ohwell,
such an unlucky day for me,
stupid wretched day.
i wasn't nominated to get into PB.
that, itself was bad enough to take in.
&then some people go around trying to act modest,
and I just felt more screwed up.
eek.
then i had this sian face throughout the day,
with the exception of after school.
can't wait for next week,
service learning all the wayyy.
which means, no lessons!
thank God, i was getting sick and tired of lessons.
and then comes the holidays,
maybe i'll go out with some friends then.
who knows? it isn't even confirmed yet
due to all our schedules.
oh, at least someone comforted me by telling me that there was always hlc left.
and next year to try out for PB again.
but that means that I'll have to wait,
which is something that is pretty manageable.
or at least I hope so.
dammit, i just don't feel so happy anymore.
i think i'm just gonna pack my bags,
then sleep.