my legs are soooo tired, walked back to primary school
from hougangsec. then walked back home.
i desperately need the excercise,
i've been eating fast food for the past 3 days, including today.
it's still kinda saddening to know that i'm still on probation.
still so bloody stressed out by ______.
sometimes, i can't even look at him.
why?
who knows, i've asked myself the same question many times.
i still love him.
sometimes, to stop that feeling,
i'll tell myself that he ain't hot, ain't that smart.
but apparently, it ain't working as well.
my first ever heartbreak.
the sec2s are going for camp @JurongBirdPark tomorrow.
gonna NOT see him for 2 days.
maybe it is a good thing.
maybe it'll ease my pain.
but i confirm will see him at Prefect Bonding Camp.
which is next week!
i'm so stoked!
apparently, there's gonna be water games.
stoked!!!
can't stop thinking of him.
i'm gonna be crazy soon.
this calls for a trip to the counsellor, maybe?
not even my first time to a counsellor's office.
but, i'm not crazy la.