Saturday, August 6, 2011
Take Me In.
Okay, way bored now.
I think blogger is very outdated-ish, but i'm effing lazy to use my tumblr.
But i'm still gonna use my tumblr, so bye.
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
A Big Bunch Of Crap.


Okay, don't ask about the pictures.
I really like them.
It's really just called ART.
I mean, cool right? It's not everyday you see some people wear panda and bear hands, with class looking dresses and tuxes and running around some open area.
That's why I love taking photos.
Okay, so my mood is basically crap these few days.
Due to some reason or another, there's really no need to know.
But I think i'm becoming more and more of a bitch, do you?
I sense it myself, but I don't do anything about it.
Maybe it's cos there many people like that, so why target myself?!
And then, this whole week, no off day.
Everyday stay back at least 1 hour.
Damn tired only.
At least it's mid week alr! or going to, but still.
Only a few more days left,
and i'll effing look on the bright side now.
IT'S NATIONAL DAY LONG HOLIDAYS NEXT WEEK!
Confirm damn happy only. 3 off days.
Doing nothing but eat, sleep , shit.
Somehow, i think i gossip for a living.
I should open a blog like gossipgirl, that'd be downright cool.
Although, it seems that it'd be mean to gossip about people, but i could abbreviate their names ,right?
And there's so much things to gossip about nowadays, the idea actually is workable.
Although i can't abbreviate the whole school's names.
For some weird reason, I'm getting butterflies in my tummy.
I think i know why. I'm just not going to say it here.
And well, although I think it's ridiculous to keep lying, I do it all the time.
Like it's a small lie, then a bigger lie to cover it. LOLOL.
omg you know what, shit.
i should stop gossiping and being a kpo, so loser.
everytime i ask about some person, be it girl or guy,
i'm just dying to dig out everyone's dirty secrets and stuff.
I know stuff about many people, so why not keep expanding the knowledge, right?
I know, I think i'll grow up to be those typical gossiper aunties that I can't stand.
I SERIOUSLY HOPE NOT!
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Believe it.
Blacklistee #1
1.Abbie Koh
wloves.xennakst@hotmail.com
9339****
She ordered DBSK's KYHD Normal Edition, 2PM Hands Up Normal Edition, and Mr Taxi. Asked why it was so expensive when she requested for registered mail, so i cut down, THEN she tells me she mistook me for another person cos she claimed she ordered a lot of items from other blogs.
Then she told me she'd sent the payment over to my bank acc. A few days later, I asked her if she had done so, she said not yet. Then the next night, I receive a text from her saying : "hey, i'm not ordering the albums anymore. I need the money for it urgently as something cropped up so wont be able to buy it." Well, Id love to believe that she had something urgent, maybe it was true. But regardless, she violated one of the terms, so I'll proceed with the blacklisting. Cos who knows, she may be lying?
So note to customers : I don't care what your reason is, I'm running a business here, so I'll just go and blacklist as long as you've violated ANY rule.

Then she tagged me, saying that she doesn't care if i blacklist her, she wants to clear her conscience by saying that she needed the money urgently for the beast fanmeet.
Then, she says that she runs a bs herself, and has many numbers coming in, so she can't remember where she bought things from.
Then, she says "Who won't be shock if they can't remember they ordered something somewhere and total amount cost $70+? Well, sorry if i said something rude."

Then :
I mean, it is true right? Which blogshop owner likes it's own customers to violate any of the t&cs, be it intentionally or unintentionally. Especially if the reason you gave me was that you need money for the Beast Fanmeet. Then you shouldn't have purchased it to begin with, if you knew you wanted to buy tickets for the fanmeet. Isn't it logical enough?
Then , "Who won't be shock if they can't remember they ordered something somewhere and total amount cost $70+? Well, sorry if i said something rude."
For starters, why can't you remember that you ordered stuff that amounted to $70+? You don't check your emails or phone or something? To be honest, I'm shocked that you can't remember that you ordered something from somewhere.
You too said that you run a blogshop, and that you have many numbers coming into your phone, so you can't remember what you bought from who. Well, simple solution : keep a record/save the name. I believe everyone's phone has such a function.
Best part : you're a fellow blogshop owner.
Sorry to say, but i've owned a bs for quite some time now, and all i can say is that you seem like a irresponsible person to me. Not remembering your orders, not remembering anything and using the fact that you own a bs as an excuse. Mind you, I've owned 2 before my kpop venture. And did I let that affect me in remembering my contacts of my customers, or having the most basic knowledge to save their numbers into my contacts? No.
I remember one time, I may have almost violated a rule, and knew that I may get blacklisted, but I respected it, as a fellow bs owner I understand these issues. So I didn't try to "clear my conscience" by spamming the owner's tagboard with my reasons.
As a bs owner yourself, won't you find that customers who break ANY of your t&cs, be it intentionally or unintentionally, really untolerable.
And do note that I don't take your violation lightly, you confirmed your order, and even told me you were going to pay, then all of a sudden backed out cos you needed money for a fanmeet?
Solution : save up earlier, or don't go and watch fancams.
And funnily, is a fanmeet THAT urgent a situation, making it sound like a matter of life and death.
I mean, bottom line is, if the roles were switched, wouldn't you get really pissed off and blacklist me too?

OKAY DONE RANTING.
PS : ignore the Potter, i'm spazzing about it now, cos i'm watching it later.
Monday, June 27, 2011
Maximum.
Teeeeehheeeeeeeeeee.
OMGOMGOMG.
Who knew Changmin looked so cute even in elementary school or smth?!
I mean, one look and you could tell he's gonna grow up to be the fine, handsome young man that he is now. LOLOL!
Kay, just blacklisted this girl.
I don't really like it when customers give me trouble, but what to do?
Just goes to show how people are like.
Damned. HEHEHEHE.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Pass.
It's the last day of the school holidays.
It brings me so much sadness :X
I really want to change the bloody url of this blog, but i'm just lazy to , who knows.
It's my name + birth year.
What's more than that to express who I really am.
Great,I spoke a whole bunch of crap that didn't make sense.
I love shim changmin. really.
KPOP spasm here.
I can compare all my biases, and somehow, this GOD of a guy stands out the most.
Teeheeeeeeee.
He's just so god damned sexy.
I wonder who in their right frame of mind could resist HIM.
GAHAGAHAHAGAGGH.
He makes me go @#$%^&*()(*&^%$%^&*&^%^&*&^ !
Okay enough of my kpop spasm.
Time to head over to the cruel reality I call 'life'.
Monday, June 6, 2011
Freeze.
YES JUNSEUNG HUGGED.
Damn i should have been on tumblr earlier to see this.
My otp! <3
Shit i'm feeling the junseung loveeeeeeeeeeeee.
See?
I'm rambling on and on like a fan girl over these hotties.
Shitz, I haven't even packed yet.
Hope I can find some Kpop related stuff in KL, hopefully.
GAH.
#$%^&*I(ftyujnbfduiyhnsbktmi2394568754wi! <-- this is how i'm feeling.
My junseungieeeee! <3
Ohwell, I just ship them cos they're awesome (Y)
as much as I want them to be real,
at the same time i don't want them to be real.
Makes sense?
It'll give me 100% lesser chance being with Hyunseungie.
Even though it's already totally impossible.
So....
LET JUNSUENG BE REAL.
OMFG!
@#$%AZ^$%#!
Down The Rabbit Hole.
Imma jet off to Kuala Lumpur soon!
It's gonna be just me, my mum and my sisters, like a ladies' night! :D
Can't wait for the endless shopping experience.
I don't have much money to spend though.
But can't wait to go to Berjaya Times Square! :D
The last time I've been there was like, 5 years ago?
I'm not sure too, but I'm pretty sure it was damn long ago.
And I haven't started packing at all , shitz.
HEHEHE!
I'm happy, don't have to see my brother for like, 3 days ;)
Well, better get off now. :D
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Fiction and Fact.

I'm currently in the Esplanade as bored as hell.
Don't ask me why.
I'm as tired as hell too, and I still wanna take time to learn the Fiction dance.
And to watch You're Beautiful.
Yonghwa is constantly heartbroken in that show :(
Sometimes it makes me equally sad too.
Thus my theory about Korean dramas;
Rich jerks love poor girls.
It's almost always true in any Korean drama.
But they're still nice, especially with idols.
Well, enough of Koreans for now.
Since i'm downright bored, here's something.

What i like:
Men
Men with defined 6 pecs
Men with defined 6 pecs and slight muscles.
Hot korean men
Super Junior
Chili
B2ST
Photography
Badminton
U-Kiss
B1A4
SHINee
4Minute
After School
Adam Lambert
Glee

and thus continueing the list, which is full of men, .


Things I awfully dislike :

Justin Bieber
Justin Bieber
Justin Bieber
Justin Bieber
Justin Bieber

Whoops. 'I could have sworn I typed it once, maybe this lappy hates him too.'
Sometimes I wish he'd get sucked into a whirlpool, and forever be gone from the face of this Earth, but I scrapped that idea.
Getting lost in the Burmuda Triangle just seems more interesting for a douche like him.
I watched an MTV feature on him and I couldn't stand how he's so full of himself.
But oh well, we do need people like him to cater to people who don't listen to good music.

Just saying.


I do realise I go for looks more than what's on the "inside", you really can't deny that many others do too, they just are wimps to admit it.

Though i do confess that the personality makes a tremendous difference, what you look like really counts, cos the first impression stays for a long time ( for most people anyway ).
Even i wouldn't want a hunk with a good body, but with really crappy attitude.
Well, which comes to my ideal type.
-Multi racial (e.g. German-American, Irish-Japanese, English-Korean-Italian and whatnots, although hard to find)
-Money? ( at least a decent pay to support a family)
-Good looks? ( well, decent. )
-Charming ( yes, duh.)
-Sexy ( OMFG YES. it's more "fun" that way)
-Sings. ( Weird, but yes, i'd like my guy to be able to sing, then we can sing together! )
-Dresses well. ( we'll see)

Well , the list goes on and on and on, but basically i'd like my guy to bring out the best in me, and have opposite personalities, so that'd we'd compliment each other.
e.g. i'm lazy, so i'd like my guy not to be lazy. so that i'd learn not to be lazy. ...
or something along these lines.

TTYL.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
What Is Right, And What Is Wrong?
why is everything so messed up. we know you're angry, but the way you're taking it is just too extreme. you think us 3 treat you like a maid. may i ask you, what about my brother, he's more dependant on you than we were, at his age. we started helping out in chores when we were 5, folding the clothes and bringing them back. he was assigned chores only recently, which he seldom does. he plays computer games on fb all day, which we didn't have at his age, with your permission. when we were his age, we seldom used the computer unless for projects. he does literally last minute homework, and always makes a scene when we discipline him in your absence, making you think we're bullying him. he even asks you to carry his bag for him, and you do it, while we could never bring ourselves to let you carry ours.
but, we always feel that he's being treated better, by literally all our relatives too, to the extent that we think he's spoilt. is it because he's the only boy? is it because he's the youngest? is it because he appears to be cuter and more lovable? i'd really like to know. you tell us that you treat us fairly, but why do we not truly feel it? i want to know what's wrong. i feel so bad about this that i'm almost tearing up while writing this, and my heart is aching.
lastly, i want you to know that by writing this down, i have absolutely no intentions to put anyone down, i'm just trying to convey to you what i truly feel about this. what i've been wanting and trying to tell you all along.
Monday, March 14, 2011
믿기 싫은 이야기.
DBSKDBSKDBSKDBSK.
I haven't updated this in ages. Seriously.
Well, I'm just lazy to :P
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Sometimes, I just wish my sister would just shut the fuck up and leave me alone.
The world would be a much better place than it already is.
You're not all that, you know.
Friday, January 14, 2011
The Kings.
OKAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! (Y)
and we all have to admit, the kings are the best.
Go DBSK.
Go Homin.
I love changmin's eyes, and yunho's perfection.
OHMYGOD THEY'RE JUST SO EFFING AWESOME.
i saw changmin and i could have died right there by his stare.
they're killer.
really.
killers.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
toooo high!
High high, i'm so high, fly fly, up in the sky ~~
WHEEEEEEE~~~~~~
Birthday spent with kpop.
Awesomeness overloaddddd!
Lastly, I <3 DBSK.
But could we just go back to 5, and not 2?
And settle everything.
Please.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Like Crazy.
Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Secondly, if I could do anything not to go back to school, I would.
Thirdly, people with red contacts make me laugh my balls off.
Seriously, try too hard to be Edward Cullen or the Nomads from Twilight much?
HAHA!
I don't really like contacts.
Or at least people who wear them to look "prettier".
Technically, there's no point.
Cos fake eye colour makes you fake.
And fake people suck.
Yeeeeeeeaaaaaaap.
I think that's where I'm driving at.
Ohwell, not to offend anyone.
It's just my POV.
And damnnnn, my POV is always weird.
Like say for example, this case.
HHAHAH!
Sure, I've worn contacts before, but they were colourless.
And with my eye degree, there is a logical reason to wear contacts.
So technically, I'm not fake!
There you go.
The sad and tragic truth.
Andandand, there's always the risk of an infection.
Well, that is, if your lenses have issues,
or you have issues in cleaning them.
But seriously, whatever.
Sheesh, I feel so retarded for spending so much time on this topic.
GAH.
Can I just not go back to school?
There's plenty more stuff to do in the comfort of my own home.
Like...sleep?
Nah, that's to lazy, hmmmmmmmmm,
oh yeah!
Concentrate on my blogshop.
But ack.
Stupid .
I'll have to study like crazy for the remaining years starting today.
I'll have to worry about subject combi, and olevels.
IT'S IN 2 FRICKING YEARS PEOPLE.
There's practically no time to waste.
Ohyea, I should probably just get to Popular and buy the O level 10 year series now, shouldn't I?
HAH.
I MUST get GOOD grades.
MUSTMUSTMUST.
Ugh, life and its complications.
Thank goodness I have music or whatsoever to give me an occasional break.
Like the 2 guys up there. !
Friday, December 24, 2010
Heartquake.
why can't my siblings just shut the fuck up sometimes.
keep commenting and insulting what i do.
-'-
they always fucking piss me off like that.
stupid .
UGH.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
I'm Living Up A Little More Everyday.
Back from my trip !
It was uber fun,
mainly cos of the shopping trips.
Bought loads of stuff back, to set up a new blogstore.
Yep.
I'm very indecisive here.
And I just got super glue stuck on my fingers.
It's definitely not fun, AT ALL.
Very weird finger feeling.
Ohwell, lazy to type any further.
So toodles ! (:
Monday, December 6, 2010
Hot Times.
Wheeeeeeeee!~
Haven't posted in ages, but I'm gonna go overseas sooon! :D
Gotta be at the airport at 4am !
Flight 6am !
Budget Terminal, D:
But that doesn't matter!
Once we reach, we'll shop!
Shopshopshop! :D
Confirm luggage very heavy when I come back !
Gotta jet off for dinner, byee ! (:
Friday, November 26, 2010
The Only Thing That's Right.
Blogger can't post pictures here now,
I don't know whyy.
Holidays have been rather okay,
been to school at least 5 times already.
Damn shag.
And today went to expo to send my sister off to Hongkong for her dance trip.
Then went to expo for the Mega Flea Market!
Damn fun , helped my relatives with their booth.
Their booth is cool okay.
DAMNIT.
my throat is hoarse and damn dryyy!
I need to drink more water! D:
But I don't like to.
It's damn tasteless.
And I'm coughing man. Damn. :(
Monday, November 22, 2010
It Goes On & On & On.
I think i'm okay.
Today was funnn! (:
Had another meeting about the orientation.
It's gonna be fun fun fun!
And I super love the korean lessons I'm taking now.
It's quite easy, really.
Hmmm, I wanna learn dance.
Dancing looks cool, I shall learn it one day.
When I grow up, I wanna be able to do lotsa stuff,
like dance, sing, cook , write, sports etc.
Life'll be exciting that way, wouldn't it ? LOL.
Ohwell, can't wait for orientation ! (:
Andandand, HLC camp's coming in a month!
I'm excited, though I don't like camping.
Hehe (:
I'm looking forward to it! :D
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
I feel suicidal.
So, goodbye.
Letting Go , Walking Away.
A lost friendship.
You don't care, I won't care.
If you really changed, then everyone would've seen it by now.
I'm not sure if a good person,
is someone who'll take friends for granted,
only finding them, when she doesn't have anyone to play with.
And sure, you may say I'm talking crap.
But in truth, you're choosing not to face up to reality.
Don't think that just cos we're bearing with you now,
means we really think it's okay.
Don't call me f*** up, or a b!tch.
Cos, it takes one, to know another.
Take a look at your own flaws, and realise them, before you criticize others.
I know my flaws, but I don't want to change them,
Cos, Cherry wouldn't be Cherry.
And besides, I can't change.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
All The Same.

HAHAHA! first one super funny, from Super King a few days ago.
2nd one looks so sweeeeeeet! From hello.
He's my ideal guy type.
Humourous, in a way that is not from his jokes, but his funny behaviour. etcetc.
Eating cup noodles now.
My brother made me angry, he does that everyday.
And my lunch is so unhealthy, but I gotta save $$.
Cos I'll need it for my overseas trip !
Gonna buy many many things! ^^
Monday, November 15, 2010
I Can't Hold My Breath.
This so matches my theme.
Why am I so obsessed?!
HAHAHAHAH!
Got my Onew stickys! :D
Mixed around with Charmaine.
She had Minho and Jonghyun!
Hehe (;
Onew stickys are nice, coke flavoured.
Minho's grape. Very nice too.
Ohwell, they're all niceee~!
Thankyou Soonmin! :D
I want to eat them now! ^^
I'm sucha maniac.
My dream is to eat chicken with Onew, although that'll never happen.
Really. Truly.
Although I want it to.
He's a chicken maniac!
The way he eats chicken is like me! Barbaric one.
Sway To The Rhythm Of Love.
Inhumanly cute.
Heh (:
Even I laughed at my blogskin.
It's SHINeeeee!
This is called obsession. LOL!
Ohwell, different people have different opinions.
I'm gonna start watching more dramas, so I won't be so bored.
And I'm gonna go school to collect stickys later.
And meet my customer.
Today's gonna move slowly.
I had a weird dream, the teacher that I disliked, was slapping and hitting me,
and Kyuhyun came to my school.
And although all my classmates were from my secondary school,
the teachers were from my primary school.
Weird nightmare, I was crying and in tears.
Damn, HAHA!
I almost cried when I woke up. LOL!
I wanna go overseas!
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Speak Now.
Hello Onew!
Come on, if this isn't cute, then what is?
It looks like I took it myself ,
HAHAHA!
He's just awesome.
My beloved Ondubu. LOL!
I don't know, but I can go emo cos of him, and SHINee,
too obsessed.
Tomorrow's my korean lesson, homework not done.
And I'll call TigerAirways soon,
to bash them up for lousy service, call so long, no one answer.
Add waiting time all together, I waited for more than an hour.
They should go bang themselves against the wall.
And whoa,
another gang killing. In Bedok.
Happened with the same gang that killed that RP student at Downtown East,
just different people.
Ladies&Gentlemen, Be Careful. (:
Gonna gogo shopping with Lynette tmrw!
exctinggg.
I haven't shopped in aeons. (:
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
And When You Smile.
Heehee (:
I seriously go into retarded daze mode when I see Onew.
(:
It's funny how just an idol can make me feel.
I love that feeling.
And whooooops, I'm hungry,
but thinking of Onew makes me feel okay.
LOL! It sounds so weird.
I shall tune down the weird obsession now.
Hehe (:
His sangtae is so awesome la, funny ttm!
I watched SHINee on SuperKing, in Taiwan.
Although I hated the emcee, cos I don't really like popular Taiwan people,
I felt that this show was well done.
Maybe cos of SHINee only.
They had to listen to chinese songs and sing them,
and the emcees had to guess the song,
main problem is the language barrier.
HAHAHAHAHAH!
You should seriously hear Onew when he's singing chinese, taemin, minho , and key too.
Jjong's okay, cos he knows chinese.
And at one part, Onew was like " Why's there no lyrics at all ?"
Very cute freak out there,
and the dancing competition, his sangtae really showed, A LOT.
HAHAH! Funnyfunny ttm.
And today was funnnnnnn!
Had fun at the briefing/meeting that Zhilin organised.
It was cooooooool. Really coool.
We played many fun games, and I got to know people I didn't before.
I enjoyed it lots, there were fun, and serious moments.
Today was a good day! (:
Monday, November 8, 2010
You Aren't Like Any Other.
I hope these babies up there will never disband.
Cos , you could say they "changed my life" .
They opened my ears to another type of music, Kpop.
I wasn't really into Kpop last time, rather just neutral.
I loved some songs, liked others.
But seriously, when I first listened to SHINee, I fell in love.
First video was, Ring Ding Dong.
I fell in love with Onew at first sight.
:D so power.
If they ever disband, I'll literally cry.
Probably, buy an air ticket to Korea, and protest outside SM Entertainment.
Not cos I'm obsessed, but really,
there's something about SHINee, that changed me.
And there's something special about them too.
(: All the best, I'll be waiting for their comeback soon ! :D
Ohwell, I'll remember to watch Music Core on Saturdays,
for Onew and Minho (:
And I have to go to school tomorrow, for briefing.
About orientation next year! :D
I'm totally excited (:
And today was fun, at Jialin's Birthday. 1st Birthday some more.
Really great fun, with Anthony, Zhilin, Kailin, Wanxin, Yeeting, and Yiyan.
Super duper truper fun!
We even saw a crazy woman ;D
I love hokkien shows now, thanks to ai.
I'm sucha guailan.
Ohwell, I'm like that. (:
Saturday, November 6, 2010
I Wanna Rock.
I'd faint.
His wink is just so hot.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
HAHAHAH!
Going out for some flea shopping later.
Been so bored recently.
I feel like sleeping noww.
Chatting to Zhiyan on msn.
I got nothing to dooooo.
Except with the Onew Spam!
He's my favourite from SHINee,
cos I just adore his sangtae! Onew Condition ftw!
And my first SHINee video was probably Ring Ding Dong,
hmmm, yep, it was.
And I fell in love with Onew at first sight.
He looks rather Singaporean to me, in Ring Ding Dong.
OMG LA, *gushes* , so cute.
I also like him, cos he tries his best to lead his group,
and is a very caring video.
And his voice is freaking superb.
What about the other members then?
Hmmmmm, Taemin's really cute! Maknaemaknaemaknaemaknae! :D
His dance is effing superb.
And Minho's neutral, and really really tallll. The flaming charisma, is like whooaa.
Key is , very girly! But that's exactly what I like about him, very loud and outspoken,
but can be rude sometimes, and full of himself.
Jonghyun somehow didn't catch my eye at all,
but he's really manly, and quite short among the rest.
Ohwell, that's all.
Onew's the best, my favourite. :D
When I see him, I just laugh.
It's so weird to have an obsession with someone you never met before.
But my dream, is to meet SHINee, in person,
and talktalk with them . :D
Suju too.
And oh!
Happy 5th Birthday to SuperJunior!
I love you guys, especially, Sungmin, Kyuhyun, Lee Teuk, and Yesung!
Ohmanohmanohman, I always have a thing for Maknaes and Leaders (:
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart.
Hi Onew! :D
Today is a rather boring day so far.
Tsk, that brother of mine.
He's so ......
Watch tv for one hour already, breakfast not half eaten.
Wth.
Must be too spoilt, but don't look at me,
I've always been the one who scolds him.
Gah, stomach cramps.
I can't wait for SHINee to debut soon. :D
I'm excited, even though it's still a long way to go. :D
SHINee Hwaiting!
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
You Make Me Wanna Lose Control.
AHHHHHHHH!
Hot, he is hot ttvm !
Anyone who thinks he isn't, has to get their brain checked at the hospital.
Day 5 of holiday.
I'm gonna survive with :
A pack of Cheezels original cheese,
Myojo Thai Tom Yam cup noodles,
and a bottle of coke.
Wish me luck.
Today is gonna be boring,
yesterday morning, I made my very own ONEW/ONTAE calendar for 2011.
It's pretty easy, I'm gonna print it out someday!
:D
Hungry :(
I didn't eat much for breakfast.
Surprisingly, even though I'm hungry, I still can control it. ^^
This is one of the rare times.
I'm so boorrreeeddd now.
But I suppose, better than heading to school.
I'm in the holiday mode already,
I programmed myself to :
1) Wake up
2) Wash up
3) Eat
4) Computer
5) Eat
6) Computer
7) Eat
8) Slack / Out with family
9) Sleep.
And the cycle repeats the next day.
There's barely nothing to do now.
The police have arrested 4 suspects of the Downtown East case.
It was really quick, and I'm glad justice has been done.
The suspects are chinese.
And if proven guilty, they will face a death penalty,
as it's a murder case.
Monday, November 1, 2010
The Love That I Loved.
Third time posting today, with hotstuff again!
Hmmmmmmm, today, was quite fun.
HLC interview went okayokay only, to me.
Actually, I thought I did badly. LOL.
Then went out with Joey, Kailin, Yeeting, Briana, Wanxin, Anthony, Zhilin, Jiaxiang, Jiajie, Fikri, Huixin and Qiaobin.
Played ouch.
Got hit by Huixin and Zhilin, until internal bleeding.
Red red and purple purple.
Played cards with Kailin, Qiaobin, Anthony and Fikri.
Played Briana's iPad.
It was coooool.
Then when I got back, I saw what Wanxin and Yeeting posted as my status.
Like whattheheck.
Don't blame me for getting angry,
but would you really like it if I did that to you?
Like for instance, " I love *name of person* ttvm <3 "
At least show some basic respect,
if you tag me in YOUR status, I'd more or less be fine with it.
But you use my account, and post it as MY status, like wtf.
Other people's privacy.
If I do that to you one day, you won't like it too.
No one would.
And had so much fun some more.
Think, of other's feelings before you actually do something.
Think of consequence too.
Don't act without thinking.
I Won't Stop.
Oh, so hot.
2nd post in a day.
Pre-HLC interview stress.
I'm currently beating the stress by playing bejeweled blitz.
313thousand plus already.
Ohyay! It's my record so far!
Ohwell.
I reeeaaalllyy wanna get into HLC,
it looks uber funfunfun to me(:
Leaving my house somewhere around 10.30am.
I'll still be early.
Ohwell, it's a good thing to be early.
It's a virtue ^^
HAHAHAHAHA!
Damn, these few days are gonna be boring!
That's why I'll constantly update this blogg.
I'm Not In It To Win It.
Look at the hot stuff here.
I can't help it,
It's just, everytime I put his picture in, I can't help but think how good looking he is,
I'm probably gonna change my blogskin
In such a way, that it's dedicated to Onew! :D
Ohmygod luh, murder case at Downtown East.
Broad daylight murder , in full view of the public,
and loads of blood involved.
Article was in The Straits Times , today, Monday edition.
Here's the online article, which is a shorter version:
"HALLOWEEN horror became real on Saturday night at Downtown East.
A 19-year-old youth repeatedly hacked by a group of youths in full view of a crowd died in hospital hours later. The violent attack and subsequent attempt by the youth and his friends to flee left a 500m long trail of blood at the Pasir Ris resort and amusement park.
No one has been arrested and police have classified the case as murder.
Darren Ng Wei Jie was with two friends when they got into a 'staring incident' with a group of about 10 teenagers. Witnesses The Straits Times spoke to said the encounter started with angry words, but this descended into a punch-fest on the lawn just outside fast-food restaurant MacDonald's.
It is believed Darren's attacker produced a chopper and slashed him several times. The bleeding teenager and his friends tried to escape by running towards a row of indoor restaurants and shops called The Alley.
The dead youth is believed to have been in his third year at Republic Polytechnic and also in its water polo team. Anyone with information may call the police at 1800-255-0000. "
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So, it's quite terrible, yeah?
Broad daylight, the case was reported at 6pm.
Pronounced dead 5 hours later.
In today's version of The Straits Times, the deceased's family was too
grieved to answer any questions from the media,
and the father could only say "Let justice be done."
So, I'm not going to wanxin's chalet anymore,
too scared, and I have family commitments.
:X
Sources : The Straits Times.
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Anyway!
HLC interview later, hope it runs smoothly,
I'm gonna try my best to answer everything. :D
Wish me luckk (:
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Got Me Good.
He's gorgeous, and look at those muscles!
Totally my type. HAHAHAH!
I'm watching Inkigayo now.
Waiting for SHINee to come out,
their goodbye stage, I think. :(
There're rumours that they're gonna disband.
Like ohnowtf?!
I don't want them to.
I hope they'll remain SHINee forever, without anyone leaving the group,
or anyone joining or anything.
DubuOnew! :D
Ohmanohman, I cut bangs.
And my hair is shorter, I look weird.
Sorta weirdweirdweird. LOL.
Heh (:
By the time school starts, it'll grow back,
I can't wait to go China and Hongkong,
I'm gonna try all the rides at ocean park.
I swear I will.
Roller Coasters, Spinnig teacups, bumper cars. EVERYTHING.
I'm even gonna see the dolphins, :D
I love dolphins, they're so kind, and stuff (:
Badabing,badaboom!
I learnt that from Pitbull.
It's nice.
Saturday, October 30, 2010
I Can't Choose, So Confused.
Ohmy, so gorgeous.
Brush teeth also look so hothothot!
http://www.facebook.com/pages/We-support-Kim-Jonghyun-and-Shin-Sekyung-to-be-together/163014613720363?v=wall
People, like this page.
I got strong views.
Fans should accept itt.
He's gonna get married and have children in the end too.
Let it be, and respect their private lives, if you're really fans. (:
That's basically my opinion.
And ohmy, I gotta meet up tomorrow. Scared I'll forget.
PTM, kenna that same female teacher again.
Am I seriously that unlucky?
She keeps phrasing the good things into bad points,
such as , I'm super active in school activities, that's why my grades dropped.
Like wtf, she only sees us 1 hour for CDL,
and she uses that 1 hour to judge us.
No sense here.
Kpkb so much.
I just sat there and her comments were like, come in one ear, go out another ear.
Damn her.
Ohwell, shouldn't let things like these ruin my day, after all.
My parents weren't really happy, I didn't put enough effort.
Ohwell, this holiday, I'll work harder.
I will, I'm determined to. (:
I think that's all I have to say today.
Damn, the blog's getting harder and harder, with no customers and all.
Better support ^^
Friday, October 29, 2010
Like A Melody In My Head.
Ahhh, Blogger always has problems.
I'm gonna start of a post, with this hot guy's picture. ONEW !
I hope he doesn't pierce his ears. Really.
He looks hot without pierced ears.
Today, first day of holiday ,
spent doing up my blogshop spree.
I hope my hard work pays off.
HLC interview on Monday.
Pray I'll get in, it's something I wanted to do since the start of my sec 1 life.
:D It looks quite awesome , really.
And ohmy, I've been super obsessed with SHINee these past few weeks.
Kpop, it's like a drug.
But ohwell, I still love my english songs. And occasionally chinese.
And ohmymama, what's the fuss about Jonghyun's girlfriend?!
He's still gonna get married and have kids,
These fans, just think that they at least stand a chance with him if he's single.
But they're wrong. Oh puhleeeassseeeee.
He doesn't even know them, they don't stand a chance .
They're really trying to self-console themselves.
Ohwell, I'm gonna get back to spamming my phone,
with Onew's pictures.
He's too cute to resist. :D
Andandand, go visit the blogshop.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Don't Speak,
Ohmyohmy. I hope and pray that I'll make it to hlc.
& I think either I get angry easily, or everyone's just pissing me off.
Damn.
I know you want to share your joy.
But don't you know that, you shouldn't flaunt what you have right in people's faces,
especially when you're showing off something the other person wants a lot.
This is just some basic EQ.
No one likes someone who only shows off all the time, it's no good.
What a bad friend that'll make.
Maybe it's just my personality and attitude issues, but seriously, take a look at yourself too.
I have many dislikes, but I too, have many things I like.
I dislike people who put their noses into everything I do, or everything that happens to me.
Sorry, but seriously, some things really don't concern you at all.
And I just don't wanna tell you. You too, were this way to me before.
So expect the same thing.
And ohmy, I'm extremely pissed at this one person,
Who thinks he's so big and powerful.
Sorry to give a wake up call, but no, you're neither big, nor powerful.
Act so good in school, and become a paikia outside school.
What's that suppose to be? Try poker face uh?
Just be yourself , want be gangster, come school also gangster la, need act until like that for what?
-'- Don't think, that anything and everything you do is correct,
I don't know why people even look up to you,
Why girls even bother to feel hurt because of you.
Not everything is your taiji, people don't want you to interfere, then seriously, don't .
And you are also the sort of person,
Who's blinded by your own side of any story, choosing to belive what you see,
it's like selective listening, you choose what you want to see,
and ignore what you don't want to see.
And like, you do this, even when someone tells you the real truth.
And don't think everything you do is correct, it's actually not.
You may think you're helping someone out, but you're only making things worse.
People don't need you to mediate for them.
And I do admit, you have your fair share of good points.
But your bad points are far more outstanding, to me.
*moving on*
I seem so negative nowadays.
I sorta hate this school I'm in.
It's so biased. Seriously.
Although there's really no such thing as not being the slightest bit biased,
sometimes, things just go way too far.
I'm not in the mood to elaborate,
in order to prevent misunderstandings.
Hope everything will change :D
I hope my attitude will change too, it's turning me into some shitty human being .
Monday, October 18, 2010
You're All I See.
Damn the kpop night :(
Can't see my damn ONEW. :(
sadness.
And I'm saddened.
I promised myself to move on, but obviously, I can't.
And every day is shitty.
Today, shitty math results.
56! goodluckforme!
HAHAHAHHA!
Can't wait to get back the rest of the results.
o.o some people just don't know when to shut up.
I know who la, think he's all that.
Not that big yknow.
Damn. So tired.
I could crash on the table nowww.
MOVE ON MOVE ON.
But I can't, when I see him everyday. :(
FML.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
On My Own.

polka dots Pictures, Images and Photos

Crazy much.
I actually bothered to apologise.
It's like, fine, alright, make me sound like the bad guy.
See it from your perspective.
I'll be fine sometime.
Cos after all, to every living being in this world,
I don't have feelings.
Treat me like a punchbag,
someone you hit, or vent your anger on.
Treat me like a tissue paper, throwing me away after quick use.
Treat me like a robot, who isn't programmed to feel anything.
No feelings, no emotions, no nothing.
Isn't that what I am to everyone? Right?
At the end of the day, just remember what you did to me.
I actually allowed what happened to day,
to ruin my day totally, and make me angry.
And plus, I even cried because of it.
I'm so worthless and useless,
crying over something that doesn't matter.
Why do I cry?
I don't know.
I remember, someone told me, that I should think before I act,
think about what the other person would feel before I say something.
Think, of the consequences that would happen.
Think of the tone and language I use before I speak.
But actually, I'd bet he didn't think of how I would feel,
when they said those words to me.
I'd bet they didn't think I would cry.
I'd bet they didn't think I would take this seriously.
To say that I offended a whole group of people,
it seriously made me wonder,
what, exactly, did I do?
And when I realised,
I felt shocked.
It was, a simple facebook status on leadership, and equal opportunities.
Which wasn't mean to be arrowed directly at them.
So what more could I do?
Just, sum up the courage,
to say a simple sorry, even though,
it was they who preferred to interpret my status in the wrong way.
It's alright though, I'd rather there be peace and harmony,
then war between us.
Just know, just remember how sad you made me feel,
how hard you made me cry, and how bad a person you made me seem to be.
And how you made me think : if I couldn't control myself better, how many cuts on my wrists would I be seeing now?
Even now, I still wanna cry.
All thanks to those few words.
Seriously, put yourself in my shoes, and think if you'd like it.
The only reason I keep blabbering about this is because,
it matters to me.
That's all.
You're Not That Big, So Shut Up.

You think you very big uh?
Damnyouallla.
I write what on facebook, need you care?
I dont care if it insults you.
Seriously.
If you choose to get insulted, then get insulted lor.
I dont care if it insults ALL of you.
Then it just goes to show that what I said, is most probably true.
If it's not, the whole lot of you wouldn't be affected by what I said.
It's called Freedom Of Speech.
I want to say what, I can say., no one stop me.
You want to say what, you also go say la, I also never stop you.
So just shut up,and if you're angry,
leave me alone.
Or you want come talktalk argueargue, also can.
I argue back lor.
I don't like arguing with people who I treat as friends,
but if you really wanna "talk" it out, fine by me.
Just don't get "insulted" if I talk back at you,
cos I won't hesitate.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
It Chills Me To The Bone.
I had an uber scary nightmare.
About ghosts in my house.
It sounds childish.
But it scared the fucking hell outta me.
I woke up in sweat.
Now, I'm too freaked to walk around freely around the house, without feeling uneasy.
Damnit.
Fucking scared.
And I think in the dream, there was one in my room.
I'm freaking myself out.
Damndamndamndamndamndamn.
There was a happy and sweet dream after that,
but I forgot what it was about. Sad.
I haven't started on Geog e-learning.
I don't really intend to, seriously.
Oh! And the GRC compos too.
Like wtf.
Exams are over already, the teachers cant accept that fact.
And I'm too not done with acelearning.
I dont intend to start on anything.
Currently, I'm bored.
Humour me people.
I shall just go to the Smosh website. And make myself laugh.
Oh! I can also edit my blog shop.
I'm gonna do that now.
Instocks people, I got hot instocks.
Monday, October 11, 2010
If You Were The One.
Results are coming out next week.
And I think I'm gonna buy stickys later before tuition. Heh (:
At least got smth to snack on.
Stickys are niiiccceeee.
I like the Smiley Rock. I shall go there right after fetching my brother.
YAY ME!
I just gotta get some money from my mum.
For my dinner for tuition later.
The trick is the earlier or later you go to sticky. the more things there are.
Cos the worst timing is to go there at 1 plus.
So many students there buy.
Or should I set off at 3?
Yeah . I probably should.
Then can go tuition straight. :D
YAY ME!
Saturday, October 9, 2010
i'm a bitch, we all are.
fuckyou dogs.
seriously, did anyone ask for your opinion?
i know, we're all entitled to our own opinions,
but no one asked for yours.
so stop being dogs, and just keep your comments to yourselves.
fuckyou.
seriously.
shutthefuckup.
you're pissing me off.
you may claim that we're best friends, but we're not.
cos in my eyes, you haven't been treating me like one.
i thought friends were supposed to understand each other, and not force each other.
but look at yourselves.
not that i'm very big or anything,
but don't seem so desperate can?
i know your status was referring to me.
i just chose not to comment on it. fuckyou.
but seriously, it takes a dog, to know another dog.
so in truth, we're all dogs.
And Oh Great God, my Dear Father,
please, help me .
I don't wanna morph into a bitch and lose all my friends.
I can't help it.
i can't fight the feelings anymore.
i used to be too afraid to let them show,
but now, i have. unwilling. uncontrollably.
And Your Heart Starts To Wonder.

Had a preetttyyy awesome time with Cassandra yesterday.
Bought 3 packs of Stickys.
I'm gonna get tooth decay, I swear.
I'm gonna save some for school tomorrow when I watch to 101010 rehearsal.
At least this one doesn't require money.
Heh (:
I'm gonna update my mixpod playlist.
Gonna put all the songs that I know and ♥ since I was young.
I used to watch MTV when I was 4.
How cool.
I want my childhood days back, when there was always this overpowering feeling every single day.
Alright (:
Gonna meet Masudah soon for her tees. (:
Thursday, October 7, 2010
I Want Some More.
Animal - Neon Trees (Y)
Quite a nice song.
Hung out at the Youth Corner yesterday after lunch.
Memories .
I almost teared up.
That place means a lot to me.
Just being there, made me feel that I should work harder next year.
So that maybe, hopefully,
I become a leader.
I want to.
Oh yeah.
And I truly wanna give up.
But it's hard to let go of something you've held onto for so long.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Why Won't You Answer Me?
Somewhere Over The Rainbow,
Skies Are Blue,
And The Dreams That You Dare To Dream Really Do Come True.

Man. The exams so far were just ...
Science was totally awesome. It was the only paper I had confidence in so far.
Maths Paper 2 ; ready to flunk like mad.
It's a sure fail. Fail like mad.
But nah. I'm okay with it anyway.
It's just 3 more days to go.
With Chinese Paper 1 and 2 mashed in the same day.
So tough. And I'm not done with art yet. AHDAMMIT.
Good luck to everyone,
Just 3 more days, And everyone of us will be able to playy!
Saturday, September 25, 2010
It's So Hard To Forget, Don't Remind Me.
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FBTs going at $10 for one at my blogshop!
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:D:D:D GO BUY!
It's a offer you must take up. Too good to miss! :D
I'm super super super duper tired. :D
Tired of waiting and everything,
but it seems like I can't give up.
Damn. Must try.
I'm gonna change during the December Holidays .
I will changeeee.
In terms of maybe appearance. I thinkk.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Straight Through My Heart.
The exams are here.
Just finished English Paper 1. Hope it goes well.
Even though I know it won't .
I fucking hate my life.
I should just fucking transfer schools. Yeah.
Maybe.
Maybe next year.
Sometimes I wish I'd never been born at all.
Monday, September 20, 2010
On The Verge Of Breaking Down.
Booyeah to me and my pathetic life.
I'm attempting science e-learning now.
At least there's one day off school.
But still, tmd.
OH HEYHEYHEY!
Lantern Fest was fun.,
There's really a sense of belonging, when I'm with the alumni.
It may, or may not really be there.
But I feel more accepted there.
I like it. Better than in Hougang Sec.
Anyways, the Spooky House was fun.
The only bad thing was that the visitors didn't know how much time and effort it took
to set it up. And therefore, they take it for granted.
Whacking the ghosts, whacking the canvases, swearing and cursing.
If it's lame and not scary, why are they screaming?
Damn . It's this kind of people who make it not so enjoyable.
But it was still fun.
Joshua had fun playing with my face.
It looked.... weird.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Just To Make It Clear.
So what if I bring same bag as someone?
If doing so means that I like that person, then I've liked many people before.
And who says I'm avoiding her?
Since day 1, I've hated her, so what's wrong with not speaking to the person you dislike?
If it's wrong, bring me to jail la. knn.
Why should I give a damn to what she thinks?
She's not important to me, I don't really care.
And why should I care bout what others think?
Is it really that important?
Bag, is a bag.
I like that design, why should anyone care?
So does it mean that when someone brings same bag as some random guy,
I should go around spreading rumours?
What the fuck you want me to do, return it? I also bought it already.
I bring to school is my problem.
It's not yours, not any of yours.
I don't need people to go make comments about who I like.
Damn you shitters -'-
Y'all should just go one corner and screw yourselves.
Stop being so childish. What you wanna think, I leave it to you.
Cos it's your problem, not mine.
But as long as I know what I think, I don't care.
Somehow, it seems as though all of you aren't my friends anymore.
If you guys were, you would at least respect my limit, and not go over it.
Much less respect my choice of fucking bags I bring to school -'-
Thanks for making my mood drop back down.
I didn't really care about it anymore, but thank you for making my Sunday a whole lot worse.
I hate it when people piss me off.
Don't think that you're trying to help, you're just making everything worse than it already seems.
Main point is : I like that bag, I cannot carry meh?
It was true that I know that she would get jealous.
Then why not she just fucking save money and fucking buy the bag herself?
It's not my problem she gets jealous easily, not my problem at all.
It's hers, get it straight.
Damn all of you, and just leave me alone.
Don't pretend to care, or don't care at all.
I like to handle stuff myself. My way.
And if I wanna leave this stupid shit unsolved, I'll leave it unsolved.
Suspect more lo, suspect what you fucking want.
If you were really my friends, you would know the truth, and respect my decisions.
So just fucking get lost, you ruined my day.
And if anyone thinks I changed, I actually haven't,
I've been this way all along, since I was borned.
It's true, I just choose not to show this side of me.
Y'all forced me to. I didn't want to.
But since everyone wants to fucking interfere, I guess there's no choice.
Bottom line is : I don't really give a damn anymore. So stop trying to mediate and pissing me off in the end.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
I'm About To Turn Up The Heat.
Look at me up there. I'm studying.
Ohwait, everyone knows that's not me.
But hey, I'm studying hard now.
With a business to run too.
I have t-shirts already!
Order now people! :D
You won't regret it at all. :D:D:D
Man, this is free advertisement. Ohwait, it's my blog.
I can advertise whenever I want.
I'm sick at home now. Heh.
Which explains the time I'm blogging.
Damn .
Everytime I go to the doctor, its collick.
Damn . My stomach is so effed up.
Damn . Hehe.
Having an MC isn't a nice thing.
It's boring.