Stressed out recently.
What does friendship mean to me?
Does it mean
dumping your friends for your boyfriend?
or maybe,
Leaving your old friends for your new friends?
I'm referring to a particular someone.
Sometimes, relationships just aren't worth making sacrifices for.
haish, don't think so much would be better.
hmmmmmms, tomorrow's the chinese exams,
then have extra lessons.
goodluck to everyone! love you guys ttvvvvm! lovelove!
hahahs,
language shouldn't be much of a problem anyway.
hmmm, once those horrible things happened,
I guess you clearly drew the line that since you have
a new boyfried, and new friends,
she doesn't really need me as a friend anymore.
Maybe I'm saying all these cos I once treated her as my best friend.
But if she couldn't care less about this friendship that's gonna die anytime soon,
I think that it's probably time that I should let go.
I'll wait for the old her to come back,
but it won't be much of a help. Cos she's done too much damage to make up for.
Come to think of it, if I hadn't done what I did to cause the argument,
she probably wouldn't even have a stead now.
And she never thanked me, in fact, she blamed me.
For the fact that I didn't ask for her permission.
Why do I feel that we're drifting further and further apart with each and every day?
Everytime I talk to you, it's like you're giving me half-hearted answers.
And you're always so distant and distracted.
So what if you have new stuffs? Does that mean that you can throw the old and used ones away? That's not what I would do..
You're not treating any of your "old" things with any mutual respect.
I don't feel like being friends with you anymore, cos you're not acting like a good friend.
Of course I wanna help you, but I feel like when you don't need me,
you just throw me away like a used tissue.
But I still have to admit that you've helped me some times before,
and thanks for that.
But still... this is going no where. Maybe I'm gonna have to end it soon.
Find new friends and get it over and done with.
There are many other things related to this issue that I wanna rant about,
but it's too rude to say here.
And I'll go crazy if I do rant about everything.
Keep it to myself then.