Monday, May 31, 2010
Single and Available!

LOL. sounds wrong.
Haven't blogged in like, 5 days.
Miss blogger lots.
Shopped like crazy yesterday. Or not.
Just bought 2 shirts in men's cutting.
It's big, but nice designs on it though.
Broken english.
Guess I'm just too tired.
Slept at 2am. Was chatting to Aloysius, he's my superr long lost friend.
Haven't seen him since like, 3-4 years ago.
Haven't talked to him for a longer time.
Then chat until both of us wanted to sleep, then signed out.
I recently slipped over a flat surface.
That takes skill, lots and lots of skill, to be specific. Cos it's flat ground -.-
hmmms, I don't like him anymore.
It could be a good thing, gives me chances to focus on other important things.
And can look at more guys now. ;D
okayyys, I was partially joking about the looking part, I think. ;D
Ohwells, it's just my character. Maybe cos I have nothing better to do,
So just look at guys everyday. Maybe. LOL.
Was supposed to go to school today, but eventually, the teacher called the wrong person. LOL.
Can't wait for all the holiday outings! They're gonna be fun.
So I better start saving money again. :(
Can't shop much.
I wanna go Sentosaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Few years never go already.
Zhilin's birthday actually had a chance to.
But missed it, cos of family affairs.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
The Bad, & the Good.

Oh well, bad news first.
My PTM sucked. I remeber telling my mum something about the
short short 5-10min "meeting" the Prefects had after assembly.
And it was kinda during the exam period.
Then my mum just had to tell Mdm Tan that.
Oh well, I admitted, that when I told my mum, I must have sounded angry
cos I thought the objective of the meetings were minor. But still.
Everyone knows that Mdm Tan kinda doesn't like the Board.
It's like, she go 针对 all the prefects like that. Or at least
that's what I noticed.
Too bad I forgot to tell my mum that. Cos that didn't help a single bit.
My mum didn't approve of those impromptu meetings, and so did Mdm Tan.
Oh well, because of the above mentioned.
Then like, my mum kept talking about the prefect meetings after school also.
Then when I told them that actually we were informed a few days earlier,
they like, didn't believed.
Seriously, I was like, so damn mad at them. My mother especially.
My patience has a limit too. Thank God I didn't snap there.
Cos I tend to care about my pride. If I snap, it's gonna be ugly.
I felt like snapping smth so badly.
okays. Enough of the rambling about angry stuffs.
Yesterday, I think 4A3 and 3T1 had bazaars in the canteen.
Quite fun, actually. When I bought the Root Beer,
I bought it without the ice-cream float. 2 times.
Then when I walked past the booth selling all the small snacks.
Mickey Mouse asked me to buy smth.
Since I was hungry, I buy lor.
Then at the hot-dog bun there, bought a hot-dog bun -.-
Cos Jia Xiang ask me buy.
Sian. Since left very little money, might as well spend it on food.
hhahas.
Oh, then after school,
God knows why, everyone started being sad.
People cried. For God knows what reason.
And, I wanted to cry, but didn't. Ohwell, I just felt superbly neglected.
As usual. And I felt that the people didn't really treat me as friends.
But ohwell. Not the first time. So I dealt with it better.
I also asked Mingkang and Caroline why I out.
Then I Mingkang told me the reason.
Then I reflected on what I've done. Ziyang told me some things too.
Then I felt that I should change my personality a bit.
So at least I won't be that bad anymore.
Ohwell, Chinese Drama Workshop sucked. Needless to say.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Let It Be.

I didn't get in the Board.
Oh well, it just goes to show that there are things that I can improve on.
And there's always next year,
if I still want to then.
:D
Meanwhile, still smile everytime :D
Can't wait for P4 Camp.
Camps are awesome luh.
Depends on how people look at it.
O.O somehow, I find it harder to trust people nowadays.
You tell something to one person, and everyone will know it the next few days.
So I'm gonna shut up temporarily.
Then it's the last day of school tmrw. Technically.
Cos after tmrw, we have e-learning all the way.
And parents meet.
Mine's on Wednesday. Then can get back report book faster.
Sian. I seriously doesn't feel like I belong.
Like I seriously don't fit in anywhere.
arghs. That means have to socialise more!
hahahas, but people may not accept me.
I'm so damn angry at myself.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Back.
I'm back from camp.
I reported in the morning, about 7.30am.
I had to fetch my brother to school, that's why I was late.
Helped Lynn cos her group have no other facils there.
She's in Seoul 1.
No one to help her and there's no one in Seoul 2 as well.
Then, the senior facilitators - Dahlia, Me, Shaista, Kassandra - had to do the YOG cheer on stage. Cos Edward told us to.
Then, SEL workshop.
When we played the Earthquake, Fire and Thuder game,
Claira, Lynn and I kept interchanging among ourselves.
Then after that, I think one group put their bags in the wrong room.
Then we had to carry them to the right place.
Which was super super tiring.
Then like, there were many kiasu kinda campers.
Bring luggages and bulky looking bags.
Which seriously did not help us in any way.
And we had to move the bags like, 3 floors up to 5I.
Then we had a briefing in the Music Room about the Treasure Hunt going on at night.
Then Kuan Hong and I was in charge of the game called Brainaic.
Then like, it was quite complicated.
There were 7 tiles.
3 red dums were at one side and 3 black dums were at the other side.
Which left a blank tile in the middle. The campers had to get all the reds to the other side and all the blacks to the other side where the reds were.
It took me long to figure it out somehow.
And after long, I still didn't get it.
Then after the briefing, lunched.
Did the hungry cheer along with that. Mr Loo took a video of that.
Then we had Camp Planning, took Rome with Ke Xuan.
They were totally unenthu during the cheer part.
Then Livia and Valerie came to help.
Then they taught Rome a cheer. Then suddenly so enthu.
Then Mini Olympics. I was in charge of Modified Volleyball.
Then the groups all anyhow played the game.
Then when Jann's group played, she super sian.
Cos she's a volleyballer, then so many rules modified, so yeah.
Then dinner-ed.
It was outdoor cooking for the campers. We had to help them loads.
Some of them didn't know how to crack eggs.
And some of them didn't know how to cook the half-cooked noodles.
Then after the noodles boiled, the fire was too big for them to extinguish themselves
Then we helped them, actually, all it took was us to blow really hard.
Then, Mr Mah presented the facilitator shirts to us.
So therefore, the Treasure Hunt was delayed greatly.
Then went to our stations. AVA room lor.
Then before we turned on the lights, Kuan Hong kept scaring the heck outta us.
Then our 'neighbours' were Joey and Francesca.
When they went into the dark dark maths room, there was suddenly this scary tune.
Then Kuan Hong again, scared the heck outta us.
Then we actually realised that it was an alarm clock, thanks to Joshua.
Then the games started, it was kinda chaos.
A lotta noise and it was very hard to control the groups.
Then after that, they had to wash up/eat supper.
Chaos, yet again. I did toilet duty.
The kids were super noisy.
Like when I open the door to chase them out, the girls would spray water on me.
Then blah blah blah. Fast forward.
We had our own supper and debrief. Joshua kept using bad grammar throughout.
Then many of us were tired. Then Clinton looked super glum. To me lah.
Then we ordered Macs. The orders got screwed up. Slept at 3.30am.
Woke up at 5.30am. 2 hours of sleep.
When I woke up, my earpiece was still in my ears. But the music was soft,
so I didn't become deaf. Then washed up.
Then woke the campers up. I had that super sian look on my face,
cos I was still half asleep. Only 2 hours of sleep.
Then Breakfast. Then I got ready for the Sengkang Explorer.
Did Station 2. Campers had to arrange themselves according to the given order form.
Like according to height and stuffs. But they can't talk, they can only signal with actions. Cool. Many teams took a lotta time. Exceed the 90second thingy.
Station 2 was Mrs Cheong, Kassandra and I.
Then during the short break, I dabao-ed KFC back for us.
We kept giving people bonus points for cheering, cos their timing is not that good.
Oh yeah, Mrs Cheong blanjah us. hahahs.
Then after the whole SKE was done, went back to school.
Camp planning again. Then went and supervised and helped the facilitators.
Tired, again. Cheered with Rome.
Then when it was area cleaning, saw Andre and Axel
napping strategically behind the superrrr huge screen in the hall.
We, the senior facilitators, were supposed to take care of the campers' bags.
So were practically sleeping, cos we were super tired.
Mr Zaki told us to sleep strategically. That's when we saw Andre and Axel.
Then Kassandra and I went behind the curtains to nap, but couldn't.
Then Andre and Axel were really lying down. Then we saw Axel and we started laughing.
Then Axel also laugh.
Then I realised there was a blister on my toe, which was pain when I walked.
Then, I realised something. That I shan't tell.
Then, campfire!
Cheered with Tokyo cos Joey asked me to.
But Paris won. Confirm is because of Emillio one.
Then did the YOG cheer.,
Saw myself in the camp video.
2 times. That's the first time it happened to me! I'm getting overly-excited for nth.
Then the Super Seniors came.
They did the Sorry Sorry starting pose.
But they broke into the Nobody dance.
Clinton danced the best, Joshua was overly-hyper on purpose.
Then debriefed. Talked about BBQ.
Then that was the end.
During the camp, I made memories that would last forever and ever.
And made many more new friends. Which was a good thing. :D
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Be Happy.

Sometimes, it's good to follow what advertisements say.
This time, it's Bossini's.
Just stay happy no matter what,
cos life still goes on,
so what if you think no one likes you
and you have no friends.
If you put it this way, am I not a friend?
Just stay happppppppy.
As a friend, I'll always be there for you!
Mmmmm, can't wait for camp.
I'm almost rotting at a corner waiting for it to happen already.
Oh shucks, forgot to pack.
Boredom/.

Slept at 6pm yesterday,
woke up at 10.30pm.
Slept at 11.30 pm, woke up at 6.50am.
Then slept at 6.55am, woke up at 7.30am.
Then slept at 7.35am, woke up at 9 am.
And I didn't go to sleep again.
I'm so bored today.
The 'e-learning' was actually just a survey on our school teachers.
like what the.
So now, I'm so damn bored. there's nothing to do.
Just felt down after seeing someone's blog.
It's like, someone just stabbed me in the back without knowing it.
I mean, she doesn't know it of course,
cos I didn't tell her.
Then again, sometimes we should just act as if nothing has happened.
Cos things can't be controlled.
Okayy, now I'm getting tensed again.
Gonna read the Bible later.
It soothes me, even when I'm at my angriest or saddest.
It really does miracles to my emotions.
I'm going to get someone to eat lunch with me today.
Cos I'm experiencing eternal boredom.
On second thought, I'm not that sad.
Because all of a sudden, I have a chance again.
Whoopeeeeeeeeeeee.
Ohyeah Ohyeah.
Agenda for today: PACK FOR THE CAMPPPPPP!
Friday's the day. Friday's the day. Friday's the day.
Can't wait.
The timing, to be exact, is 2PM.
heheheh. Cos my leave wasn't approved by Mr Fong.
Still, wth! I'm going for camp!
Whoopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I wanna go out today. Dying of boredom.
Seriously.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
I'm One Happy G(L)eek!

Yesh, I'am happy now.
Except for the fact that during the NAPFA trials just now in school,
I totally failed my standard incline pull-ups.
The minimum for an E was 3.
But I totally failed, not 1, not 2, but 0.
Then after my turn, I LMAO-ed all the way.
My Sit and Reach was ohkay. About 36cm.
Then Standing Broad Jump, epic fail too. 139cm.
Shuttle Run 11.5seconds.
I think the real NAPFA, I'm bloody toast.
I can predict a failure for me. For all 4 years.
hahhas, except for my 2.4km. If I ever fail that, I'll change my name.
Ohwell, already said I won't.
And another exception,
The Vice Principal rejected my excuse letter.
When I saw, I was like f***.
And then cursing and swearing in my head.
That means cannot go at 7am, need to go at 2pm.
I swear if any other people's excuse letter gets approved,
I'm going to go straight to the principal's office to get an explanation.
Amantha's Birthday was okay. the pictures are on facebook.
Can't wait to find out my results.
andandand!
Camp's coming!
I'm so super ultra stoked.
arghs. my napfa's a sad case. it's a goner. whoopee!
I just wanna run!
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Madness. In Both Ways.

Going crazy now, in bothe good and bad ways.
In a bad way, I have to figure something out for myself.
I have to sort out my thinking. I need to clear my thoughts before I go loco.
In a good way, I just ate 15 sticks of satay at
Old Airport Road yesterday
On Friday, met up with Louisa and Lynn etc.
Needed to pay money for the BBQ.
Saw some people I haven't seen for a long time,
like Vikita, Xu Hearn, Yi Xing and Darrel!
Then like, Darrel so act cool. Give the money then zao liao.
Then I go say him on Facebook. Then actually he had something on.
hahahs. then Xu Hearn's hair was damn bushy and round round de.
Then later at night he go cut short. Or at least that's what he told me.
Whoosh, I'm bored now.
Can't wait for later! going to celebrate Amantha's Birthday.
going to Escape, I guess. Then BBQ.
haahhahs., gonna be so shiok!
Valerie is my "partner" for all the games.
hahahhs. Watching MTV Chart Attack Top20.
OhOhOh. Camp's this weekend.
So many stuffs to look forward to.
And the results for the prefect's thing is next week.
I'll not be in the list of prefects, that's for sure.
and my exam results are going to be out. So far,
it's gonna be fun!fun!fun! and even more fun!
whahahahahhahahahaha. I'm going mad.
Can't wait for the holidays. Even more fun!
Going to have BBQ with all 6B'09 peepos.
Can't wait for that.
Gonna take loads of pictures back. I miss them lots.
Haven't seen some of them in a long time.
I can't promise you guys that I'll change for sure, but I can promise that I'll try my very best to change. If you guys still aren't happy, then I've tried my best.
haish. camp stuffs keep changing.
Attaching myself to Sydney 1, I think.
Ohwell, going with Francesca correct alr.
Don't wanna go with my sister, we'll fight for sure.
Then there goes peace and quiet. :DD
I'm so stoked.
I wanna watch Julie & Julia. DVD or VCD, that is.
Then during the holidays, gotta check out what's opening.
Wanna watch some movies with my friends.
Cos apparently, one of my sister will be going to Japan for homestay trip.
I had that 2 years ago. Miss it loads. Japan is awesomeeeee.
and my other sis maybe going to Hong Kong to dance and stuffs. Indian Dance
in Hong Kong. Can't wait to see what that looks like. hahahs.
So I have nothing to do during the holidays.
Make plans with me!! I'll be glad to accept.
ohyeah ohyeah. Drama starts this week too!
hahahahs, finally on Thursdays.
Which means I can finally go again.
Friday, May 14, 2010
Oh Crap.!

I totally forgot about the file check.
shitshitshit. My chinese file is still too thin for checking.
left out some stuffs and many many many many chinese articles.
oh eff. What am I supposed to do?
Then later still going out meet Louisa. Needa give her money for the BBQ.
Forgot to take from my mum! oh shit.
shitshitshit. need to use my own money. I pok liao.
arghs.
I have no idea what's going on now.
Messed up and stupid life. Must learn how to relax.
But how to relax?!?!?!?!
haish. wanna sleep. so tired now.
No school today, so relax a bit. But stay at home all day also nth to do.
Sometimes, in order not for someone to get hurt, just tell them the truth. It's better than letting them find out themselves, that's going to hurt much more.
that's what I've learnt recently.
Just found smth out 2 days ago.
Rather have that person tell me than I find out.
Want to scream into the air.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. hahahhs.
Maybe later when I go pay $$ can see all the long lost people,
never seen them for ages.
sheesh, the camp groupings keep on changing. hahahs.
whatever. so happy about my role!
ohshit, Mr Chen wanna speak about the excuse letter I gave.
Better be smth good. Cos I wanna go. hahahs. Gonna take LOA form on Monday.
takes 3 days to process. whattheheck.
I'd rather go see principal straight.
ate Macs 3 days in a role.
First day, 6piece nuggets.
Second and third days, Fillet. So going to get fat.
But whatever again.
I'm already fat.
Oh, last thing
Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil ; cling to what is good. - Romans 12 : 9
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Thanks lots ♥
This is just to show some ♥ to all my close friends.
Firstly, to Darrel:

Thanks for being there for me when I needed help. You're a great brother to me. At least better than my own blood brother by a lot. Seriously, no joke.
Thanks for errrr, "enquiring" about what happened to me when you see all those emo stuffs I write on my Facebook wall. Or MSN PM. hahahs, that's greatly appreciated. To sum this all up, you're just plain AWESOME! can't wait to see you for the BBQ during the holidays in June. I'm writing this in a sisterly way. Thanks for putting up with my crap ~ I hope this friendship'll last forever. Even thought technically, it can't last 'forever'.
Then, Cindy:
*no picture, so I'm just gonna imagine*
ohkay, thanks for everything so far, even though we only know each other since this year. thanks for helping me with my recent problems. thanks for offering me great advice, and thanks for being there for me when I needed a shoulder to lean on. It's like we've grown closer in this few weeks/days. I hope we'll stay this way for like, forever. :DD I'll stay happy, I promise. Or try to luh.
Next up, Belin :

thanks too, for helping me since Day 1 when I knew you. I still remember that night during the pref's camp, we were sitting beside each other listening to spooky stuffs. :D Then when we danced the friendship dance before the scary stories, the first person I did the dance with was you. hahahs. thanks for confiding in me with your problems and stuffs, but even thought they seem minor, at least you confided in me. thanks for helping me in 'that' problem, just like Cindy did. And I'll make the same promise as I did with Cindy. I'll try be ultra super best to be as happy as I can. :DD
Jerin爱爱:

hey there darling! hahahs. you see both of us in the pictures, right?
thanks for being there for me, I always tell you my problems if I ever have them. hahahs. thanks for giving me the right advice to follow. and I wanna say smth to you : Seriously, it's time to give up. From what you and I talked about him in Macs just now, it's clear that he's not the right guy.
Don't tell him I said that. Later he kick me out of Prefectorial Board. -.-
Yiyan:

thanksthanksthanksthanks alot! you've helped me since the day I knew you and found you as a friend. I need to supeerrrrr thank you for helping me in everything, from my friendship issues and other stuffs. You're one of the nicest girls I know, and nothing can change my persepective. Girl ah, you have to learn to CHILL!! don't always be so stressed out, it won't change anything. Must find a way to solve everything. aiyoh. thanks for helping me out recently, summore 2 posts on your blog for me seh. So I also write one part for you. thanksthanks and super thanks!
that's all the ♥ I have today.
hahahs.
Over.

By Over, I meant the exams.
yeahh, they're finally over.
even art!
I took 1 hour 30 minutes to complete that idiotic piece of work.
I drew like, 12 candles.
The flames were replaced with eyes.
Cos we need light to see. and the candle wax was in the form of tears.
Cos we cry.
yeaps, that was my crappish artwork.
Then I didn't sleep.
Math Trail should be awesome.
I'm with Jerin darling, Lixuan, Zezhen and Yoon Looi as the leader.
I meant, Yoon Looi is the leader.
yeah, that was what I meant.
I have super full confidence in Science and Literature.
But things may not turn out to be as they seem.
But, whatever.
Like, 1 more week to camp! whoos!
Can't wait to see everyone next Friday at 7am.
Yeah, my teacher let me go!

he's awesome.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Memories.
When I think about that day, memories flood back. And I realised then that I shouldn't have said a single word in the first place. Then I wouldn't feel so awkward at all. It's natural for me anyways. I'm so used to it.
Thanks for being such a great friend. Thanks for not being like the other guys :)
In my heart, you'll probably be a good friend that'll last for a long time.
I'll take time to move on from my own awkwardness.
Sometimes, I don't like people to thank me. Cos it's my job as a friend to help then.
And when I say I'll do something, I'll really do it. So I look forward to doing all those stuff that I promised to do during the camp.
& one last thing, sorry Joey. Should have spared a thought for you. I'm glad we're friends again :)
I meant Joey Wong. Haha. I just know more than one Joey. LOL.
Jealousy,

Seriously ignore all these if you don't want to see too many emo stuffs.
I'm gonna strike it out anyway.
So here goes:
dammit, I'm getting jealous. I feel like I was being toyed with whenever I talked to you. & I know the awful truth. The truth which made me bloody jealous. And bloody sad. I just can't fucking take it anymore. I thought I could be happy. But I'm not. So I guess now, I'll just have to face this world with a bright and fake smile. If someone had told me earlier, I wouldn't have been so stupid as to confess. Confessions were never my fucking expertise. But I don't like to keep them to myself either. Looks like leading a crappy life with a crappy personality is my area of expertise. Since that day, I never knew how to face you without feeling stupid and childish. I shouldn't even have wrote this now, I have better things to do. But if I don't, there's no one I can speak to at the moment. But I hope this jealousy won't ruin my life. Or studies.
It's the first time,
the first time I posted with vulgarities. ohwell, the same one repeated 2 times.
There's so much crappish stuff going on in my crappy life.
There seems to be almost no one I can turn to.
I could always turn to those whose names are right above at my profile,
but some of them wouldn't understand.
here's smth I found on Deviantart :
Jealousy kills you,
With every ache.
You keep your mouth shut,
Your smile is fake.

You say it's okay,
When really it's not.
It makes you sick,
But it's these thoughts you fought.

You feel the heat in your shoulders,
your hands start to shake,
You keep to yourself,
as you silently wait.

You deal with the pain,
with each word you write,
Thinking nice thoughts,
To help your mind fight.

Your stomach is turns,
You feel you should die,
But you breathe a breath in,
and you try not to cry.

It's really not bad,
this lie that you made,
To help you fight through,
As the feeling will fade.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Big Fat Fail.

Oh Gee.
I'm such a big, fat failure.
I let him squeeze the answer out of me.
& he knew it already.
Angry at myself loads.
So don't know what to do.
But I'll still help,
Cos I told his I would.
Even though I don't feel like it, I'm a woman for my words
or smth like that.
When I say I'll do it, I'll do it.
Smth hilarious happened during Science.
We were given 4 acidic stuffs and told to name the acids found in them.
Check out my 'brilliant' answers.
1) Fermented Milk - Formic Acid
2) Lime - Citric Acid
3) Soda Water - Hydrochloric Acid
4) Batteries - Nitric Acid

Ohkay, so after seeing these,
ya'll must be like, WTF?!
That's cos I forgot to study the different types of acids.
My genius levels have dropped drastically.
Damned. My mood is seriously not doing well.
arghsarghsarghsarghs, I'm a bloody freak.
Looks like camp is going to be fun!
My Munich 1 will win the best group thing luh.
They have me! Of course they'll win.
But I'm SF. Despite that, I'm gonna attach myself back to the same group.
In Munich 1, there's Kuan Hong. then since I'm gone, dunno who replace me.
In Munich 2, there's my beloveds. Louisa and Lynn! seriously love them ttvvvvm.
they rock my socks!
hahahs. Munich 1 will win. Cos I'm Awesome. I think.
hahahs. I would attach myself to Munich 2,
but I told Kuan Hong I would still help.
No going back on my words.
That's what a friend is all about.
It was my original group anyway.
&& I don't have to go to school next Friday.
Awesome stuff.
Remember:
Another failure is just another result, but not the desired one.
and
Sometimes, the only way to really be happy, is to act like you're happy. Then as the days go by, it'll come naturally, & that's the day that the happiness is genuine.
But then again, I never heed my own advice. Or seldom. Whichever.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
You're So Cute ♥

I'm happy.
I'm seriously happy.
So much happier than I was before.
And it's all because of you.
Seeing you, chatting with you on msn and talking to you just makes me
feel so phenomenal.
Something I never felt before.
You just don't know how special you are to me.
You don't know at all.
&&You're So Cute ♥.
:DD Can't wait to see you tomorrow in school :DD
OHSHUCKS!
My Art isn't done yet.
& I don't know if I should tell him about how I feel.
I don't think I should.
Cos if I didn't remember wrongly,
it never works out when I do that.
So for the time being, I'm gonna keep my big mouth shut.
To enjoy the friendship that we share now.
Before I ruin anything.
Tomorrow's Maths Paper 2.
Hope I pass. I'm aiming for an A2 at least.
Considering the fact that I don't like Math at all.
I'm aiming for at least A2 in all subjects.
Except Art. If I fail, then whatever.
Considering my ambition, I'm not gonna use art.
Unless my patient or client needs to have some drawing therapy with me.
Then, that would be a different story.
If I look further this year, I'll be able to get an iPhone,
but that is if I can get the top 3 positions in the level at the end of this year.
Then can wait long long.
Cos it won't be that easy.
Quite a lot of competition.
Who ask Khairul so smart?!
Never give me a chance -.-
You're So Cute ♥
& I'm not so cute. :DD
Thursday, May 6, 2010
86400.

We only have 86400 seconds in a day to turn it all around,
or blow things up again.
So treasure what's given, and fight for what's not.
Recently busy with exams.
haish, today was Math Paper 1 and Chinese Listening Comprehension.
Quite easy,
then when the person was reading out the third passage about
eggs, my form teacher was laughing.
to himself, that is.
then some of us were laughing too.
to ourselves. but louder a bit.
firstly, the girl wanted eggs. then, she didn't. then, she let her dad choose first. -.-
tomorrows another briefing day. so psyched to know my grouping.
hope it's some good people.
not some crappish people, like some of them from my school.
SOME. not all.
meaning to say my ex-friends.
Being with them makes me feel like a tissue paper.
Like when they need me, they call for me.
But when they don't, they just throw me away.
How convenient?!
That's some crappish friends.
Wish I could have my own Wonderland.
then everything would just be perfect.
But in life, that never happens.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
I Want My Hair Back!

Yeaps, really, I do want my long hair back.
Less than 7 hours since I had it cut.
And I kinda regretted.
Hey, but I'm still young.
Should try much more new stuffs,
if not one day, I'll live to regret it.
I'll have to admit,
it's easy to get over someone if you try your best.
And I did. Finally.
And I just found someone else to think of.
o.O
I'm blushing red right now. hahahs.
A lot of hair was sacrificed for my new hairstyle.
I'll mourn about this in days to come.
Even with the new haircut, I look better without specs.
But,.... I can't keep contacts.
I'm seriously not that hygienic.
My eyes would possibly get infected after almost a week.
So have to bear with the geek specs for the moment.
Why oh why did I choose them in the first place?
arghs.
Went to the Istana this morning, cos it's Labour Day
and it was open.
Quite boring, until I got to the part where I went in the building.
And say all the B.E.A.UTIFUL gifts that were displayed.,
All the gifts were given by other countries.
When I saw a carpet given by India, I was like
"You think when I sit on it, it'll fly?"
My mum said, "Yeahh, fly straight to jail?"
And when I saw the teapots, I said
"You think when I rub it, a genie will come out?"
and my mum said "Try it, the men in blue and black will go to you."
meaning the police.
Then walked in Orchard Central. Saw Crumplers, Converses and Dr.Martens.
I want all those. But no money.
Saving up for a Nike bagpack that'll actually last.
Hope I get paired up with my friends for camp!
That's all.
Hope my hair grows back. And
I'll wait for the day, when I finally gain all the courage I've lost back, and ask you something that I've always wanted to ask.