Saturday, April 3, 2010
Square One, Loner.

Back to basics.
Back to being a hopeless loner.
it always has to be this way.
but i'm used to it,
just have to accept it.
lost a friend. haven't gained another one just yet.
i swear that this time,
it's true.
i'll never like him again.
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resolutions to make more friends.
i have to.
eek, manchester united lost.
dammit.
the referee.
so stupid.
messaged Brandon during the second half onwards.
arghs.
i lost hope.
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i need to get a life.
maybe i should just start afresh.
hold my head up high.
and. errr.....
make more friends, not enemies.
be more loveable than hateable.
be stronger. i have to keep the faith.
i will believe that my Dear God will guide me throughout this
tiring, yet enriching journey.
as I have learnt my lesson,
albeit a painful one,
but i have learnt it.
and i hope that i'll never make the same mistake again.
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Falling down is hard,
but to get back up,
is even harder.
Doing so takes courage.
something which I think I lack.
So as of now,
I'll find the courage that I seek in this journey called
Life