Thursday, June 24, 2010
It's Not Right, Not Okay.

You never thought of how I would feel, right?
You may think that if you lied to me, you would protect me from the truth.
And that everything will be as per normal.
Ohwell, you were wrong.
Hiding the truth from me just makes my pain worse.
By lying, you obviously didn't think about how I would feel if I found out.
Too bad, I did.
I merely had my guesses confirmed.
From that very moment I suspected that you were lying,
everything changed. I could no longer trust you like I did before.
You may still be my good friend, but it hurts to know that you didn't tell me.
It really, really hurts a lot.
And though I'll pretend that I don't know anything,
I'll still be the one that's hurting inside.
Screw my pathetic life. Screw everything.
Bleh. I feel so freaking hurt.
And I hate my pride a lot.
It's the reason I can't cry everything out, when I really want to.
So I'm sorry, that some things won't stay the same. For some time.