. yeahh.
And I'm thoroughly freaked out about something.
Something that I won't say. It's just.
Like, aiyoohhhs. I'm not sure how to say it here.
But I told some of my trusted friends. And had their opinions.
Listen to this one : Just tell him that your grandma's gonna give birth, to your new uncle/aunt.
WOW. nice one.
Sheesh, I'm just angry and freaked.
Have to read my Bible later. :D