Cherry

Take Me In.

2011-08-06T10:23:00.002+08:00

Okay, way bored now.

I think blogger is very outdated-ish, but i'm effing lazy to use my tumblr.

But i'm still gonna use my tumblr, so bye.

A Big Bunch Of Crap.

2011-08-02T21:21:00.004+08:00

Okay, don't ask about the pictures.

I really like them.

It's really just called ART.

I mean, cool right? It's not everyday you see some people wear panda and bear hands, with class looking dresses and tuxes and running around some open area.

That's why I love taking photos.

Okay, so my mood is basically crap these few days.

Due to some reason or another, there's really no need to know.

But I think i'm becoming more and more of a bitch, do you?

I sense it myself, but I don't do anything about it.

Maybe it's cos there many people like that, so why target myself?!

And then, this whole week, no off day.

Everyday stay back at least 1 hour.
Damn tired only.

At least it's mid week alr! or going to, but still.

Only a few more days left,

and i'll effing look on the bright side now.

IT'S NATIONAL DAY LONG HOLIDAYS NEXT WEEK!

Confirm damn happy only. 3 off days.

Doing nothing but eat, sleep , shit.

Somehow, i think i gossip for a living.

I should open a blog like gossipgirl, that'd be downright cool.

Although, it seems that it'd be mean to gossip about people, but i could abbreviate their names ,right?

And there's so much things to gossip about nowadays, the idea actually is workable.

Although i can't abbreviate the whole school's names.

For some weird reason, I'm getting butterflies in my tummy.

I think i know why. I'm just not going to say it here.

And well, although I think it's ridiculous to keep lying, I do it all the time.

Like it's a small lie, then a bigger lie to cover it. LOLOL.

omg you know what, shit.

i should stop gossiping and being a kpo, so loser.

everytime i ask about some person, be it girl or guy,

i'm just dying to dig out everyone's dirty secrets and stuff.

I know stuff about many people, so why not keep expanding the knowledge, right?

I know, I think i'll grow up to be those typical gossiper aunties that I can't stand.

I SERIOUSLY HOPE NOT!

Believe it.

2011-07-17T09:22:00.010+08:00

Blacklistee #1

1.Abbie Koh
wloves.xennakst@hotmail.com
9339****
She ordered DBSK's KYHD Normal Edition, 2PM Hands Up Normal Edition, and Mr Taxi. Asked why it was so expensive when she requested for registered mail, so i cut down, THEN she tells me she mistook me for another person cos she claimed she ordered a lot of items from other blogs.
Then she told me she'd sent the payment over to my bank acc. A few days later, I asked her if she had done so, she said not yet. Then the next night, I receive a text from her saying : "hey, i'm not ordering the albums anymore. I need the money for it urgently as something cropped up so wont be able to buy it." Well, Id love to believe that she had something urgent, maybe it was true. But regardless, she violated one of the terms, so I'll proceed with the blacklisting. Cos who knows, she may be lying?
So note to customers : I don't care what your reason is, I'm running a business here, so I'll just go and blacklist as long as you've violated ANY rule.

Then she tagged me, saying that she doesn't care if i blacklist her, she wants to clear her conscience by saying that she needed the money urgently for the beast fanmeet.

Then, she says that she runs a bs herself, and has many numbers coming in, so she can't remember where she bought things from.

Then, she says "Who won't be shock if they can't remember they ordered something somewhere and total amount cost $70+? Well, sorry if i said something rude."

Then :

I mean, it is true right? Which blogshop owner likes it's own customers to violate any of the t&cs, be it intentionally or unintentionally. Especially if the reason you gave me was that you need money for the Beast Fanmeet. Then you shouldn't have purchased it to begin with, if you knew you wanted to buy tickets for the fanmeet. Isn't it logical enough?

Then , "Who won't be shock if they can't remember they ordered something somewhere and total amount cost $70+? Well, sorry if i said something rude."

For starters, why can't you remember that you ordered stuff that amounted to $70+? You don't check your emails or phone or something? To be honest, I'm shocked that you can't remember that you ordered something from somewhere.

You too said that you run a blogshop, and that you have many numbers coming into your phone, so you can't remember what you bought from who. Well, simple solution : keep a record/save the name. I believe everyone's phone has such a function.

Best part : you're a fellow blogshop owner.

Sorry to say, but i've owned a bs for quite some time now, and all i can say is that you seem like a irresponsible person to me. Not remembering your orders, not remembering anything and using the fact that you own a bs as an excuse. Mind you, I've owned 2 before my kpop venture. And did I let that affect me in remembering my contacts of my customers, or having the most basic knowledge to save their numbers into my contacts? No.

I remember one time, I may have almost violated a rule, and knew that I may get blacklisted, but I respected it, as a fellow bs owner I understand these issues. So I didn't try to "clear my conscience" by spamming the owner's tagboard with my reasons.

As a bs owner yourself, won't you find that customers who break ANY of your t&cs, be it intentionally or unintentionally, really untolerable.

And do note that I don't take your violation lightly, you confirmed your order, and even told me you were going to pay, then all of a sudden backed out cos you needed money for a fanmeet?

Solution : save up earlier, or don't go and watch fancams.

And funnily, is a fanmeet THAT urgent a situation, making it sound like a matter of life and death.

I mean, bottom line is, if the roles were switched, wouldn't you get really pissed off and blacklist me too?

OKAY DONE RANTING.

PS : ignore the Potter, i'm spazzing about it now, cos i'm watching it later.

Maximum.

2011-06-27T14:13:00.002+08:00

Teeeeehheeeeeeeeeee.

OMGOMGOMG.

Who knew Changmin looked so cute even in elementary school or smth?!

I mean, one look and you could tell he's gonna grow up to be the fine, handsome young man that he is now. LOLOL!

Kay, just blacklisted this girl.

I don't really like it when customers give me trouble, but what to do?

Just goes to show how people are like.

Damned. HEHEHEHE.

Pass.

2011-06-26T10:30:00.002+08:00

It's the last day of the school holidays.

It brings me so much sadness :X

I really want to change the bloody url of this blog, but i'm just lazy to , who knows.

It's my name + birth year.

What's more than that to express who I really am.

Great,I spoke a whole bunch of crap that didn't make sense.

I love shim changmin. really.

KPOP spasm here.

I can compare all my biases, and somehow, this GOD of a guy stands out the most.

Teeheeeeeeee.

He's just so god damned sexy.

I wonder who in their right frame of mind could resist HIM.

GAHAGAHAHAGAGGH.

He makes me go @#$%^&*()(*&^%$%^&*&^%^&*&^ !

Okay enough of my kpop spasm.

Time to head over to the cruel reality I call 'life'.

Freeze.

2011-06-06T11:37:00.002+08:00

YES JUNSEUNG HUGGED.

Damn i should have been on tumblr earlier to see this.

My otp! <3

Shit i'm feeling the junseung loveeeeeeeeeeeee.

See?

I'm rambling on and on like a fan girl over these hotties.

Shitz, I haven't even packed yet.

Hope I can find some Kpop related stuff in KL, hopefully.

GAH.

#$%^&*I(ftyujnbfduiyhnsbktmi2394568754wi! <-- this is how i'm feeling.

My junseungieeeee! <3

Ohwell, I just ship them cos they're awesome (Y)

as much as I want them to be real,

at the same time i don't want them to be real.

Makes sense?

It'll give me 100% lesser chance being with Hyunseungie.

Even though it's already totally impossible.

So....

LET JUNSUENG BE REAL.

OMFG!

@#$%AZ^$%#!

Down The Rabbit Hole.

2011-06-06T10:51:00.003+08:00

Imma jet off to Kuala Lumpur soon!

It's gonna be just me, my mum and my sisters, like a ladies' night! :D

Can't wait for the endless shopping experience.

I don't have much money to spend though.

But can't wait to go to Berjaya Times Square! :D

The last time I've been there was like, 5 years ago?

I'm not sure too, but I'm pretty sure it was damn long ago.

And I haven't started packing at all , shitz.

HEHEHE!

I'm happy, don't have to see my brother for like, 3 days ;)

Well, better get off now. :D

Fiction and Fact.

2011-05-28T09:55:00.002+08:00

I'm currently in the Esplanade as bored as hell.
Don't ask me why.
I'm as tired as hell too, and I still wanna take time to learn the Fiction dance.
And to watch You're Beautiful.
Yonghwa is constantly heartbroken in that show :(
Sometimes it makes me equally sad too.
Thus my theory about Korean dramas;
Rich jerks love poor girls.
It's almost always true in any Korean drama.
But they're still nice, especially with idols.
Well, enough of Koreans for now.
Since i'm downright bored, here's something.

What i like:
Men
Men with defined 6 pecs
Men with defined 6 pecs and slight muscles.
Hot korean men
Super Junior
Chili
B2ST
Photography
Badminton
U-Kiss
B1A4
SHINee
4Minute
After School
Adam Lambert
Glee

and thus continueing the list, which is full of men, .

Things I awfully dislike :

Justin Bieber
Justin Bieber
Justin Bieber
Justin Bieber
Justin Bieber

Whoops. 'I could have sworn I typed it once, maybe this lappy hates him too.'
Sometimes I wish he'd get sucked into a whirlpool, and forever be gone from the face of this Earth, but I scrapped that idea.
Getting lost in the Burmuda Triangle just seems more interesting for a douche like him.
I watched an MTV feature on him and I couldn't stand how he's so full of himself.
But oh well, we do need people like him to cater to people who don't listen to good music.

Just saying.

I do realise I go for looks more than what's on the "inside", you really can't deny that many others do too, they just are wimps to admit it.

Though i do confess that the personality makes a tremendous difference, what you look like really counts, cos the first impression stays for a long time ( for most people anyway ).
Even i wouldn't want a hunk with a good body, but with really crappy attitude.
Well, which comes to my ideal type.
-Multi racial (e.g. German-American, Irish-Japanese, English-Korean-Italian and whatnots, although hard to find)
-Money? ( at least a decent pay to support a family)
-Good looks? ( well, decent. )
-Charming ( yes, duh.)
-Sexy ( OMFG YES. it's more "fun" that way)
-Sings. ( Weird, but yes, i'd like my guy to be able to sing, then we can sing together! )
-Dresses well. ( we'll see)

Well , the list goes on and on and on, but basically i'd like my guy to bring out the best in me, and have opposite personalities, so that'd we'd compliment each other.
e.g. i'm lazy, so i'd like my guy not to be lazy. so that i'd learn not to be lazy. ...
or something along these lines.

TTYL.

What Is Right, And What Is Wrong?

2011-05-14T21:37:00.002+08:00

why is everything so messed up. we know you're angry, but the way you're taking it is just too extreme. you think us 3 treat you like a maid. may i ask you, what about my brother, he's more dependant on you than we were, at his age. we started helping out in chores when we were 5, folding the clothes and bringing them back. he was assigned chores only recently, which he seldom does. he plays computer games on fb all day, which we didn't have at his age, with your permission. when we were his age, we seldom used the computer unless for projects. he does literally last minute homework, and always makes a scene when we discipline him in your absence, making you think we're bullying him. he even asks you to carry his bag for him, and you do it, while we could never bring ourselves to let you carry ours.
but, we always feel that he's being treated better, by literally all our relatives too, to the extent that we think he's spoilt. is it because he's the only boy? is it because he's the youngest? is it because he appears to be cuter and more lovable? i'd really like to know. you tell us that you treat us fairly, but why do we not truly feel it? i want to know what's wrong. i feel so bad about this that i'm almost tearing up while writing this, and my heart is aching.
lastly, i want you to know that by writing this down, i have absolutely no intentions to put anyone down, i'm just trying to convey to you what i truly feel about this. what i've been wanting and trying to tell you all along.

믿기 싫은 이야기.

2011-03-14T13:07:00.003+08:00

DBSKDBSKDBSKDBSK.
I haven't updated this in ages. Seriously.
Well, I'm just lazy to :P

2011-01-22T10:46:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, I just wish my sister would just shut the fuck up and leave me alone.
The world would be a much better place than it already is.
You're not all that, you know.

The Kings.

2011-01-14T18:29:00.002+08:00

OKAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! (Y)
and we all have to admit, the kings are the best.
Go DBSK.
Go Homin.
I love changmin's eyes, and yunho's perfection.
OHMYGOD THEY'RE JUST SO EFFING AWESOME.
i saw changmin and i could have died right there by his stare.
they're killer.
really.
killers.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
toooo high!
High high, i'm so high, fly fly, up in the sky ~~
WHEEEEEEE~~~~~~
Birthday spent with kpop.
Awesomeness overloaddddd!
Lastly, I <3 DBSK.
But could we just go back to 5, and not 2?
And settle everything.
Please.

Like Crazy.

2011-01-01T12:58:00.002+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Secondly, if I could do anything not to go back to school, I would.

Thirdly, people with red contacts make me laugh my balls off.

Seriously, try too hard to be Edward Cullen or the Nomads from Twilight much?

HAHA!

I don't really like contacts.

Or at least people who wear them to look "prettier".

Technically, there's no point.

Cos fake eye colour makes you fake.

And fake people suck.

Yeeeeeeeaaaaaaap.

I think that's where I'm driving at.

Ohwell, not to offend anyone.

It's just my POV.

And damnnnn, my POV is always weird.

Like say for example, this case.

HHAHAH!

Sure, I've worn contacts before, but they were colourless.

And with my eye degree, there is a logical reason to wear contacts.

So technically, I'm not fake!

There you go.

The sad and tragic truth.

Andandand, there's always the risk of an infection.

Well, that is, if your lenses have issues,

or you have issues in cleaning them.

But seriously, whatever.

Sheesh, I feel so retarded for spending so much time on this topic.

GAH.

Can I just not go back to school?

There's plenty more stuff to do in the comfort of my own home.

Like...sleep?

Nah, that's to lazy, hmmmmmmmmm,

oh yeah!

Concentrate on my blogshop.

But ack.

Stupid .

I'll have to study like crazy for the remaining years starting today.

I'll have to worry about subject combi, and olevels.

IT'S IN 2 FRICKING YEARS PEOPLE.

There's practically no time to waste.

Ohyea, I should probably just get to Popular and buy the O level 10 year series now, shouldn't I?

HAH.

I MUST get GOOD grades.

MUSTMUSTMUST.

Ugh, life and its complications.

Thank goodness I have music or whatsoever to give me an occasional break.

Like the 2 guys up there. !

Heartquake.

2010-12-24T11:42:00.001+08:00

why can't my siblings just shut the fuck up sometimes.
keep commenting and insulting what i do.
-'-
they always fucking piss me off like that.
stupid .
UGH.

I'm Living Up A Little More Everyday.

2010-12-16T15:49:00.000+08:00

Back from my trip !
It was uber fun,
mainly cos of the shopping trips.
Bought loads of stuff back, to set up a new blogstore.
Yep.
I'm very indecisive here.
And I just got super glue stuck on my fingers.
It's definitely not fun, AT ALL.
Very weird finger feeling.
Ohwell, lazy to type any further.
So toodles ! (:

Hot Times.

2010-12-06T18:24:00.003+08:00

Wheeeeeeeee!~
Haven't posted in ages, but I'm gonna go overseas sooon! :D
Gotta be at the airport at 4am !
Flight 6am !
Budget Terminal, D:
But that doesn't matter!
Once we reach, we'll shop!
Shopshopshop! :D
Confirm luggage very heavy when I come back !
Gotta jet off for dinner, byee ! (:

The Only Thing That's Right.

2010-11-26T21:26:00.003+08:00

Blogger can't post pictures here now,
I don't know whyy.
Holidays have been rather okay,
been to school at least 5 times already.
Damn shag.
And today went to expo to send my sister off to Hongkong for her dance trip.
Then went to expo for the Mega Flea Market!
Damn fun , helped my relatives with their booth.
Their booth is cool okay.
DAMNIT.
my throat is hoarse and damn dryyy!
I need to drink more water! D:
But I don't like to.
It's damn tasteless.
And I'm coughing man. Damn. :(

It Goes On & On & On.

2010-11-22T18:03:00.002+08:00

I think i'm okay.

Today was funnn! (:

Had another meeting about the orientation.

It's gonna be fun fun fun!

And I super love the korean lessons I'm taking now.

It's quite easy, really.

Hmmm, I wanna learn dance.

Dancing looks cool, I shall learn it one day.

When I grow up, I wanna be able to do lotsa stuff,

like dance, sing, cook , write, sports etc.

Life'll be exciting that way, wouldn't it ? LOL.

Ohwell, can't wait for orientation ! (:

Andandand, HLC camp's coming in a month!

I'm excited, though I don't like camping.

Hehe (:

I'm looking forward to it! :D

2010-11-17T10:15:00.000+08:00

I feel suicidal.
So, goodbye.

Letting Go , Walking Away.

2010-11-17T09:43:00.003+08:00

A lost friendship.

You don't care, I won't care.

If you really changed, then everyone would've seen it by now.

I'm not sure if a good person,

is someone who'll take friends for granted,

only finding them, when she doesn't have anyone to play with.

And sure, you may say I'm talking crap.

But in truth, you're choosing not to face up to reality.

Don't think that just cos we're bearing with you now,

means we really think it's okay.

Don't call me f*** up, or a b!tch.

Cos, it takes one, to know another.

Take a look at your own flaws, and realise them, before you criticize others.

I know my flaws, but I don't want to change them,

Cos, Cherry wouldn't be Cherry.

And besides, I can't change.

All The Same.

2010-11-16T12:54:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA! first one super funny, from Super King a few days ago.
2nd one looks so sweeeeeeet! From hello.
He's my ideal guy type.
Humourous, in a way that is not from his jokes, but his funny behaviour. etcetc.
Eating cup noodles now.
My brother made me angry, he does that everyday.
And my lunch is so unhealthy, but I gotta save $$.
Cos I'll need it for my overseas trip !
Gonna buy many many things! ^^

I Can't Hold My Breath.

2010-11-15T15:45:00.003+08:00

This so matches my theme.

Why am I so obsessed?!
HAHAHAHAH!

Got my Onew stickys! :D
Mixed around with Charmaine.

She had Minho and Jonghyun!

Hehe (;

Onew stickys are nice, coke flavoured.

Minho's grape. Very nice too.

Ohwell, they're all niceee~!

Thankyou Soonmin! :D

I want to eat them now! ^^

I'm sucha maniac.

My dream is to eat chicken with Onew, although that'll never happen.

Really. Truly.

Although I want it to.

He's a chicken maniac!

The way he eats chicken is like me! Barbaric one.

Sway To The Rhythm Of Love.

2010-11-15T08:02:00.003+08:00

Inhumanly cute.

Heh (:

Even I laughed at my blogskin.
It's SHINeeeee!
This is called obsession. LOL!

Ohwell, different people have different opinions.

I'm gonna start watching more dramas, so I won't be so bored.

And I'm gonna go school to collect stickys later.

And meet my customer.

Today's gonna move slowly.

I had a weird dream, the teacher that I disliked, was slapping and hitting me,

and Kyuhyun came to my school.

And although all my classmates were from my secondary school,

the teachers were from my primary school.

Weird nightmare, I was crying and in tears.

Damn, HAHA!

I almost cried when I woke up. LOL!

I wanna go overseas!

Speak Now.

2010-11-10T12:30:00.005+08:00

Hello Onew!

Come on, if this isn't cute, then what is?

It looks like I took it myself ,

HAHAHA!

He's just awesome.

My beloved Ondubu. LOL!

I don't know, but I can go emo cos of him, and SHINee,

too obsessed.

Tomorrow's my korean lesson, homework not done.

And I'll call TigerAirways soon,

to bash them up for lousy service, call so long, no one answer.

Add waiting time all together, I waited for more than an hour.

They should go bang themselves against the wall.

And whoa,

another gang killing. In Bedok.

Happened with the same gang that killed that RP student at Downtown East,

just different people.

Ladies&Gentlemen, Be Careful. (:

Gonna gogo shopping with Lynette tmrw!

exctinggg.

I haven't shopped in aeons. (:

And When You Smile.

2010-11-09T18:54:00.003+08:00

Heehee (:
I seriously go into retarded daze mode when I see Onew.
(:
It's funny how just an idol can make me feel.
I love that feeling.
And whooooops, I'm hungry,
but thinking of Onew makes me feel okay.
LOL! It sounds so weird.
I shall tune down the weird obsession now.
Hehe (:
His sangtae is so awesome la, funny ttm!
I watched SHINee on SuperKing, in Taiwan.
Although I hated the emcee, cos I don't really like popular Taiwan people,
I felt that this show was well done.
Maybe cos of SHINee only.
They had to listen to chinese songs and sing them,
and the emcees had to guess the song,
main problem is the language barrier.
HAHAHAHAHAH!
You should seriously hear Onew when he's singing chinese, taemin, minho , and key too.
Jjong's okay, cos he knows chinese.
And at one part, Onew was like " Why's there no lyrics at all ?"
Very cute freak out there,
and the dancing competition, his sangtae really showed, A LOT.
HAHAH! Funnyfunny ttm.
And today was funnnnnnn!
Had fun at the briefing/meeting that Zhilin organised.
It was cooooooool. Really coool.
We played many fun games, and I got to know people I didn't before.
I enjoyed it lots, there were fun, and serious moments.
Today was a good day! (:

You Aren't Like Any Other.

2010-11-08T20:00:00.003+08:00

I hope these babies up there will never disband.

Cos , you could say they "changed my life" .

They opened my ears to another type of music, Kpop.

I wasn't really into Kpop last time, rather just neutral.

I loved some songs, liked others.

But seriously, when I first listened to SHINee, I fell in love.

First video was, Ring Ding Dong.

I fell in love with Onew at first sight.

:D so power.

If they ever disband, I'll literally cry.

Probably, buy an air ticket to Korea, and protest outside SM Entertainment.

Not cos I'm obsessed, but really,

there's something about SHINee, that changed me.

And there's something special about them too.

(: All the best, I'll be waiting for their comeback soon ! :D

Ohwell, I'll remember to watch Music Core on Saturdays,

for Onew and Minho (:

And I have to go to school tomorrow, for briefing.

About orientation next year! :D

I'm totally excited (:

And today was fun, at Jialin's Birthday. 1st Birthday some more.

Really great fun, with Anthony, Zhilin, Kailin, Wanxin, Yeeting, and Yiyan.

Super duper truper fun!

We even saw a crazy woman ;D

I love hokkien shows now, thanks to ai.

I'm sucha guailan.

Ohwell, I'm like that. (:

I Wanna Rock.

2010-11-06T10:21:00.003+08:00

I'd faint.

His wink is just so hot.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

HAHAHAH!

Going out for some flea shopping later.

Been so bored recently.

I feel like sleeping noww.

Chatting to Zhiyan on msn.

I got nothing to dooooo.

Except with the Onew Spam!

He's my favourite from SHINee,

cos I just adore his sangtae! Onew Condition ftw!

And my first SHINee video was probably Ring Ding Dong,

hmmm, yep, it was.

And I fell in love with Onew at first sight.

He looks rather Singaporean to me, in Ring Ding Dong.

OMG LA, *gushes* , so cute.

I also like him, cos he tries his best to lead his group,

and is a very caring video.

And his voice is freaking superb.

What about the other members then?

Hmmmmm, Taemin's really cute! Maknaemaknaemaknaemaknae! :D

His dance is effing superb.

And Minho's neutral, and really really tallll. The flaming charisma, is like whooaa.

Key is , very girly! But that's exactly what I like about him, very loud and outspoken,

but can be rude sometimes, and full of himself.

Jonghyun somehow didn't catch my eye at all,

but he's really manly, and quite short among the rest.

Ohwell, that's all.

Onew's the best, my favourite. :D

When I see him, I just laugh.

It's so weird to have an obsession with someone you never met before.

But my dream, is to meet SHINee, in person,

and talktalk with them . :D

Suju too.

And oh!

Happy 5th Birthday to SuperJunior!

I love you guys, especially, Sungmin, Kyuhyun, Lee Teuk, and Yesung!

Ohmanohmanohman, I always have a thing for Maknaes and Leaders (:

Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart.

2010-11-03T09:08:00.003+08:00

Hi Onew! :D
Today is a rather boring day so far.
Tsk, that brother of mine.
He's so ......
Watch tv for one hour already, breakfast not half eaten.
Wth.
Must be too spoilt, but don't look at me,
I've always been the one who scolds him.
Gah, stomach cramps.
I can't wait for SHINee to debut soon. :D
I'm excited, even though it's still a long way to go. :D
SHINee Hwaiting!

You Make Me Wanna Lose Control.

2010-11-02T09:40:00.006+08:00

AHHHHHHHH!
Hot, he is hot ttvm !

Anyone who thinks he isn't, has to get their brain checked at the hospital.

Day 5 of holiday.

I'm gonna survive with :

A pack of Cheezels original cheese,

Myojo Thai Tom Yam cup noodles,

and a bottle of coke.

Wish me luck.

Today is gonna be boring,

yesterday morning, I made my very own ONEW/ONTAE calendar for 2011.

It's pretty easy, I'm gonna print it out someday!

Hungry :(

I didn't eat much for breakfast.

Surprisingly, even though I'm hungry, I still can control it. ^^

This is one of the rare times.

I'm so boorrreeeddd now.

But I suppose, better than heading to school.

I'm in the holiday mode already,

I programmed myself to :

1) Wake up

2) Wash up

3) Eat

4) Computer

5) Eat

6) Computer

7) Eat

8) Slack / Out with family

9) Sleep.

And the cycle repeats the next day.

There's barely nothing to do now.

The police have arrested 4 suspects of the Downtown East case.

It was really quick, and I'm glad justice has been done.

The suspects are chinese.

And if proven guilty, they will face a death penalty,

as it's a murder case.

The Love That I Loved.

2010-11-01T18:43:00.003+08:00

Third time posting today, with hotstuff again!
Hmmmmmmm, today, was quite fun.
HLC interview went okayokay only, to me.
Actually, I thought I did badly. LOL.
Then went out with Joey, Kailin, Yeeting, Briana, Wanxin, Anthony, Zhilin, Jiaxiang, Jiajie, Fikri, Huixin and Qiaobin.
Played ouch.
Got hit by Huixin and Zhilin, until internal bleeding.
Red red and purple purple.
Played cards with Kailin, Qiaobin, Anthony and Fikri.
Played Briana's iPad.
It was coooool.
Then when I got back, I saw what Wanxin and Yeeting posted as my status.
Like whattheheck.
Don't blame me for getting angry,
but would you really like it if I did that to you?
Like for instance, " I love *name of person* ttvm <3 "
At least show some basic respect,
if you tag me in YOUR status, I'd more or less be fine with it.
But you use my account, and post it as MY status, like wtf.
Other people's privacy.
If I do that to you one day, you won't like it too.
No one would.
And had so much fun some more.
Think, of other's feelings before you actually do something.
Think of consequence too.
Don't act without thinking.

I Won't Stop.

2010-11-01T08:50:00.004+08:00

Oh, so hot.
2nd post in a day.

Pre-HLC interview stress.

I'm currently beating the stress by playing bejeweled blitz.

313thousand plus already.

Ohyay! It's my record so far!

Ohwell.

I reeeaaalllyy wanna get into HLC,

it looks uber funfunfun to me(:

Leaving my house somewhere around 10.30am.

I'll still be early.

Ohwell, it's a good thing to be early.

It's a virtue ^^

HAHAHAHAHA!

Damn, these few days are gonna be boring!

That's why I'll constantly update this blogg.

I'm Not In It To Win It.

2010-11-01T07:48:00.005+08:00

Look at the hot stuff here.
I can't help it,

It's just, everytime I put his picture in, I can't help but think how good looking he is,

I'm probably gonna change my blogskin

In such a way, that it's dedicated to Onew! :D

Ohmygod luh, murder case at Downtown East.

Broad daylight murder , in full view of the public,

and loads of blood involved.

Article was in The Straits Times , today, Monday edition.

Here's the online article, which is a shorter version:

"HALLOWEEN horror became real on Saturday night at Downtown East.
A 19-year-old youth repeatedly hacked by a group of youths in full view of a crowd died in hospital hours later. The violent attack and subsequent attempt by the youth and his friends to flee left a 500m long trail of blood at the Pasir Ris resort and amusement park.
No one has been arrested and police have classified the case as murder.
Darren Ng Wei Jie was with two friends when they got into a 'staring incident' with a group of about 10 teenagers. Witnesses The Straits Times spoke to said the encounter started with angry words, but this descended into a punch-fest on the lawn just outside fast-food restaurant MacDonald's.
It is believed Darren's attacker produced a chopper and slashed him several times. The bleeding teenager and his friends tried to escape by running towards a row of indoor restaurants and shops called The Alley.
The dead youth is believed to have been in his third year at Republic Polytechnic and also in its water polo team. Anyone with information may call the police at 1800-255-0000. "

http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_597565.html

So, it's quite terrible, yeah?

Broad daylight, the case was reported at 6pm.

Pronounced dead 5 hours later.

In today's version of The Straits Times, the deceased's family was too

grieved to answer any questions from the media,

and the father could only say "Let justice be done."

So, I'm not going to wanxin's chalet anymore,

too scared, and I have family commitments.

Sources : The Straits Times.

Anyway!

HLC interview later, hope it runs smoothly,

I'm gonna try my best to answer everything. :D

Wish me luckk (:

Got Me Good.

2010-10-31T15:19:00.004+08:00

He's gorgeous, and look at those muscles!
Totally my type. HAHAHAH!
I'm watching Inkigayo now.
Waiting for SHINee to come out,
their goodbye stage, I think. :(
There're rumours that they're gonna disband.
Like ohnowtf?!
I don't want them to.
I hope they'll remain SHINee forever, without anyone leaving the group,
or anyone joining or anything.
DubuOnew! :D
Ohmanohman, I cut bangs.
And my hair is shorter, I look weird.
Sorta weirdweirdweird. LOL.
Heh (:
By the time school starts, it'll grow back,
I can't wait to go China and Hongkong,
I'm gonna try all the rides at ocean park.
I swear I will.
Roller Coasters, Spinnig teacups, bumper cars. EVERYTHING.
I'm even gonna see the dolphins, :D
I love dolphins, they're so kind, and stuff (:
Badabing,badaboom!
I learnt that from Pitbull.
It's nice.

I Can't Choose, So Confused.

2010-10-30T22:40:00.002+08:00

Ohmy, so gorgeous.
Brush teeth also look so hothothot!
http://www.facebook.com/pages/We-support-Kim-Jonghyun-and-Shin-Sekyung-to-be-together/163014613720363?v=wall
People, like this page.
I got strong views.
Fans should accept itt.
He's gonna get married and have children in the end too.
Let it be, and respect their private lives, if you're really fans. (:
That's basically my opinion.
And ohmy, I gotta meet up tomorrow. Scared I'll forget.
PTM, kenna that same female teacher again.
Am I seriously that unlucky?
She keeps phrasing the good things into bad points,
such as , I'm super active in school activities, that's why my grades dropped.
Like wtf, she only sees us 1 hour for CDL,
and she uses that 1 hour to judge us.
No sense here.
Kpkb so much.
I just sat there and her comments were like, come in one ear, go out another ear.
Damn her.
Ohwell, shouldn't let things like these ruin my day, after all.
My parents weren't really happy, I didn't put enough effort.
Ohwell, this holiday, I'll work harder.
I will, I'm determined to. (:
I think that's all I have to say today.
Damn, the blog's getting harder and harder, with no customers and all.
Better support ^^

Like A Melody In My Head.

2010-10-29T16:09:00.002+08:00

Ahhh, Blogger always has problems.

I'm gonna start of a post, with this hot guy's picture. ONEW !

I hope he doesn't pierce his ears. Really.

He looks hot without pierced ears.

Today, first day of holiday ,

spent doing up my blogshop spree.

SO GO VISIT. http://www.little-blackcloset.blogspot.com

I hope my hard work pays off.

HLC interview on Monday.

Pray I'll get in, it's something I wanted to do since the start of my sec 1 life.

:D It looks quite awesome , really.

And ohmy, I've been super obsessed with SHINee these past few weeks.

Kpop, it's like a drug.

But ohwell, I still love my english songs. And occasionally chinese.

And ohmymama, what's the fuss about Jonghyun's girlfriend?!

He's still gonna get married and have kids,

These fans, just think that they at least stand a chance with him if he's single.

But they're wrong. Oh puhleeeassseeeee.

He doesn't even know them, they don't stand a chance .

They're really trying to self-console themselves.

Ohwell, I'm gonna get back to spamming my phone,

with Onew's pictures.

He's too cute to resist. :D

Andandand, go visit the blogshop.

Don't Speak,

2010-10-26T17:12:00.003+08:00

Ohmyohmy. I hope and pray that I'll make it to hlc.
& I think either I get angry easily, or everyone's just pissing me off.
Damn.
I know you want to share your joy.
But don't you know that, you shouldn't flaunt what you have right in people's faces,
especially when you're showing off something the other person wants a lot.
This is just some basic EQ.
No one likes someone who only shows off all the time, it's no good.
What a bad friend that'll make.
Maybe it's just my personality and attitude issues, but seriously, take a look at yourself too.
I have many dislikes, but I too, have many things I like.
I dislike people who put their noses into everything I do, or everything that happens to me.
Sorry, but seriously, some things really don't concern you at all.
And I just don't wanna tell you. You too, were this way to me before.
So expect the same thing.
And ohmy, I'm extremely pissed at this one person,
Who thinks he's so big and powerful.
Sorry to give a wake up call, but no, you're neither big, nor powerful.
Act so good in school, and become a paikia outside school.
What's that suppose to be? Try poker face uh?
Just be yourself , want be gangster, come school also gangster la, need act until like that for what?
-'- Don't think, that anything and everything you do is correct,
I don't know why people even look up to you,
Why girls even bother to feel hurt because of you.
Not everything is your taiji, people don't want you to interfere, then seriously, don't .
And you are also the sort of person,
Who's blinded by your own side of any story, choosing to belive what you see,
it's like selective listening, you choose what you want to see,
and ignore what you don't want to see.
And like, you do this, even when someone tells you the real truth.
And don't think everything you do is correct, it's actually not.
You may think you're helping someone out, but you're only making things worse.
People don't need you to mediate for them.
And I do admit, you have your fair share of good points.
But your bad points are far more outstanding, to me.
*moving on*
I seem so negative nowadays.
I sorta hate this school I'm in.
It's so biased. Seriously.
Although there's really no such thing as not being the slightest bit biased,
sometimes, things just go way too far.
I'm not in the mood to elaborate,
in order to prevent misunderstandings.
Hope everything will change :D
I hope my attitude will change too, it's turning me into some shitty human being .

You're All I See.

2010-10-18T20:26:00.002+08:00

Damn the kpop night :(
Can't see my damn ONEW. :(
sadness.
And I'm saddened.
I promised myself to move on, but obviously, I can't.
And every day is shitty.
Today, shitty math results.
56! goodluckforme!
HAHAHAHHA!
Can't wait to get back the rest of the results.
o.o some people just don't know when to shut up.
I know who la, think he's all that.
Not that big yknow.
Damn. So tired.
I could crash on the table nowww.
MOVE ON MOVE ON.
But I can't, when I see him everyday. :(
FML.

On My Own.

2010-10-14T20:25:00.004+08:00

Crazy much.
I actually bothered to apologise.
It's like, fine, alright, make me sound like the bad guy.
See it from your perspective.
I'll be fine sometime.
Cos after all, to every living being in this world,
I don't have feelings.
Treat me like a punchbag,
someone you hit, or vent your anger on.
Treat me like a tissue paper, throwing me away after quick use.
Treat me like a robot, who isn't programmed to feel anything.
No feelings, no emotions, no nothing.
Isn't that what I am to everyone? Right?
At the end of the day, just remember what you did to me.
I actually allowed what happened to day,
to ruin my day totally, and make me angry.
And plus, I even cried because of it.
I'm so worthless and useless,
crying over something that doesn't matter.
Why do I cry?
I don't know.
I remember, someone told me, that I should think before I act,
think about what the other person would feel before I say something.
Think, of the consequences that would happen.
Think of the tone and language I use before I speak.
But actually, I'd bet he didn't think of how I would feel,
when they said those words to me.
I'd bet they didn't think I would cry.
I'd bet they didn't think I would take this seriously.
To say that I offended a whole group of people,
it seriously made me wonder,
what, exactly, did I do?
And when I realised,
I felt shocked.
It was, a simple facebook status on leadership, and equal opportunities.
Which wasn't mean to be arrowed directly at them.
So what more could I do?
Just, sum up the courage,
to say a simple sorry, even though,
it was they who preferred to interpret my status in the wrong way.
It's alright though, I'd rather there be peace and harmony,
then war between us.
Just know, just remember how sad you made me feel,
how hard you made me cry, and how bad a person you made me seem to be.
And how you made me think : if I couldn't control myself better, how many cuts on my wrists would I be seeing now?
Even now, I still wanna cry.
All thanks to those few words.
Seriously, put yourself in my shoes, and think if you'd like it.
The only reason I keep blabbering about this is because,
it matters to me.
That's all.

You're Not That Big, So Shut Up.

2010-10-14T10:41:00.002+08:00

You think you very big uh?
Damnyouallla.
I write what on facebook, need you care?
I dont care if it insults you.
Seriously.
If you choose to get insulted, then get insulted lor.
I dont care if it insults ALL of you.
Then it just goes to show that what I said, is most probably true.
If it's not, the whole lot of you wouldn't be affected by what I said.
It's called Freedom Of Speech.
I want to say what, I can say., no one stop me.
You want to say what, you also go say la, I also never stop you.
So just shut up,and if you're angry,
leave me alone.
Or you want come talktalk argueargue, also can.
I argue back lor.
I don't like arguing with people who I treat as friends,
but if you really wanna "talk" it out, fine by me.
Just don't get "insulted" if I talk back at you,
cos I won't hesitate.

It Chills Me To The Bone.

2010-10-12T09:07:00.002+08:00

I had an uber scary nightmare.
About ghosts in my house.
It sounds childish.
But it scared the fucking hell outta me.
I woke up in sweat.
Now, I'm too freaked to walk around freely around the house, without feeling uneasy.
Damnit.
Fucking scared.
And I think in the dream, there was one in my room.
I'm freaking myself out.
Damndamndamndamndamndamn.
There was a happy and sweet dream after that,
but I forgot what it was about. Sad.
I haven't started on Geog e-learning.
I don't really intend to, seriously.
Oh! And the GRC compos too.
Like wtf.
Exams are over already, the teachers cant accept that fact.
And I'm too not done with acelearning.
I dont intend to start on anything.
Currently, I'm bored.
Humour me people.
I shall just go to the Smosh website. And make myself laugh.
Oh! I can also edit my blog shop.
I'm gonna do that now.
Instocks people, I got hot instocks.

If You Were The One.

2010-10-11T09:09:00.004+08:00

Results are coming out next week.
And I think I'm gonna buy stickys later before tuition. Heh (:
At least got smth to snack on.
Stickys are niiiccceeee.
I like the Smiley Rock. I shall go there right after fetching my brother.
YAY ME!
I just gotta get some money from my mum.
For my dinner for tuition later.
The trick is the earlier or later you go to sticky. the more things there are.
Cos the worst timing is to go there at 1 plus.
So many students there buy.
Or should I set off at 3?
Yeah . I probably should.
Then can go tuition straight. :D
YAY ME!

i'm a bitch, we all are.

2010-10-09T15:52:00.003+08:00

fuckyou dogs.
seriously, did anyone ask for your opinion?
i know, we're all entitled to our own opinions,
but no one asked for yours.
so stop being dogs, and just keep your comments to yourselves.
fuckyou.
seriously.
shutthefuckup.
you're pissing me off.
you may claim that we're best friends, but we're not.
cos in my eyes, you haven't been treating me like one.
i thought friends were supposed to understand each other, and not force each other.
but look at yourselves.
not that i'm very big or anything,
but don't seem so desperate can?
i know your status was referring to me.
i just chose not to comment on it. fuckyou.
but seriously, it takes a dog, to know another dog.
so in truth, we're all dogs.
And Oh Great God, my Dear Father,
please, help me .
I don't wanna morph into a bitch and lose all my friends.
I can't help it.
i can't fight the feelings anymore.
i used to be too afraid to let them show,
but now, i have. unwilling. uncontrollably.

And Your Heart Starts To Wonder.

2010-10-09T10:27:00.004+08:00

Had a preetttyyy awesome time with Cassandra yesterday.

Bought 3 packs of Stickys.

I'm gonna get tooth decay, I swear.

I'm gonna save some for school tomorrow when I watch to 101010 rehearsal.

At least this one doesn't require money.

Heh (:

I'm gonna update my mixpod playlist.

Gonna put all the songs that I know and ♥ since I was young.

I used to watch MTV when I was 4.

How cool.

I want my childhood days back, when there was always this overpowering feeling every single day.

Alright (:

Gonna meet Masudah soon for her tees. (:

I Want Some More.

2010-10-07T13:03:00.002+08:00

Animal - Neon Trees (Y)
Quite a nice song.
Hung out at the Youth Corner yesterday after lunch.
Memories .
I almost teared up.
That place means a lot to me.
Just being there, made me feel that I should work harder next year.
So that maybe, hopefully,
I become a leader.
I want to.
Oh yeah.
And I truly wanna give up.
But it's hard to let go of something you've held onto for so long.

Why Won't You Answer Me?

2010-10-03T09:28:00.003+08:00

Somewhere Over The Rainbow,

Skies Are Blue,

And The Dreams That You Dare To Dream Really Do Come True.

Man. The exams so far were just ...
Science was totally awesome. It was the only paper I had confidence in so far.
Maths Paper 2 ; ready to flunk like mad.
It's a sure fail. Fail like mad.
But nah. I'm okay with it anyway.
It's just 3 more days to go.
With Chinese Paper 1 and 2 mashed in the same day.
So tough. And I'm not done with art yet. AHDAMMIT.
Good luck to everyone,
Just 3 more days, And everyone of us will be able to playy!

It's So Hard To Forget, Don't Remind Me.

2010-09-25T15:18:00.002+08:00

Advertiseee:
FBTs going at $10 for one at my blogshop!
http://www.little-blackcloset.blogspot.com
:D:D:D GO BUY!
It's a offer you must take up. Too good to miss! :D
I'm super super super duper tired. :D
Tired of waiting and everything,
but it seems like I can't give up.
Damn. Must try.
I'm gonna change during the December Holidays .
I will changeeee.
In terms of maybe appearance. I thinkk.

Straight Through My Heart.

2010-09-24T14:47:00.001+08:00

The exams are here.
Just finished English Paper 1. Hope it goes well.
Even though I know it won't .
I fucking hate my life.
I should just fucking transfer schools. Yeah.
Maybe.
Maybe next year.
Sometimes I wish I'd never been born at all.

On The Verge Of Breaking Down.

2010-09-20T10:08:00.003+08:00

Booyeah to me and my pathetic life.
I'm attempting science e-learning now.
At least there's one day off school.
But still, tmd.
OH HEYHEYHEY!
Lantern Fest was fun.,
There's really a sense of belonging, when I'm with the alumni.
It may, or may not really be there.
But I feel more accepted there.
I like it. Better than in Hougang Sec.
Anyways, the Spooky House was fun.
The only bad thing was that the visitors didn't know how much time and effort it took
to set it up. And therefore, they take it for granted.
Whacking the ghosts, whacking the canvases, swearing and cursing.
If it's lame and not scary, why are they screaming?
Damn . It's this kind of people who make it not so enjoyable.
But it was still fun.
Joshua had fun playing with my face.
It looked.... weird.

Just To Make It Clear.

2010-09-19T10:16:00.002+08:00

So what if I bring same bag as someone?
If doing so means that I like that person, then I've liked many people before.
And who says I'm avoiding her?
Since day 1, I've hated her, so what's wrong with not speaking to the person you dislike?
If it's wrong, bring me to jail la. knn.
Why should I give a damn to what she thinks?
She's not important to me, I don't really care.
And why should I care bout what others think?
Is it really that important?
Bag, is a bag.
I like that design, why should anyone care?
So does it mean that when someone brings same bag as some random guy,
I should go around spreading rumours?
What the fuck you want me to do, return it? I also bought it already.
I bring to school is my problem.
It's not yours, not any of yours.
I don't need people to go make comments about who I like.
Damn you shitters -'-
Y'all should just go one corner and screw yourselves.
Stop being so childish. What you wanna think, I leave it to you.
Cos it's your problem, not mine.
But as long as I know what I think, I don't care.
Somehow, it seems as though all of you aren't my friends anymore.
If you guys were, you would at least respect my limit, and not go over it.
Much less respect my choice of fucking bags I bring to school -'-
Thanks for making my mood drop back down.
I didn't really care about it anymore, but thank you for making my Sunday a whole lot worse.
I hate it when people piss me off.
Don't think that you're trying to help, you're just making everything worse than it already seems.
Main point is : I like that bag, I cannot carry meh?
It was true that I know that she would get jealous.
Then why not she just fucking save money and fucking buy the bag herself?
It's not my problem she gets jealous easily, not my problem at all.
It's hers, get it straight.
Damn all of you, and just leave me alone.
Don't pretend to care, or don't care at all.
I like to handle stuff myself. My way.
And if I wanna leave this stupid shit unsolved, I'll leave it unsolved.
Suspect more lo, suspect what you fucking want.
If you were really my friends, you would know the truth, and respect my decisions.
So just fucking get lost, you ruined my day.
And if anyone thinks I changed, I actually haven't,
I've been this way all along, since I was borned.
It's true, I just choose not to show this side of me.
Y'all forced me to. I didn't want to.
But since everyone wants to fucking interfere, I guess there's no choice.
Bottom line is : I don't really give a damn anymore. So stop trying to mediate and pissing me off in the end.

I'm About To Turn Up The Heat.

2010-09-15T11:35:00.002+08:00

Look at me up there. I'm studying.
Ohwait, everyone knows that's not me.
But hey, I'm studying hard now.
With a business to run too.
I have t-shirts already!
Order now people! :D
You won't regret it at all. :D:D:D
Man, this is free advertisement. Ohwait, it's my blog.
I can advertise whenever I want.
I'm sick at home now. Heh.
Which explains the time I'm blogging.
Damn .
Everytime I go to the doctor, its collick.
Damn . My stomach is so effed up.
Damn . Hehe.
Having an MC isn't a nice thing.
It's boring.

The Sweetest Dream Will Never Do.

2010-09-14T16:41:00.000+08:00

Damn, my life sucks.

IT REALLY SUCKS.

damn.

I'm gonna quit.

~~It's not that I can't take jokes. It's just that everything has it's own limits, and I fucking hate it when people cross mine.~~

~~And you still cross it even when you know how much I hate it.~~

damn.

I'm trying not to walk away.

For it's such a short period of time.

Today something funny happened.

I was walking, saw Anthony. And started laughing.

He was like, : your bag quite nice leh.

Me : Yeaps. I know it is. Actually, your bag nicer.

Anthony : Of course la.

Then I laughed and walked away.

Damn .

Then cabbed with Fikri and Shihui and ate at mall.

Xinjie joined us. And here I am, back at my house.

I'll Be By Your Side, You Know I'll Take Your Hand.

2010-09-11T20:58:00.002+08:00

I'll make use of this to do this:
http://www.little-blackcloset.blogspot.com
Go look look see see! Seriously.
If you don't, you're so doomed when school reopens.
Or when I see you.
Hehe. I'm opening it again after about 1 and a half years.
But I'm not sure if it'll be that successful. I hope it will.
At least more successful than last time.
I'm praying, really, I am. :D
I shall make use of the upcoming December holidays to undergo change.
Hope it's successful.
I'm praying harder. Hehe.
Jog Jog Jog Jog Jog everyday.
Study Study Study Study everyday.
Maybe I'll change to be a better person next year. Or so I hope.

Trying To Make It Work, But Man, These Times Are Hard.

2010-09-09T20:02:00.003+08:00

I just studied with Jerin like mad.
My eyes hurt, and I had a headache.
But ohwell, I completed a few chapters of Geog today.
Better than nothing.
Her brother was annoying, really.
Thank goodness I had my music to keep me company.
And I was damn sleeeepy.
I just watched MTV World Stage.
KATY PERRY PERFORMED TEENAGE DREAM! I LOVE KATY PERRY!
hehe. I super love her.
She's like, the awesomest person on earth.
Heh. I feeeel so disheartened.
My heart feels so empty. Fill it up, please? Damn it.
My life wasn't supposed to turn out this way.
Ohwell. Life's a journey, complete it. Heh.
I'm watching My Super Sweet 16 now.
Everyone who's featured on that show are just spoilt brats.
Seriously. But they have cash. KACHING! :D
I wonder how it feels to have to much cashhhh.
Man, and their popularity. Heh.
I'm trying . Really. I'm trying my best. But everytime I do, I get totally nothing in return.

All I Can Do Is Try.

2010-09-06T08:16:00.002+08:00

Finally, a more recent post.
It's the official kick start of the September one week holidays.
I thereby emphasise on one week.
LIKE OMFG WTF?!
What the heck can someone do in only one week?
It's so limited, for God's sake.
Ohwell, for me, since I have the whole thing about my grades slipping.
I'll just study the whole way.
That sounds sucky, it really is sucky anyway.
To make things slightly better, I'm going out with some of my friends.
Like YAY ME.
Okay, so here's what went on during the weekends, day by boring day. :
040910. - Day out with Valerie.
We met early early, just that she was late, by a bit. LOL!.
Then brunched at Burger King.
Then MRT-ed to Plaza Sing. Bought tickets. Slacked a bit there.
Bought Jerin's gift there too. Shopped around.
Then movie time! Hehe, we watched Grown Ups.
It was pretty awesomely superb. Seriously.
And after movie, she went to meet her brother's.
Coincidentally, we saw Kian Soon. LOL!
I was standing on the escalator, then I turned a bit and saw him on the escalator directly across us.
Heh, then I went to my cousin's house, we went seperate ways then.
And dinner-ed at my cousin's place. I was looking at the mirror for 15 minutes,
or so she claims. Oh well. It's normal.
Then bus-ed to Suntec, to go Comex IT fair.
It was suberbly awesomely fantastically fantastic! I bought my golden ONTO headphones.
Hehe. Awesomely superb, those things are.
But sadly, I'm still figuring out how to use the free cable wrap that was given to me.
Ohwell, I can be such a noob sometimes.
I saw Zikang there. Exchanged out hi-byes.
Supper-ed at Macs, and finally went home. Super late at night.
050910.
Woke up at 11.
Breakfasted at Macs with Zess.
Went to eat lunch after.
Super pig out session. LOL!
Then went back home, managed to study a bit.
Helped my mum load songs into her iPhone.
Then my relatives came over, and we all had maggi noodles.
Another major pig out session. LOL! Heh.
Then went to my grandmother's house. Dinner-ed a bit.
Ate chocolate pie, with whipped cream, thinking,
SHIT THIS IS GOING TO MAKE ME FAAAT,
but still eating it anyway.
Then went to Compass, walked around.
And I have to report my fcking lost ezlink card.
SCREW THAT.
I hate loosing important stuff like that.
What's next on the list of loosing important stuff, my big V?
NAH I WAS JUST JOKING ABOUT THE BIG V PART.
Ignore tha stupid jokes that I crack when I'm really bored.
What in damnation does everyone expect me to do?
My holidays are filled with waking up early, to use the computer.
That's called skill. I don't even need an alarm to wake me up 7am in the morning.
I just get up myself.
To think I slept at 1.45am.
Amazing me. :D

Let It Burn.

2010-09-04T08:54:00.003+08:00

It's been quite some time, as usual.

I haven't touched the computer in ages.

heh. Been doing some hardcore mugging.

End of years are coming! And although I want to fail english to make Ms Pang angry, I won't

I don't wanna retain. I can't.

I can fail it some other time.

Meanwhile, I'm just gonna study study study study study.

Yeah, boring. I know. But oh well, that's the only thing I can do.

Does anyone else have parents as naggy as mine?

Betcha do. Ohwell. It just comes in from one ear, and out of the other.

Quite mean of me to say that. But still.

I'm so sleeeepy.

I'm going out later. Wheeeeeeee!.

SORRY SSF!

I freaking forgotten that I promised another friend to go out today already.

Just The Way You Are.

2010-08-29T09:21:00.003+08:00

OHHHMYYYYGOOOSSHHHH.!

How long has it been?!

7 days straight.

I've gone crazzzyyyy alreadyyy luhh.

I took sooooooo many pictures with HAWTSTUFFS.

Gah. CAUCASIANS (Y)

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

Gah. It's so totally obvious that I'm so totally mad, right right right?

I'm updating soooooo early in the morning.

I wanna play Bejeweled.

Heh. The past few days have been so great at the YOV.

I made tons of new friends. I likeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

AWMANAWMANAWMAN!

I miss my lappyyy.

I wanna use it everydayy.

Oh yeah. I got an effing C5 for my Science, the Physics component.

I bloody hate physics.

It can rot over at a corner. Or it could just kill itself and dieeeee.

So that people like me can live peacefully without worrying about failing another test.

On the other hand, I got an A1 for Math.

The whole contradiction is that, they were testing on the exact same topic.

....I think. Oh well.

Physics = Math

Math = Physics.

So I don't get how I can almost fail one, and ace the other.

NO LINK AT ALLLLLLLL.

ohmygawsh. hehe.

32 days have come and gone soooooooo quicklyyyyyyyy.!

I hateeeee waitingggggggg.

heheheeeee.

My facebook wall is deadddd alreadyyyyyy.

SPAM IT PEOPLE.

I makeeeeee totallyyyyyy no senseeeeeeeee nowadays.

My level of madness has increeeeaaaasedddd!

OHSHIT. I forgot to take my breakfasttttt.

heheheheheheeeeeeee. I WANT MEIJI COFFEEE MILKKKKK!

And my bread. Or anything that I have at homeeeeee.

I'm just so hungry hungry hungry.

Look At The Stars, Look How They Shine For You.

2010-08-22T09:56:00.002+08:00

I haven't touched the computer in aeons.
Seriously. 5 days without the blog going on.
It's clinging on to survival.
Ugh, I'm clinging on to survival too.
I want my stars to shine for me, I want to have a chance to shine.
But apparently, that chance just isn't now.
Hehe.
I jogged yesterday, and I wasted it by eating steak at Jacks Place.
WHO CAN'T RESIST JACKS PLACE STEAKS?!?!
They wouldn't be in their right minds.
My mum ate salad.
She wasn't in the right mind.
I love the baked potatoes.
Yeaps, that's all I have to share, sadly.
I'm gonna change my blog music.

I'm Not Going.

2010-08-17T09:47:00.001+08:00

WOW.
it's been sooo long.
Hehe. It's IT lesson again.
Oftentimes, I've been told that I don't care about others' feelings when I speak,
it is true.
but that's just meeeee.
And I'm working on it. :D

Automatic.

2010-08-11T17:04:00.002+08:00

OMG.
I'm sad luuhhh.
I shall go one corner and listen to songs that describe my pathetic lifeee.
GAH. Screw this.
FML.
I am saaadddd.
Like, duh.
I feeel like making a moveeee. but nah.
I'm scareeeddd.

You Keep Me Hanging On.

2010-08-05T17:15:00.002+08:00

Heh.
Confused.
Dunno what to do.
Ugh.
What should I do?
The few minutes were magical.
LOL.

Put Your Hands In The Air.

2010-07-29T21:38:00.001+08:00

Drama was funfunfun today !
Hehe. Did monologues. We have to write one for homework.
Like, talking to ourselves.
Should I join volleyball?
Andandand,
I super can't wait for Life Run !

Would It Even Matter?

2010-07-27T19:42:00.002+08:00

Heh.

My mind has gone crazy~

I have lost the will to carry on in life.

But I have to.

Sometimes, I feel as though ending everything would be better.

But that would be foolish.

Very foolish.

I felt like I've lost everything that has been given to me.

I'm gonna gain them back, I swear.

This time, I'm gonna make the real change.

I'm serious now. Enough of lazing around, making empty promises.

I will do it.

It'll take time, but right now, I'm lacking time.

Ugh. FML.

I feel like I can't trust a lotta people now. Ugh.

If You Only Knew.

2010-07-23T16:33:00.002+08:00

If you only knew the pain.
The sorrow.
The trouble.
The regret.
The difficulty.
The lies.
The truths.
Me.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's alright because I love the way you lie.

And I Know It Makes No Sense.

2010-07-21T18:26:00.002+08:00

Happy Racial Harmony.

The picture is so toot, yeah?

I'm quite proud of myself for the courageous act that I just displayed on facebook.

It may be weird, but I'm proud.

I cleared the air, and my doubts.

But, I still can't seem to face him in school.

HAHAHAHAHA!

I'm awesome, yeah \m/ !

Catwalk was hilarious. I liked 4E1's.

They like, super have confidence.

There's an aura around them. Don't ask me why, but it's just there.

HAHAHAHAHA. I'm awesome.

I shall write about today in my almighty diary. (L)

Ohman. Test is tomorrow, and not a single shit done for revision.

Hah, getting ready to fail the Physics component of Science this year.

It sucks man, seriously.

This term, I've gotten extremely lazy. Not sure why. But it's just like that.

Oh, and new discovery.

I hate annoying people who pester me on MSN. Seriously.

Get a life, pester someone else.

I miss the facils! (L)(Y)

I wanna have a dinner this Saturday with them. I need help!

I Gotta Try Once.

2010-07-20T09:51:00.001+08:00

IT lesson!
We did everything and now can use the computer.
Hah. So damn lazy nowadays.
My compo and geog due today, and they're all not done yet!
I suck man. :D
But I'm proud of it!
Everyone mad already.
Andandand release early! yipeee! I'm tired.
Imma going Jenaris Home later.
With 2E5.!
FUNFUNFUN!

Waving Flag.

2010-07-18T12:24:00.004+08:00

Camp was uber fun! I love the way the alumni bond together a lot. It's like we're one big family.
We get to know new friends, and catch up with old ones.
It's goooood. :D
I came in the afternoon with a busload of others.
Then reached, and I was grouped in Hermes 1.
God. I have no idea how to pronounce it. It keeps changing as the teachers say it. Confusing.
Then they had Emillio there already.
The children were like, " Cherry + Milo = CONSTIPATION!"
I memorised it. I heard it about 20 times a day.
I got so used to it, that sometimes I answer the equation for the students.
We did our song and cheer. Which sucked la. Cos not coordinated enough.
And even though we motivate them to try, they never listen.
Instead, they carry on making nonsense. And looking at my stitches.
Claudia and I were like, " how marcus and emillio tolerate?"
heehee. The teachers were fierce, but it was expected.
We did some team-building games. Then there was the hula hoop one.
They had to hold hands and pass the hoop through.
Must be boy girl boy girl. But they don't want. Boys said the girls had diseases. -.-
Childish much?! HAHA!
Then in the end, we did something to convince them to hold hands.
HAHA! Then it was fun.
Emillio sabo-ed me to do a forfeit. Eh no, we did forfeit together. -.-
HAHA! Then the children wanted Flying Fox, but cannot.
Not fair, Emillio says something and everyone follows, I say something and half of the kids follow!
Dinner time was good. The food was okay.
Then played Two Towers. I stayed out a bit. I didn't want something to happen to my leg.
Then the senior facils pranked the junior ones. We all got wet.
I specially tied that plastic bag on my leg for that. Alastair informed me beforehand.
It was fun. Then washed up.
I PLANNED IT AND IT WAS SOMEHOW SUCCESSFUL!
That's shocking. Very shocking. Cos I somehow don't really plan things well.
There was this huge, grey, grasshopper like thing. And the girls screamed.
Marilyn helped out with that, and Valerie.H took photos of it. HAHA!
Then debriefed and supper. The teachers were fierce.
Then after lights out for them, went for our own debrief, until about 12.30-1.00am .
Then showered. And went back to the bunk. We slept below the kids.
I was supposed to go for sentry at 5.00-6.30am.
Then I didn't really want to sleep. So when Claudia and Adeline finished sentry,
I followed them to shower. Then went back to bunk.
And talked and wrote the cards. Then I attempted to sleep.
Then I unknowingly slept for 1 hour. Woke up at 4.40.
Cos Yinhang called me up for sentry. Walao.
Was fcking cold till crazy. It was raining super duper heavily.
I shivered and chattered like mad crazy. I thought I was running high fever.
Alastair, Emily and Yinhang were like, are you okay and stuff?
Even with a sleeping bag around me I was freezing.
Then talked at the MPH, with Ezra, Yinhang and Emily.
Then morning had breakfast. I love a good cup of hot milo in the morning, or for supper.
It soothes me a lot. And we proceeded with our remaining elements.
We did the indoor rock wall. I wanted to do it.
Then I did, after all the students went. It was freaking hard.
I almost gave up at the last rock. Cos I couldn't pull myself up. But I did.
I overcame my slight fear of heights! Super duper happy.
My hands still hurt from climbing.
Then the wall hit my wound a bit. -.- Pain la. But just bearable pain.
-Fast Forward-
Went back to Rivervale. Like, total yayness!
Then lunched. And campfire prep. Sucked yet again. For the same variety of reasons.
Heh. Then Mini Olympics. One guy went missing. Then I tried to find like crazy.
I find first, then Emillio. Then still cannot find. So told Mr Zaki.
Then investigated, and found out that that boy went home himself. Idiotic.
Then outdoor cooking, my thumb became medium rare. Slightly burnt by all the egg cracking,
fire extinguishing, and mass tin removing. Dinner was cool for us.
Macaroni with stuff. I loved the fishcake! I LOVE IT SO MUCH!
Then campfire, Hermes was first to cheer. Sucked! :D
We used backup plan. HAHA!
Suhui's team was gooood. They did the Gatsby ad. So random. And fun!
Jonathan looked mad while doing it, but we all know that that's just what he is.
The Super Seniors did Nobody again. Then Boys Generation! They did Gee with Marilyn.
Then after everything is done, we did the good job cheer for everyone.
Then after that, we did the Waving Flag song. All the facils were united.
And we were singing, or rather screaming, the song. (Y)
We were like, putting our hands on each others shoulders, swaying around madly.
Then, campers went back. And debriefed for facils.
We took a group photo. And this time, I WAS IN IT! YAY!
Took 3 times. I love facils! (Y)
And the Hermes people took together! Me, Emillio, Claudia, and Marcus.
I love us (Y)
Then went for late supper, packeted Macs and ate at a MPH.
Then went back with Clinton. Super early lo. The rest still there.
But my mum said I have to go back with someone. So I went lo.
Then bathed, unpacked, slept. :D

Hate On Me.

2010-07-14T18:18:00.002+08:00

I think I need a good cuppa coffee to cool me down.

After everything that has happened today.

Would you like it, if someone sent everyone a nasty text about you?

LIKE WTF.

I got so pissed. Ranted more at private blog.

I just know this:

I HATE EVERY SINGLE BIT OF TODAY!

It was sucky. Anyone who went through it with me would know.

I'm not gonna fight back, it's as despicable as the text itself.

I'm not gonna do anything.

As of tomorrow, whatever that has happened will stay today,

it'll not move on tomorrow.

It's embarrassing. I trusted the wrong person.

And I'll take it as a learning experience.

Now I know better who to trust, and who not to trust.

2 MORE DAYS TO CAMP!

I Want To Know You.

2010-07-13T18:09:00.002+08:00

OMGGG.

Today, one of the unluckiest days ever.

I tripped and fell while going to board the bus.

Like, wtf.

My left ankle hit the curb hard. While my right shin,

eeeeeeeeeeyer.

It hit the metal part of the bus steps. And it formed a punctured wound.

Like one hole. Then inside that hole, is another hole.

Like, damn shitty.

Then continued the journey to school.

The worst part was no one helped me when I was in the bus.

The most is one lady giving me a tissue.

It was quite embarrassing. And it was so painful that I could've cried.

But I have more pride than that. So I didn't la.

Then when I finally got off the bus, the process in which was bloody hard,

I called for help. Valerie first. She just woke up.

And then Joey, who said it was inconvenient for her.

Then I was like, walao. Just walk in alone luh.,

Little did I know that she called Yiyan and Shihui to help me.

I have such good friends.

Then went to Service Counter to get help.

The wound was like, OMFG. UGLY, GROSS, TOTALLY DISTURBING.

Seriously, can ask anyone who saw IT. Blood oozing out non-stop.

Seriously. Then Wenxin and Zhilin tried to help.

And the uncle. But it was stil bleeding, and 5 minutes later, I had to change the dressing again.

Gah. Then the staff said that I had to be sent to the doctor,

cos the most she could do was apple pressure to the wound.

It's too deep already.

Called my mum like, 5 times. She didn't answer.

Shihui helped me call mr fairus.

Then he called my mum just in time., HAHA!.

She rush to school, and fetch me go Sengkang Polyclinic.

WALAO. then so many numbers. So we changed the dressing and got a priority number,

and I got a wheelchair! HAHA!

I tried to wheel myself. Quite cool. I know how Artie from Glee feels like now.

So the doc said, have to sent go A&E.

Actually wanted ambulance, but it's like 100bucks and go Changi General Hospital.

So we took taxi to KKH.

The doc say it's deep, have to stitch it up.

And I realised that at KKH, I was like, the oldest 'child' there.

LOL! Then the nurse rubbed some cream on my wound.

Like, to make it numb, so I won't feel anything during the stitching.

Then stitch time!

When he cleaned the wound before he stitched, I freaking cried.

Cos it was so freaking pain. I couldn't stand it. Like pouring a bucket of salt like that.

Then really, when he was stitching, I didn't really feel anything.

Miraculously. HAHA!

Then went back home limping. HAHA!

My legs are still pain, though. GAH.

Idiotic. Limping to school tmrw -.-

Super paiseh to take the same bus again tmrw.

Fcking idiots never help. Fck la.

Then I had to hold the blood all the way. Super inconvenient.

And guess what.

It's 3 days before camp, and I got myself into this shit. GAH.

I want to know you, I really do. But, everytime I try to do this stuff, it just turns out all wrong. And I get sad all over again. Is it really worth it?

Is It Me You're Looking For?

2010-07-11T17:44:00.002+08:00

Had so much fun today yeah.

Was one of the earlier ones, apart from Louisa's TKGS mates.

They were fun and friendly. And they love SuperJunior.

Good enough :D

Talked and talked, and we actually clicked quite okay.

They were shouting my name from Louisa's room while I was still walking downstairs.

Super high today, but not totally at my maximum high.

Was laughing a lot. Smashed flour!

That was the fun part. And the TKGS people cleaned up the mess.

I got a bit on my hair. HAHA! Quite fun, actually.

Then went back up and ate.

Then at like, 4plus, went home.

Walked with Joleen, GMY, Lynn, Darrel and Gabriel.

Darrel waited for his mum or smth,

then the four of us lor. HAHA!

I'm still waiting, I'm still confused

It Isn't Easy, But I'll Try.

2010-07-10T20:47:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, what are these mixed feelings I can feel inside me?

gah., I'm not sure.

I have no idea why, but I'm feeling a tinge of sadness now.

whyohwhy?

gah. shall rant more at my private blog. :D

I'll Taste The Sky And Feel Alive Again.

2010-07-10T14:42:00.003+08:00

I cried when I watched the season finale of Glee,

when the cast was singing To Sir With Love, to Mr Schuester.

It was so touching. And everyone was crying too.

gah. I love Glee.

And I haven't even watched finish. I just skip to last episode with Valerie.

Today morning, went for tuition. Super tired.

And brain dead. Learnt bout Coordinate Geometry.

Draw a lotta graphs. It was good.

I was interested in it! Surprisingly.

Gah. Gonna send my brother to music school ltr.

DONUTS AND MUFFINS!

andandand

6 MORE DAYS!

I Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore.

2010-07-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

Just did finish some camp things.
I had this headache for the whole day.
Like seriously, wtf.
But I didn't care. Just bear with it.
Had the camp selection thing.
Everyone who went was chosen. HAHA!
Can't wait.
HAHAH! it's coming sooooooo fast. gah.
I'm so tired. I like to blog. No idea why.
I love the RIV alumni.
When we gather, it's like, one big, ginormous family gathering.
We make friends so quickly, and we all accept each other.
I just love it.
Imma eating jackfruit! HAHA! I love it.
I love all my rvps seniors.
HAHA!
Imma lazy to blog already.
Goodnight, Earth.
7 MORE DAYS!

Borderline/Open Your Heart.

2010-07-08T16:21:00.004+08:00

Borderline/Open Your Heart - Lea Michele & Cory Monteith (Rachel Berry & Finn Hudson)

Something in the way you love me won't let me be
I don't want to be your prisoner so baby won't you set me free
Stop playin' with my heart
Finish what you start
When you make my love come down
If you want me let me know
Baby, let it show
Honey, don't you fool around

Don't try to resist me
Open your heart to me, baby
I hold the lock and you hold the key
Open your heart to me, darlin'
I'll give you love if you, you turn the key

Something in your eyes is makin' such a fool of me
Your making me, you're making such a fool of me
I see you on the street and you walk on by
You're on the street,
I see you when you walk on by

When you hold me in your arms you love me till I just can't see.
Ohhh
So you choose to look the other way

Well I've got something to say

Open your heart to me, baby
I hold the lock and you hold the key
Open your heart to me, darlin'
I'll give you love if you, you turn the key

Open your heart, I'll make you love me
I hold the lock and you hold the key
Open your heart to me, darlin'
I'll give you love if you, you turn the key
Ohh-Ohhh
Open you're heart with the key!

Every Now And Then I Fall Apart.

2010-07-08T16:02:00.002+08:00

GAH! Imma so tired.

Sometimes, being a woman may suck, but PMS is the best excuse.

Or Period Pains. Those work. A lot.

But I'm so sad that I can't go drama today.

gah. And words can't really describe how much I hate Ms Teo.

Like what the heck. She doesn't look like she has any interest in teaching us.

And give us that sian face everytime she comes into class.

And use that sian tone also.

She complained that we were too noisy today.

Like use your brain, it's not meant for you to let it rot there.

It's the last lesson of the day, that's why everyone's so jumpy.

And just cos someone is laughing, does that mean you have to show her that sian look?

gah. idiotic. Not fit to teach us.

She greet us so sian, then we also sian then greet back her lor.

Andandand, I'm a monitor again. Not that I'd ever ask for it back.

Kai Lin just spoke to Mdm Tan.

gah. And have to wear the tie every day again.

Screw that. Other than that, I'm fine with everything.

Oh yeah.
SPAIN WON

Like, super cool right?

Now, have to wait for Spain vs. Netherlands.

Spain will win! Then it'll be their first World Cup title.

That's cool.

Oh, and tomorrow!

testtesttesttest. I'm so geared up for it!

I hate rats . HAHA!

Man, tomorrow's it. There'll be new people.

Can't wait to get to know new friends. It'll be super cool.

My social circle will be expanded :D

Although that's not the main point. I just wanna make new, good friends. That's all.

Sweet Dream, Or A Beautiful Nightmare.

2010-07-05T21:42:00.003+08:00

Oh Golly.

It's been a few days already. HAHA!

Finally done with all my homework. Like a lotta last minute stuff.

And I finally changed my skin. YAY ME! gah.

I'm bombarding my phone with glee songs.

I like that.

These few days have been boring.

Except for the fact that I sms Dahlia and Aloysius a lot.

Aye, the Youth Day holiday passes pretty fast, yeah?

It doesn't even feel like a holiday.

I wanna watch Despicable Me!

HAHA!

And then I'm waiting for Harry Potter. HAHA!

I love it! GAH!

I shall save. And spend. And save. And spend. And save again.

CAMPCAMPCAMPCAMP!

11 more days!

Can't wait! (L)

That Should Be Me.

2010-07-03T16:16:00.003+08:00

GAH. SCREW YOU STUPID TEACHERS.

I WILL NEVER CUT MY HAIR.

I don't care if I get caught by whoever.

My hair shall grow long again.

like, screw schools and their disciplinary rules.

Why can't students do the stuffs that teachers can?

Is it just cos we're younger, and they have a higher ranking than us?

After all, we are all humans. We have rights.

I have the right to keep my hair.

fck them. don't think I'll just cut my hair cos they tell me to.

Why not they cut theirs first. GAH.

my life is so screwed. I freaking hate dnt.

Cos the teacher can't teach. Gah.

Mr Ilanggo, stupidly accused me of using my phone.

Screw that. Check time cannot uh?

As if there's a clock around in the freaking dnt room.

I hate school. There's still 9 more weeks of pure torture.

and even after that, we only get 1 week of holiday. We deserve more,

for putting up with the crap that teachers give. GAH.

What a screwed up life.

Just came back from meeting and lunch.

Bought stuff to eat at the void deck. Utterly disturbing.

HAHAHA! I wanted to cover my ears so badly. heehee.

Then Emily and Clinton came.

The rest went back. Emily, Clinton, Zheng Qian and I went to eat at kfc.

My drumstick looks depressing. Really depressing.

And when I had it changed, it was still the same.

With the slightest hint of improvement.

HAHA! Chitchatted loads. And went back home.

I gave Sarah her present, before going back up.

And I should be doing my homework now, but instead,

I'm cursing my teachers for asking me to get a haircut.

FML.

Dancing With Myself.

2010-07-01T20:09:00.002+08:00

It's been long.

Not really, actually 3 days.

Imma so tired. HAHA! Today had the Science Day thingy.

I enjoyed it lots.

Axel bluffed me about the "Cherry Flavoured Balloon".

yeah. I know. I believed him -.-

I think I'm too easy to fool. heehee.

bleh. I feel like sleeping.

GAH! so tired. I'm starting to like Geography.

I just yawned. gah. I just finished up Geography.

I think I shall watch Glee now.

This seems like a short post.

But whatever. My short term is so bad,

I can't remember what has happened these few days.

Not at all. HAHA!

I'm brain dead already.

I'm Through Accepting Limits.

2010-06-27T14:14:00.002+08:00

Seriously, my sister makes my blood boil.

She thinks she's so smart. Ohwell.

Yeah right. And really.

Just cos Dahlia and I talk a lot, she thinks I'm bootlicking.

Bleh, she doesn't even keep in contact with her seniors.

Doesn't even stay friends with them.

And she still wanna say me.

Damn her. Always like that one.

I'm uploading my primary school class pictures onto facebook.

For no rhyme or reason.

And it's taking longggg, as usual.

Somehow, facebook is starting to piss me off.

It's not sending my notifications through email anymore,

And when I wanna upload a wall photo, it takes ages.

Like seriously, is it really that hard?

Mark Zuckerberg is getting lazzzyyyy.

It's back to living hell tomorrow. what the hell.

I wish it was back in the first week, when I was dreading the holidays.

Now, I just want my holidays back.

Teehee. I scared I cannot adapt to the school mode.

Having breakfast with Jerin tomorrow.

Scared I can't wake up or smth. HAHA!

Bleh. I'm gonna have a good rest tonight! :D

Defying Gravity.

2010-06-27T13:45:00.005+08:00

Defying Gravity - Glee (Kurt version)

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
bring me down!
ohh ohhh ohhhh!

Kiss Me Goodbye.

2010-06-26T21:07:00.004+08:00

After a seriously long time,

I finally managed to change my skin again.

I'm so tired. HAHA.

Tuition was boringgg, learnt bout angles.

I was the fastest, I don't really mean to brag.

But I don't like this particular tuition class.

The people are very weird.

Talking bout class, school's coming up.

I hate school. Like seriously.

I'd rather have boring and long holidays than go to school.

I don't really wanna say why.

I just don't really like my class a lot, in general.

Most girls are fine. But the boys are like -.-

HAHA! I'm not gonna get started. OH!

I LOVE GLEE!

heehee, it's my latest addiction.

I downloaded more than 35 Glee songs today at one shot.

Kurt is gooood. Really good. He sings better than Finn.

In Defying Gravity. Shit. I love Kurt! :D

HAHA! He's cuuuuuuuute! HAHA!

ohwell. I JUST LOVE GLEE SO MUCH! :D:D:D

It Could Be Wrong, But It Should've Been Right.

2010-06-25T14:17:00.002+08:00

Looks like another boring day.

When I woke up, I was like "Why's my face so wet?"

Turns out, it was raining and I didn't close the window properly.

So the rain wet my face.

HAHA! Wake up I use computer already. LOL.

I did the status thingy.

The one where the first person who likes it, gets a wall post from me for 1 week. 1 day 1 time.

The second person gets to decide my last name for 2 days.

The third person who likes it, I'll change my relationship status to 'in a relationship' with him/her for one week.

The fourth person who likes it, I'll change my relationship status to 'married with' him/her for 2 days.

The fifth person who likes it gets to give me a dare.

The first person was Tiffany, then Joleen, Aloysius, Farand, and Sugu.

I was like laughing at the third and fourth one.

Farand didn't want to do it, so I just let him off.

Then next week my relationship status will like, change.

For one whole week. Sigh.

HAHAHA! ohwell. :D

OH!

andandand, I love Gossip Girl.

You Know That I Love You.

2010-06-24T22:53:00.002+08:00

DAHLIA!
I don't just like you, I love ya loads!
Thanks for everything, we grew so much closer in these few weeks.
It's like you're my sister now. :D
Thenthenthen, thanks for helping me when I was down.
awman, although I've just seen you,
it feels like its ages though. HAHA! I miss you loads too! :D
HAHAHA. you didn't like my latest status, which is sad. HAHAHA!
I have so many things to say, maybe I'll say it another time then. HAHA!

I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore.

2010-06-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

I LOVED EVERY PART OF TODAY!

HAHAHA!

The movie was awesome.

Tom Cruise's 6 pack abs (Y)

HAHA. Cameron Diaz is good looking! :D

Kevin was super quiet.

Huiting and I were talking and talking.

Then Kevin was like our tour guide,

he like, go Orchard Road many times before or smth, keep on leading us.

And he walks fast. Maybe cos his legs are long. HAHA!

Then Huiting and I had to like, rush to catch up.

OHSHIT! 6 PACK ABS! HAHAHA! -.-

Next, I'm gonna watch Eclipse. But no one watching with me.....YET.

I shall ask. HAHA!

The Japanese Noodles I ate today were awesome.

They put the takoyaki sauce! I love takoyaki! :D

HAHAHAHAHA! I talked a lot. Ohwell. I just love talking. :D

bleh. okay. I shall copycat Dahlia today. :D Next post above then.

All I Know, Is Broken.

2010-06-24T10:00:00.002+08:00

Oh! Outing today with Kevin and Huiting!

We're gonna watch Knight And Day!

Whooooots! Cameron Diaz and Tom Cruise

Gotta be nice. :D

I hope this will cheer me up!

HAHAHA, reallly.

I got my Jap Curry and Carebear yesterday! :D

HAHA! I saw Mdm Maria, Mdm Wong and Mr Loh.

Mr Loh slimmed a lot a lot! HAHA.

He say he went jogging everyday during the Japan Homestay.

We ate Macs yesterday, and the rest of the day I was using computer. HAHA!

As usual.

I keep on playing Bejeweled Blitz and watching Gossip Girl.

I love Gossip Girl. It's about the hundredth time I said so already.

HAHA! Listening to songs now, while feeling super excited for today! :D

AHHHH! Then again, I feel like watching Toy Story in 3D! :D

HAHAHA, ohwell. I don't have a lotta money to waste.

This is my second post in 30 minutes. I must be mad.

It's Not Right, Not Okay.

2010-06-24T09:43:00.005+08:00

You never thought of how I would feel, right?

You may think that if you lied to me, you would protect me from the truth.

And that everything will be as per normal.

Ohwell, you were wrong.

Hiding the truth from me just makes my pain worse.

By lying, you obviously didn't think about how I would feel if I found out.

Too bad, I did.

I merely had my guesses confirmed.

From that very moment I suspected that you were lying,

everything changed. I could no longer trust you like I did before.

You may still be my good friend, but it hurts to know that you didn't tell me.

It really, really hurts a lot.

And though I'll pretend that I don't know anything,

I'll still be the one that's hurting inside.

Screw my pathetic life. Screw everything.

Bleh. I feel so freaking hurt.

And I hate my pride a lot.

It's the reason I can't cry everything out, when I really want to.

So I'm sorry, that some things won't stay the same. For some time.

Tell Me It Isn't True.

2010-06-23T14:38:00.003+08:00

HAH! Stacey is coming back today!

And I'm watching Gossip Girl! YAY ME!

I finally watched it after a week.

Episode 11 of Season 3 is superbly scandalous. And I like it. :D

HAHA! Gonna watch Knight And Day with Huiting and Kevin tomorrow!

HAHA! YAY! But super early.

We gonna catch the 11.50 show.

Shit, I hate Trip from GossipGirl

He caused Serena to get injured.

oh yay! Kevin's event is cancelled, so can 2.10pm!

awmanawmanawman. I LOVE GOSSIP GIRL!

aw. Chuck is getting emotional.

Shit, I love gossip girl. I can't stop saying that.

It's so nice. Better than Power Rangers, which my brother watches everyday.

I shall watch Eclipse next. I think it'll be better than the first 2.

Whoopee! HAHA!

I'm getting overly excited. I want my Jap Curry! :D

Gone So Effortlessly.

2010-06-22T18:25:00.003+08:00

Bleh, I'm super ultra stoked.
Going to watch Toy Story 3 today! :D
Like, YAY ME!
Then on Thursday, gonna catch Knight And Day with Huiting.
HAHAHA! And maybe kevin.
ughs. I must be too retarded, so many posts in one day.
HAHAHA. I think I've gone mad.
Yeaps, me, Valle, and Cassie are super retards!

HAHAHAHA! We shall pass on our retarded legacy someday.

We're soooooooo gonna go out someday and show the public our retardedness!

HAHAHAHAHAHA! :D

I Was So High, And Now I'm So Low.

2010-06-22T13:54:00.003+08:00

wow.

Like damn it. I just ate at kfc with my brother.

fast food again. bleh. I'm getting fatter and fatter.

ohyeah. This was what went on at kfc just now.

I saw the GirlGuides having lunch there.

Turns out they had training at Sengkang CC.

Then I went to queue. Kaiting and Zhiying in front of me.

This auntie, or rather, elderly, was ordering her food in teochew/hokkien

to a malay staff. Need I say more? And I was looking from another queue.

Then after a few minutes, she swopped queues with Kaiting and Zhiying.

Then after 15minutes, still haven't order finish.

Then order finish already, took out one $1000 note.

I was like, WTF?!

kfc is a fast food chain. Not a jewelry store.

Why $1000? HAHAHA.

I was swearing in my head. Then finally,

she went to the bank to change notes.

I was like, finally! don't need to wait to long already.

Then I ordered and ate lo. HAHAHA!

and went home. and here I am now. :D

Tell Me All The Things That I Shouldn't Know.

2010-06-22T11:39:00.005+08:00

I'm gonna go Macs again, I guess.

To pacify my little brother. HAHAHA!

Happy Meal! he wants the Shrek toy. HAHA! bleh.

I'll just eat the Value Lunch. AGAIN. HAHA!

Now I know how to make colours for words.

Turns out, I should have clicked on the 'compose' tab.

Silly me. -.-

ohyeah! HAHAH.

I'm gonna watch Knight And Day with Huiting and Kevin.

I set my eyes on that movie for a long time

After that will be Eclipse. AHAHAHA

I may not be a big fan of twilight.

But the last 2 movies should be better than the first 2.

So just give it a shot. HAHAHA!

bleh. HAHAHA. I think we're going on Thursday. HAHA.

Oh. I'll be watching Toy Story 3 soon! HAHAHA!

with my family. wheee! HAHAHA.

Super excited. I wanna see Barbie and Ken!

I saw the trailer. SO AWESOME.

So freaking awesome! HAHAHAHA! I'm happy now.

Why so 矛盾 one! HAHAAHAH!

Always change one. bleh. I'm so ridiculous! HAHAHAHA!
Make Me Wanna Die - The Pretty Reckless.

It's superbly nice.

The lead singer is Taylor Momsen. GOSSIP GIRL FTW!

I'm like Jenny Humphrey. :D I love her. :D

Happy 2 Month!

2010-06-22T11:26:00.003+08:00

Happy 2 Month With Jerin 爱爱！

HAHAHAH! It's 2 months so fast already! HAHA, you must always stay happy, and not care what people say about you! :D HAHAHHA! I superbly happy!

hmm, thank you for helping me and giving me your advice when I needed help. You're truly an awesome friend. I still remember during orientation week, you're the first friend I made, apart from Kailin. And we actually have a lotta things in common. Like both of us super love Super Junior M. HAHAH. but we like different people. I LOVE CHO KYU HYUN! HAHAHA. and we both also super love Super Girl! HAHAH. thanks for always brightening up my day. You're super awesome (Y) HAHAHA. I hope this wonderful friendship of ours will last for a super super super long time! HAHA! And you must always stay happy. If you're sad, then I sad also :D So if you're happy, then I'll be happy too :D

Big Girls Don't Cry.

2010-06-21T15:12:00.002+08:00

My life is oh so problematic.
Little-big troubles here and there.
My days always end up ruined thinking about these.
I don't want to cry, I really don't.
But I know that at one point of time, I will.
Just like I really want to believe you,
but some voice in my head is telling me not to.
Tears, rolling down my cheeks.
Bleh. At some point, I really feel that just dying would be the best thing.
But, no. It'll cause more troubles and worries.
I don't wanna leave everything bottled up.
I really don't want to. But it's hard to tell all these to someone,
without worrying whether they would find me insane or not.
I want to be happy, I truly want to.
But how?
I'm trying my best to put on a brave front.
Try, try, and try. But I always fail.
oh bleh. I think only my diary knows all these.
Everything that's going on now, just somehow kills me inside one way or another.
I'm not fine, I'm in pain, and it just gets harder everyday.
But no one's helping.
Perhaps I should just dwell in my own sadness.

Can Be Tamed.

2010-06-20T10:39:00.003+08:00

Doesn't anyone find that Miley Cyrus seriously is over-doing it.
With Can't Be Tamed.
Like seriously, GET A LIFE.
It's like, she's in this shiny cage, cos she's a rare species.
The very first time I saw the video,
I literally went whatthe****
I mean, come on. It looks horrible, she looks horrible.
And all she's ever doing in that video is praising herself,
by talking about all the men in the world that she can get.
Don't get the men, get a life. :D
Awman. another boring Sunday.
And it seems as though hell is getting closer and closer.
The holidays never last long.
I was dreading the first week a lot.
Then zoom! the second and third just past like a jet plane.
LIKE WOW. I want it to freeze,
Bleh, we should have 6 months of holiday, and 6 months of school.
Just to be fair. Bleh.
I seem to be using Bleh a lot these days.
Ahwell, who really cares?
I'm saving up to buy that super chio camera from Action City.
50 over bucks. Need to save at least 2 weeks,
or if I do my job well, 5 days.
Bleh. HAHA. after that then, I'm gonna save up for an iPhone.
So if at the end of the year, I don't get the criteria for an iPhone,
I can at least buy one for myself.
If I can control my spendings, that is.
Meanwhile, HOLGA!
HAHA
hmmm, 50 bucks. I think it should be worth it.
The shots are cute. I saw the album in action city.
I hope it's not a freaking waste of money.
Andandand. I super can't wait for camp.
LESS THAN 1 MONTH!
heehee, can't wait. I'm super hyped up already.
I don't care if my teacher doesn't allow me to go at 7am.
I shall go at 7am.
I don't even wanna tell him about the camp.
I go for the camp because I love it, not cos I want CIP or for the sake of skipping school.
After the P5 camp, I didn't even give my teacher the CIP form. :D
The camp itself is meaningful for me.
I don't want CIP, I'd do it voluntarily without CIP.
bleh. I'm hungryy, only ate one slice of bread, that's all.
I'm sooooo gonna watch Knight & Day, and Letters To Juliet
It looks super cool.
Cameron Diaz and Tom Cruise make a cool on-screen couple.
I WANNA WATCH IT!

Bleh.

2010-06-19T14:17:00.003+08:00

bleh.bleh.
this few days were quite boring.
Except for yesterday, went out to Compass with Dahlia and Joshua.
Bleh, all PDA in front of me.
We moved to somewhere near Sculpture Park there and took some photos.
I wanted to camwhore with Dahlia, but didn't
And we talked about... stuff.
HAHAHA. Then nothing much, and we went home.
ohyeah. Joshua told us not to watch My Ex, which is a Thai horror movie.
But we still did.
I chickened out at the last part.
And quite surprisingly, I wasn't scared at night.
I could off the lights and sleep quite peacefully.
HAHAHA. I expected to sleep with the lights on.
But well.
I realised that when you pause the video at the ghost's face,
IT'S NOT SCARY AT ALL!
it's almost hilarious.
Something smells in my house.
YUCKY YUCK YUCK.
My brother says it smells like shit.
ohwell, smells like toxic to me.
ohyeah, the movie shows necrophillia,
which according to Aloysius, means having sex with dead people.
LIKE WHATTHEEFF?! Why would people wanna do that?
Crazy people? AHAHAHHA

I Rant.

2010-06-17T15:13:00.004+08:00

Hey you! Yes you!
You think my 爱爱 very fun to bully arh?!
You think you so big right? yes, big in size?
Everytime you act, you think it's a good thing/.
Perhaps it's good for yourself only. Have you ever thought of how my 爱爱 would feel?
And you think a lotta people like you means you can anyhow change girlfriend?
Hop from one, change to another one, and go back to the same one.
Whatcha doing this for? For your reputation?
You think girls very easy to play?
You always never think of how others would feel like.
People look up to you and you're doing all this kinda nonsensical and childish stuff.
Then what you want? People to grow up and be like you?
Don't you dare treat my 爱爱 like a soccer ball, when in times you need her, then
you try your best to go close to her despite anything.
At times when you have other people to count on, you just kick her away.
She very fun to play with? I seriously from the start don't like you already.
I already advised my 爱爱 to stay away from you, but she didn't listen and I
respected that cos it's her own thinking, and it's only right if I do respect that.
I tell you, I can't stand your behaviour.
Do you really care about her? And look at her, she's not sleeping well.
She's sad everyday. Putting on a Happy mask so that others will not worry.
For me, I know her too well to think that it's real.
I want her to break all ties with you. But she wouldn't.
Seriously, I hate you. I hate the way you treat others.
What do people see in you anyway? I can't stand it already.
I have wanted to rant about this wayyy earlier than today.
But I can't take it, all my close friends are hurt enough.
If you want others to follow under your leadership, act like a leader.
Do the right things, not wrong. Learn from mistakes and change yourself.
I'm not a leader, and yet, I do know how to be one as I've learnt from my mistakes and I'm gonna change myself.
Mean what you say, and say what you really mean
If you don't want your girl to hang around with guys,
then don't flirt around with girls.
What's the problem with having friends of the opposite sex? Not like it's a criminal offense or anything right?
I don't even know why I waste time ranting about you.
It's not fun at all to have your heart broken again and again by the same person.
I know that, but do you? My 爱爱 knows that, but do you?
One day, when you actually experience true heartbreak, you'll know how it feels like.
One day, when the whole world turns their back against you, you'll then know how it really feels like.
One day, when you find yourself crying and crying cos of the same person, you'll know how my 爱爱 feels like.
And seriously, I don't care if you see this. I see no point in keeping this to myself. If you know who you are, and you want a confrontation, I couldn't care less.
The purpose of this whole thing, is not to provoke you, but rather to allow you to change
I'm fed up, but I still have more things to say.
If you're not the kind who can always buy a present every month for your gans,
then don't commit to the whole gan-thingy.
Cos I can see that your gans are faithful to you, but you're not.
A true leader does not act this way, I know a few leaders, who are real ones.
And they're the ones who inspired me to change, who helped me in my decision making, my problems, and my attitude. I'm ready to change. They were the ones, who, after all the encouragement they given, made me choose to try and start all over again.
Okay, I'm done ranting. For now.

Let's Get Crazy.

2010-06-17T14:34:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was awesome fun.
I'll descibe the whole thing. HAHAHA.
The day started with Lynn and I haveing breakfast at Macs.
Clinton joined us, tho' he was late.
Then we ate, and we chatted.
Then like, some parts quite quiet, so we just looked at each other.
And Lynn kept on laughing for no reason.
HAHAHAHA! Then it was Lynn who asked Clinton along, but she also never talk to him.
HAHA! Then I showed them my WCV host handy guide.
And I asked Clinton how to pronounce the Russian hello.
Shit, that was so funny. HAHAHAHA.
Then more and more people joined us cos it was raining and we were gonna meet there.
Then Clinton left for home.
Then we walked to the 89 bus stop. Then we took the double deck one to downtown.
HAHHA. i emo-ed on the bus, cos that's what I always do.
Lynn was like : Cherry don't emo!
Then I just smiled and listened to my music.
When we reached e-hub, we went to the arcade and took neoprints.
Then we I bought the Tapz card and played Mario Kart
and some other games. I failed miserably at Mario Kart.
I super long never play already. HAHA!
Then Lynn and I took neoprints.
Then we went to NTUC to buy our stuffs.
Then, we went to the chalet after check in.
We played like crazy, then some of us went bowling.
The boys went first, then Samantha and I joined them later.
They waited for like, 10 plus people to bowl finish.
And they registered for 2 games.
So we took super long. When we came back, Louisa and the other girls were super pissed at us.
Like wtf lor, they can't blame us, we had to wait for so many people,
and we played 2 games some more.
So petty, then I just left it at that.
Then we BBQ-ed and waited for Ms Tham to come.
Finally, at 7-8 plus like that she came.
Then we all went crazy, and we took a lotta pictures with her.
Shihui and I gave her her present. Cute doggie/hamster thing.
Ms Tham said she saw that in Japan before.
Then we ate, and took some more pictures.
Then at 10plus, we helped clear up a bit.
Then I took a ride with LowJingYi home.
I was superbly tired. I woke up at 12 noon today.
I'm waiting for the freaking pictures to finish uploading.
Sian. HAHAH. So tired.
Ate 2 piece again. I swear I'm gonna get fat. HAHA!

Why?

2010-06-15T20:13:00.002+08:00

heh, why must this always happen to me?
HAHAHA. I'm okay with it. HAHAH.
surprisingly. LOL.
OHWELLS. I will not let it affect anything.
Today had the World Culture Village Host Training Programme.
Conducted by Positive Intentions.
The name of the company is cooool.
HAHAH!
The guy's name was Ethen. Seriously funny.
Then there was Danial. HAHAHAH!
And Kimberly! HAHAHAH. LOL.
all the 3 schools there laughed.
me too lah.
HAHAHAHAH.
it was fun! but tiring. got home at 6.30
bathed, bought KFC back.
as usual. Stacey's flying to Japan today.
HAHAHA. MUST BUY CURRY! HAHAHAH.
oooooooooops, I think I'm not right in the mind.
HAHAHAH.
If you believe you can, you will succeed. On the other hand, if you believe you can't, then you won't succeed

I've Got A Confession

2010-06-14T12:51:00.002+08:00

I'm not gonna tell.
HAHAHA, too many people know.
And besides, I'll feel awkward.
And I don't know if he falls under the 'really like' category.,
HAHAHA, there's a category.
D:
Not good.
I almost cried last night. No idea why.
Perhaps it's cos of that, perhaps not.
Trying to cheer up.
But don't think I can. Just feeling down lately.
I'm not sure why.
I want to, but I'm afraid.
I want to so badly.
Oh, awesome, now I feel like exploding in a pool of tears.
HAHAHAHAH.
Got tuition later on. that sucks. HAHAHA.
Okay. HAHA.
I'll sing. HAHAHAH!

Webcamming with Dahliaa!

2010-06-12T09:13:00.003+08:00

HAHAHHA. We webcammed again.
And Dahlia heard me singing.
That was unintentional. HAHAHHAH!
Then we talked, and we tied up our hair anyhow.
2 pigtails and we put our fringe up.
And she did PINEAPPLE!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH! I'm crazyyyyy.
Ohshit, I LOVE MONEY!!!!!
Especially a certain type.
OOOOOOOPPPPPPS! HAHAH.
Can't say here! HAHHAHAHAHH!
I'm done!!!!!!!! HHAHAHAHAH. :D
okayys, I'm MAD. :D
That's a good thing, right?

Webcammingggggggg!

2010-06-11T11:10:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAH. I webcammed with Dahlia yesterday.
And I took some pictures with my handphone.
So yeah, it looked super blurry.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
I MISS YOU DAHLIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Super long never see her already.
Okay, in a face to face way.
okay, face to face, meaning really face to face.
Not on webcam.
Went to Compass to meet my friends.
Supposedly supposed to meet at 7.30
But being the usual early bird, I came at 5.30
Ohwells, the library's always there, right?
And my answer to that is, Yes, it is always there. HAHAHAHA!
Then chatted and some ate at Burger King.
I have a strong dislike for BK, cos when I go there,
I have no idea what burgers to eat.
And also, there's the money issue. Their burgers are super expensive.
Like what, do you put gold bars in them?
Obviously not. Then when the old lady wanted to clean my table,
She called my friends uncle.
Then we were like, WAHAHAHAHHAAHHAH!
Had a good laugh. Then we went nearby to do smth.
Then chatted and chatted until 10++
Then some of us walked home.
Then got home, showered and ate my noodles!
Super excited for P4 camp! Even though it's gonna be a super long wait.
HAHAH, I can bear with it. I can. I super can.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, I'm insane!
~~It hurts to know that I don't stand a chance with you~~
Just put on a fake face when I see you, that's all. :D

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2010-06-09T14:47:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was awesomeee.
Met at Compass at 3.45pm.
I reached like, 15 minutes earlier.
But the only person I saw was Zheng Qian lingering around.
Then I just walked and walked around.
I think I looked like a retard. Keep on walking around doing nothing.
Then Joshua came, and Ben and then Clinton.
Edward and Emily were going themselves.
Then bused to Woodlands interchange,
then bused again to Bukit Gombak, Home Team NS there.
Then wait and wait and wait until sian.
Then Alastair came. Then Emily and Edward came.
They took cab. Then we waited and waited.
Then Mr Zaki, Mr Budiman, Ms Ng and Mr Fairus came.
Then we chose our groups. Zheng Qian, Joshua and Clinton were in my team.
We wrote down our alias.
Joshua was 'Stupid' , I was 'Retard', Zheng Qian was 'Clever' and
Clinton was 'Perfect'. -.-
Then when the person handed out the stuffs, I was laughing like mad.
I got called Retard.
Then we started playing Laser Tag.
Emily went in and kept on screaming, like crazy.
We shot each other a lotta times. Then I kenna shot a lotta times also.
So minus a lotta marks. Emily and I were on the same boat. HAHAHHA xD
Then at the end, the Red team, which was Emily's, won.
HAHAHA, then my group lost. Cos I'm a true retard!
Then second round, the teachers never play.
So I improved a bit. At the end, my team won. by 300plus points.
And Joshua was like, "TOTAL OWNAGE!"
HAHAHHA. I improved. I moved to second last. Emily last.
She got shot by me many times. Then the teachers went home.
And the rest of us bowled. While we waited for our turn,
we celebrated Alastair's fake birthday. We wanted to smash.
But ended up just smearing cream on people. I was the only one who never! :D
And Alastair went one corner emo, while we ate the cake.
'nicely' cut by Joshua. HAHAH.
Then finally our turn to bowl. Joshua guttered on his first round.
Then Edward guttered everytime. Then somehow, I guttered some, while I knocked some.
Emily too. Then in the end, the winner was Clinton. 2 points ahead of ZQ.
HAHAHAH. Like, ZQ let him win one. He double striked. HAHAHAHS :D

scoreboard.
Then it was getting late, so we walked to Bukit Gombak mrt station.
We were talking a lot on the way.
Then we got out of Khatib. and we talked a lot in the train too.
Then we 85-ed to the polive station near Compass. And we walked to compass.
Then Emily had to go home, so Edward sent her back.
Then the rest of us went Subway to eat our superrrr late dinner.
Then after that, Me, Clinton and Ben lrt-ed,
while the rest walked or bused.
Then Clinton sent me home. God knows, he actually lived around the same area of blocks. Then I used my phone msn Emily.
And told her smth. HAHAHHAAH, which I'm not telling. :D
Then sms-ed like crazy or smth like that.
And finally slept.
What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. - Ralph Waldo Emerson