Thursday, June 17, 2010
I Rant.
Hey you! Yes you!
You think my 爱爱 very fun to bully arh?!
You think you so big right? yes, big in size?
Everytime you act, you think it's a good thing/.
Perhaps it's good for yourself only. Have you ever thought of how my 爱爱 would feel?
And you think a lotta people like you means you can anyhow change girlfriend?
Hop from one, change to another one, and go back to the same one.
Whatcha doing this for? For your reputation?
You think girls very easy to play?
You always never think of how others would feel like.
People look up to you and you're doing all this kinda nonsensical and childish stuff.
Then what you want? People to grow up and be like you?
Don't you dare treat my 爱爱 like a soccer ball, when in times you need her, then
you try your best to go close to her despite anything.
At times when you have other people to count on, you just kick her away.
She very fun to play with? I seriously from the start don't like you already.
I already advised my 爱爱 to stay away from you, but she didn't listen and I
respected that cos it's her own thinking, and it's only right if I do respect that.
I tell you, I can't stand your behaviour.
Do you really care about her? And look at her, she's not sleeping well.
She's sad everyday. Putting on a Happy mask so that others will not worry.
For me, I know her too well to think that it's real.
I want her to break all ties with you. But she wouldn't.
Seriously, I hate you. I hate the way you treat others.
What do people see in you anyway? I can't stand it already.
I have wanted to rant about this wayyy earlier than today.
But I can't take it, all my close friends are hurt enough.
If you want others to follow under your leadership, act like a leader.
Do the right things, not wrong. Learn from mistakes and change yourself.
I'm not a leader, and yet, I do know how to be one as I've learnt from my mistakes and I'm gonna change myself.
Mean what you say, and say what you really mean
If you don't want your girl to hang around with guys,
then don't flirt around with girls.
What's the problem with having friends of the opposite sex? Not like it's a criminal offense or anything right?
I don't even know why I waste time ranting about you.
It's not fun at all to have your heart broken again and again by the same person.
I know that, but do you? My 爱爱 knows that, but do you?
One day, when you actually experience true heartbreak, you'll know how it feels like.
One day, when the whole world turns their back against you, you'll then know how it really feels like.
One day, when you find yourself crying and crying cos of the same person, you'll know how my 爱爱 feels like.
And seriously, I don't care if you see this. I see no point in keeping this to myself. If you know who you are, and you want a confrontation, I couldn't care less.
The purpose of this whole thing, is not to provoke you, but rather to allow you to change
I'm fed up, but I still have more things to say.
If you're not the kind who can always buy a present every month for your gans,
then don't commit to the whole gan-thingy.
Cos I can see that your gans are faithful to you, but you're not.
A true leader does not act this way, I know a few leaders, who are real ones.
And they're the ones who inspired me to change, who helped me in my decision making, my problems, and my attitude. I'm ready to change. They were the ones, who, after all the encouragement they given, made me choose to try and start all over again.
Okay, I'm done ranting. For now.